DAY 1

this people brought a smile to my life :)

I thought i understood you completely. But i was wrong, i only know the you that you used to be. Not anymore now. The you that i used to love was the you in those 4 months. Every night before i sleep, and every morning before i wake up, I still ponder about it, but no more tears. It just brought me to a conclusion : You ain't worth it at all. Before this, i was still worrying that you may find me an irritance, afriad that i will make things difficult for you, afraid that you'll be sad. I kept reflecting and reflecting, what did i do wrong? But the truth came out that you longer care long ago, long long ago. Don't blame anyone for today for you brought it upon yourself.

A good start today, waking up at 11:24 but no longer grudge about missing 11:11. Mummy's awesome fried rice for lunch, made me feel at peace. My day is gonna be more awesome followed by dance class @ DANCEFACTORY later :) Learning 2NE1 song, but that's not the point, the point is, its DANCE. :D

New Life.

Spot me! :D (if you can't i think you have parallex error! :b
Student leaders Investiture, dance choreo-ed by me and jocelyn! :D

Today, was quite disappointed with today i should say. I kinda expected more fun out of today. But it turned out rather boring and i was just walking everywhere alone. SIGHS, i kinda had depression under the table, lols! KEVIN BRO! D: Anyways, i went darren's house to celebrate his birthday along with kevin, zoe and brian :)

On the phone very long with chanshiqi during the walk in the park. Was filling myself with all the 'zen me bans' and 'what should i do' , till a harsh truth hit me. Thanks bro and friends, you guys made me realised how awesome life is :) It is sort of a 解脱 for me after i found out, instead of feeling heartbroken. Cause after living at the edge of the cliff for so long, i'm finally able to conclude my long essay that has already been over few pages. In other words, i can finally conclude it. No point holding on something that's impossible, and foolish me for falling for a guy like you. Cause i've just realised you're not worth my tears. Today's gonna be the last, cause i'm very determined. VERY.

Yes, my heart is dead. But at least it gives me a chance to slowly pick myself up again. Instead of being stuck in the middle not knowing to go up or down. :)　Ｌｉｆｅ＇ｓ　ｇｏｎｎａ　ｂｅ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｍｏｒｅ　ａｗｅｓｏｍｅ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｔｏｍｏｒｒｏｗ　ｏｎｗａｒｄｓ，　：Ｄ　

I have alot of activities to give my commitments to, i don't need you to make my life better, cause life itself is aewsome by the way it is now! :D Especially with friends :)

Lastly, thanks for all the friends who heard my naggings for the past 2 months :
CHANSHIQI, KEVINKANG, BOOYIJIAN, SHIRELYANG, JIASI, ANTHONYCHONG, WENLE, XAVIERSOH, CHERYLCHOO and LEONARD! :D thanks for lending me that listening ear when i need it! :D

Just being strong too long.

Isn't the grey guy AWESOME? If i have time i want to master his choreo's! :D Kyle Hanagami! :DD

It was all till recently when love pulled me off and made me stand at cliff, thinking to hold on for support or just let loose all.

Thanks for this inspiring phrase, AWESOME YOU, CHAN SHI QI.
I've realised something, from all the cards that i've received, all 'love letters' from my AWESOME girlfriends, they never fail to include "you're a strong girl" inside. Just like the love letter shiqi passed me today :) I was reading in the parade square that i almost wanted to cry. ;)

Rather tired of keeping a daily blog, as it takes too much commitment. Hence, i've decided to change it to an 100% emotionnal dumping blog. Occasionally updating small paragraphs on hows my life's going and stuffs :)

Well this week, it was all tests and dance! I've never felt so tired before, maybe this was the reason that i fell sick. Had been sweating cold sweat! :b I call it sweat cause i'm a pig so please DO NOT correctm me :) Today dance they all said i look pale but i looked in the mirror i look normal? xD Wenle says i'm gonna die. Feeling much better now already, drank lots of water :) No one's gonna take care of me when i'm sick, hence i must not fall sick! And theres so many tests awaiting for me to conquer next week, jiayous! Me and Wenle inventing more and more 5,6,7,8 (s). and there was once kevin kabooms joined in, funny max. Recently been quite close with kevin kabooms, feel that he's quite an awesome bro just abit yellow sometimes! xD PIKACHU! :D

Maybe i should just keep walking and see how things go? Recently tetsts, SYFS, homeworks, tuition, DANCE, PIANO are all buzzing me everywhere. Soon next week, gonna have NDP commitment every saturday. I must have a good time management! :D Rather happy that ma lao shi came back to dance us dance already, rather happy to see myself constantly learning and improving too! :D

Lastly, had a big cat fight with mom yesterday. She poured the bleach detergent over me ? -.- I didn't quarrel back, and i guess only a few people like shiqi, kevin knows why. And my dad, of course. LOLS. Freaking pissed with people who are disrespectful. You think its funny laughing at us. Do you think YOU DANCE VERY WELL? Was so pissed in the hall yesterday cause junren and russel keep disturbing that i shouted at them. JUNREN was being a jerk by thinking that he's so cool? -.- PLEASE, you're just making a joke and fool out of yourself. GO LOOK AND THE MIRROR AND LOOK AT HOW AWFUL YOU LOOK WHEN YOU TRY TO COPY US! You think it's funny? It's not funny at all. Do you know something called respect between peers? Regard yourself as a student leader of HLC, please do some REFLECTIONS .

Gonna sleep early tonight, cause still not feeling very well. :X Hope tomorrow will be better! :D

& you, please reply faster can? D:

Foolish

I'm not afraid of falling down, just give me more chances to try again.

So i'm not the only kuku. Sweetheart, Kuku, we'll all waiting, for something that seems so impossible but yes, we're all still holding hope. :) Get it our guys are jerks sometimes (most of the times)? They claim how much they love you, then break your heart and get over it easily. Making you feel that you didn't really mean as much as they SAID you did.
JiaSi : You stupid girls fall for their trap, and hurt yourself.
ME : Even if i know that it hurts, i'll still jump into it, i'll still grab every chance despite getting hurt so many times.
JiaSi : LYNETTE JIU SHI LYNETTE, determination won't necessarily bring happiness.
ME : As long as you try, theres still hope.

No idea wheres my stubborness gonna bring me, but i'm not gonna stop anytime soon.

Sorry guys, if the above message insulted you. You absolutely have enough rights to admit that you're that 1 good guy out of 10 (...) shall not give them a name.

Foolishly, we find ourselves still coming back to the same point :
I STILL LOVE YOU AFTER ALL THIS.

INSPIRED

currenly blogging now cause i felt so inspired after talking to Sam.
PSYCHOLOGY.

Well said, it's okay, we're humans.

Humans are complex, but thats what makes it interesting.

So why did i fall for you?
and so hard, that it's so hard to stand up again.

I believe that one day i'll be mature to understand what am i thinking at this age of 14 last time. And find myself foolish.
You weren't sure if you could give me happiness, you're afraid of hurting me.
But i'm not afraid, i still dare to let you hurt me once more.
So why, are you afraid?

Weekends were rather fun, espeically yesterday went studying with joshen and kevin. After that they came my house, had this rather mini heart to heart talk. I feel so good giving people advices, i'm glad that i helped. Stayed all the way and only said bye around 8+ 9 ? :D




Them playing with my camera, but i can't post pics of them cause they probably gonna kill me! HAHA! No editing done.

Tomorrow, i'm welcoming. Unfinished assignments, reivsions and homeworks. I think i need to conserve some energy now for tomorrow's lesson. After school, i need to plan my things out well in other to ensure i'll run the rehearsal smoothly. JIAYOUS LYNETTE :) PEOPLE HAVE CONFIDENCE IN ME, I HAVE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF TOO :D

POSSIBILTY by BOA

I was stoning in the center part cause i didn't come the previous lesson. Starting i was partnering this guy, then i didn't come, and this week, i changed to partner girl, so i become a guy at the middle of this dance. xD

I know it's just ME, & ME, AGAINST THE WORLD! :D

It used to be,



Sometimes we think negatively as we are so afraid of getting hurt. We tend to put the hope low as we know that by this way the impact would be smaller. But somehow, we just always stubbornly choose not to give up.
Or maybe, it's only me.

Original : - 10 Ways To Know You Love Someone


1. You talk with him/her late at night and still think of him/her when you go to bed.
2. You walk really slow when you are with him/her.
3. You don't feel okay when he/she is far away.
4. You smile when you hear his/her voice.
6. He/She is everything to what you think.
7. You smile everytime you look at him/her.
8. There's a person in your mind while you've been reading this.
9. You've been so busy thinking of that person you didn't notice that no. (5) is missing.
10. You are checking if that's true and you are silently laughing to yourself.


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This this damn kuku, i'm seriously laughing at my own stupidness now. xD

TODAY, i seriously took taxi to school again. Like 3rd time this week or something. Seriously angry with myself for waking up and sleeping again! ROAR! xD PE, i wore PE pants and that rebellious wenle still wearing FBT. TSKTSK. xD Today was the last lesson on basketball, tracy play ball very rough! ANYHOW HIT NEVER SEE WANT! xD She hit me and i said something very wrong so loud cause it just came to my mind and i laughed so hard until i was sitting on the floor! xD I didn't know basketball could play until so rough. NETBALL will be filed as CONTACT long ago. xD But it was seriously fun, me and priscilla make a good team! I throw high loop and she jump, catch. BINGO! :D LALA, chinese lesson i took my own initiative to do XI ZI, AWESOME RIGHT :D Recess, i'm sorry to chanshiqi for phang-sehing her :( Cause in the end i got phang-sehed too. Direct karma, i know how you feel! Some kuku came into my class today! LOLS! xD Math, did filing and revision, tests next week again! CHEMISTRY, sleepy as usual.

After school, went straight to hall for dance. Meet ou lao shi outside staff room discuss about the camp proposal thing. She passed me some files through my thumbdrive, got alot of work to do at home! :D DANCE shifted to music room, went for chinese dance. Practice until around 2+, went to hall for HLC. Was basically running around, although very very tired, but seriously fun! :D When you get warm-up, you can really feel the difference when you dance, and i'm LOVING' IT! :D around 3 chinese dance move to hall cause badminton ended, more convenient for me cause i just need to run up and down the stage. xD SWEATING LIKE ALOT. THANKS MR ANG DADDY FOR THAT TREATING ME DRINK TO HYDRATE MYSELF, you're awesome! :D

Left around 5.15, our syf dance changed and improved alot! :D I'm more confident now, after finally getting to use the music room and can see my own actions through the mirror after so long :)

Went compass, meet up with blogshop get my I LOVE DANCE tee :D Meet calvin at 88 bus stop around rivervale plaza cause i left my watch in school. he sms-ed me weird weird stuff, LOL, prankster! xD Call me lynette, nothing else! xD THANKS to you twin :)

Reached home, bathed and i skipped dinner cause i'm too lazy to eat. :b BYE! :) Needa do proposal then do some revisions before i end my night early :D

THURSDAY, 17th FEB 2010.

SCOOL, we got scolded by ms li during USSR period for our unpunctuality on handing up geog homworks. I'm one of them, i feel dead guilty, especially when she use the leadership word on me. Miss Li, i'm sorry. Chinese, got scolded by Low ah hoe for now reason. I was trying to get some kukus to go back to their seat. And she came in the class, moodswing and started scolding me -.- WenXin was trying to speak up for me and in the end she got scolded too. So angry, the whole class was in silence, felt like standing up and say something like remember last time in 2E1 during April Ng's class :b It's been 4 days since my 1st tuition lesson, and i'm drifting away from math again. Oh monday, please come quickly, i need my fabulous teacher's help! xD

AFter school, stayed back for dance. This few days were rather intensive on my legs, having cramps like crazy. OUCH! :( But if this can bring hs chinese dance a gold, all pain is worth! (Y) HAHA, me and wenle was talking about the shuaii ge from 5A1 or something :b Walked to bus stop with cheryl, saw guitar peeps, AWKWARD! was walkin along the canteen through and back like alot times, cause first time walk halfway shiqi disappear, quickly went back find her. Then realised her father fetching, so me and cherly walk. Then i'm like, want to wait for shufen and wenle a not. So we walked back agains. HAHAS xD But thats not my main reason, it was because i wanted to walk pass the GRC wall, HAHAHAHA (cheryl knows why, KUKU ME!) :D ICE CREAM with BREAD, AWESOME! (Y)

Took bus 88 home :)

WEDNEDSAY, 16th FEB 2010.

KK, today's 16th.
School's getting more and more stress, and the overdued homeworks are piling up to become one big mounain that i'll have to overcome!

After school went for dance, and HLC rehearsal as well. Both was in the hall, rather little HLC and prefects came so couldn't do the formation for the investiture performance. Took bus 88 home with HIA AND ADIB :D Talked about HLC :)

Why must humans be so mean, so competitive?
I feel very, insulted by your discriminations and selfishness.
Is this the way best friends are suppose to be?
I've to act like i'm not affected. But for every sentence you sy, inside my heart its piercing.

It's frustrating when you're walking with this group of people that their conversation neverl leaves KPOP. I'm not an anti-KPOP, in fact i think jonghyun is hot. But i just feel out of the place and i would rather walk away by my own. Going with boy cliques are better as they don't talk KPOP (mostly..), and the conversations are understand-able. :b

HOW I WISH

you probably didn't notice me.
Cause i took a turn whether i saw you first.
Don't stop, keep walking. - quoted from anthony chong.

Firstly, thank you seniors and teachers for recognising my efforts. As what daddy, mr ang said : i'll be guaiguai de! :D I'll be a good leader and a good follower! :)

Today, sat taxi to school, i'm so late. Hate being late for school. I've always got a bad first impression a few times already thanks to being late for school :b Wanted to get mac, but nah, was feeling rather tired and lazy.

Today in school was super sleepy. Had physics test. Tomorrow's theres english test. Test everyday next week. Oh sec 3 life, i'm so missing sec 2 :b But it's a reality that i'm in sec 3, i needa accept it. Not moan about it, and do the best out of me! :D After school had monitor's meeting about the LifeRun Carnival, then stayed in hall for INvestiture rehearsal again. I was in-charge today, taught them dance blabla, dismissed and slack with leaders, first at hall around piano. Pedro came and kept begging me to teach him kiss the rain. I'm like shocked cause i don't know him, and he was so happy when he heard that song and kept asking me to teach him! :b HAHAS, so i taught him a little, he was kinda piss cause he couldn't get it. Went youth corner slack, fathul hanif and jiajie being complete jokers. i was playing with stitch and lilo or lido you call that :b was acting a scene and made xintao laugh until kuku. She say i watch too much drama. xD Well, i often to do with my pikachus too :b

After that took bus 88 home with calvin and adib :D Hia asked me hows life, well. It's never perfect but i'm spending every moment with no regrets. :D That's all i should say.

Gotta study and alot revision to do. Gotta start early for next week testsssssss! JIAYOUS :)

15th Feb 2011.

I shouldn't elaborate much on today. It's the 15th again. 2 months since we broke up. Half a year since 150810. 150810, it's such a familiar date. I must be nuts. 11:11, i wished back again. It's funny how 11:11 is during lessons and whoever sees it, me, yijian, joshen or kevin, we'll tell each other, it's 11:11! and everyone will just clasps your hand together and make a wish :D

Got scolded by mrs tey for not going to find her and remind her that she has english lessons cause she forgotten. I'm sorry, i was in a bad mood ... Basically emo-ing in class. I have to keep myself super hyper and very crazy if not i'll just go into the emo moood -.- WHY! :( Sorry that i kept singing the x formula song, cause i had to get myself hyper -.-

After school had dance, dance halfway went a tiny bit of dance rehearsal for leaders agains. Jocelyn taught me the dance, lala, went for piano :D Taking grade 3 next year, YAY, jump grade! :D

So glad that now 17 chinese dancers can go to the camp le. ShuFen finally said some sense into their heads :D 3 more and we can submit the proposal to Principal le! :D PLS CHINESE DANCERS, jiayous! :D

HAPPY VALENTINES :D

NEW LOVE BLOOMS,
COUPLES CELEBRATE,
HEARTS GET BROKEN.

Today was valentines :D
According to QQ, it should be the day where girl gets to confess to guys cause normally is always guys confess to girls. HAHAS.
Last year's valentines was the best i should say. CNY chinese dance performance, roses from sharon, nan chiau with shiqi, letters from girlfriends and a present :) This year, got 2 letters from girlfriends, a small gift from laopo :D

School, had flu so kept sneezing. Or is it someone missing me huh? HAHAS. nvm, i odn't wanna be so thick skinned! xD

After school went hall with yijian and joshen play piano. At first me and joshen went music room first, then move to hall. Saw you, awkward much? :b HLC & Prefects investiture Dance rehearsal, taught them dance. After that went point with ziru, kevinfoo, joshen, kevin.k and yijian. :b Ate mac, saw jutin lim and someone worhs. Today's valentines day. xD Walk to a very far 88 bus stop, toko 88 with joshen :D

Reached home, bathed and dinner. Alot homework.

This was how i spent my valentines day :D

1 more day.

This is my float! :D

Today, woke up at 2. Was really tired cause i slept at 4 yesterday. Cooked maggie for lunch, went for dance :)

YAY, continue the couple dance but i dance with girl! :D Feel so much more at ease. :D Dance, jacky quarrel with FAT - I - MAH. :b She's unreasonable! We the students of dancefactory seem unjustice for jacky! Jacky tompang me, jas, yuelong and leonard @ compass.

Went subway, had dinner. The vitamin water tastes so weirds. Revised abit of Physics, i can't concentrate at all and yuelong keep resting his leg over my leg. K, this sounds wrong. Like i just stretch my leg on the bench then he hang his feet on top of my feet. LOLS. He keep saying i un-ladylike. TSK, like he very gentlemanly! Then he went jas's house wihle me and leonard took bus 86 home. CHEESE HOTDOG IS NICE! :D

Reached home. Played piano and stare at ceiling. Bathed and blogged.
Gonna go figure out whats wrong with my MATHS already, luckily tuition starting tomorrow! :D JIAYOUS! :)

CHINGAY 2011!

Today is a saturday. Morning woke up, see clock, 7.15. AHH SHIT! I'm late for school, have to sit taxi again. Jumped up, walk one round around house, see father still sleeping. Eh wait, today's saturday? ._.

Continue sleepping, DIAOZ! xD

Woke up, changed out of my pyjamas! HAHAS! Joshen came my house, and he gave me scores, thanks! :D Mummy was like : I didn't know piano sounded so nice. ZZZ, i feel insulted kays! cause it was joshen playing! xD Mummy cooked maggie for us. Started abit of homework and kevin.k came :D




Did homework till around 5 sharp, left for chingay! :D Super fun day with them, although suppose to do homework but ended up kevin got prank called and joshen dao luan! xD I'm the innocent party xD

JiaXing;'s sister fetched us to Chingay. Went holding room, did make-up, change costume. BLA.










Performance, today the media was here. Screw my rubberband, it came loose and my hair was fringgin messy throughout and i didn't have the time to re tie. So i seriusly hope that no media caught me in my unglam-ness! xD bu i still, did my best :)

OMG, someone lost their i-Phone. and i didn't dare to take photo with those cute seahorses although today's the last time i see them! :( I only manage to get one!


Ida and Jonathan! :D They're very very nice people :) from the start of chingay rehearsals, they always help me to push the float. Always make me laugh. And like to disturb me with their seahorse costume. Fun chingay with you guys, although i guess i may never be able to see you guys again! :b

WELL, photos with jiaxing and jiaxing and jiaxing! But of course, abit of some others as well :D














Did this while waiting for jiaxing's dad to come. HAHAS, they family members are nice people to be with :)

Reached home, bathed and bloged. finally completed posting about my 3 long days. I've concluded that i won't give up blogging as its my hobby and its one of the ways to train my english too! :D I can't afford to let my english grades fall! :b

KUDOS. Tomorrow having dance, heard from weiling continueing the Possibility by BOA, couple dance. EEYER, 3 weeks liao ley. i skipped a lesson just because i wanted to miss the couple dance. Don't think mummy allows me to skip tomorrow... alot homework and revising waiting! JIAYOUS! :D

it's 2 more days.

11th Feb, 3 more days.

FRIDAY, 11th FEB 2011.


Went to school. Anthony sms me say mingkang looking for me, ask me to come to school as early as possible, so i took taxi. Ended up reach school couldn't find mingkang :b
PE was alright, first PE lesson in my sec 3 life that i'm wearing pe shorts, and i have no choice and will wear it for the rest of my sec life! :D Unless teacher changes their mind and decided to accept FBT! :b RECESS with wenle. Every recess we're like MUST DO the 5,6,7,8. you don't know me @@ :D After school stayed back to finish all my bio dued pratical worksheets. WEN LE told me something very very kuku. Chinese lesson teacher was talking about 'tian ya hai jiao'. And WenLe was like, i go before 'tian ya hai jiao' you know. I thought she was like joking joking talking rubbish, so i ignored. Then i turned : YOU GO BEFORE 'tian ya hai jiao' ?! WEN LE: YA, i think it' a place in hainan island. ME : HUH? tian ya hai jiao is not a place, its a descriptive word meaning like travelling to all parts of the world! WEN LE : REALLY MEH? (gives the awkward face!) HAHA!

DANCE was in the hall. They had HLC investiture dance practice too. But i went for chinese dance :b LaoShi changed part of the dance again, but i'm happy cause i'm not spinning for almost the whole dance already! :D Sweated a lot alot, but it feels good to sweat when you're dancing compared to sweating when you're doing sports. :b But sweating, just doesn't feel good. xD During short breaks inbetween, went to the other side of the hall to join the HLC members, they were talking about organising events, so it turned out today was not a dance practice :) Left early for dance, took 325 to hougang mall and jiaxing called me just when i was about to tap into interchange.

When there are chances given to you, go for it. But today, i missed an opportunity cause i was in an dilemea. But we all know that we're not superman. We can't always handle 2 > at one go. But no matter which one of those you've got, you still need to put your 100% commitment to it.
The choice that i've choosen to let go is the leadership workshop representing the school with anthony, which i know i can really learn alot from it.
The choice that i made was to go for the chinese dance camp. Afterall, i'm the overall-in-charge of this camp. I can't just abandon my dancers and go for the workshop. They need me, to get the schedule running. I've promised the teachers. HENCE, i will make sure this camp will be a meaningful purposeful one. I CAN, I WILL! :D

Went chamelon buy things. While waiting sent a mass sms to 3E1 updating them about their homeworks for the weekends :D This is a new system Tracy and I sent up, we'll take turns to send! :D JiaXing's sister came to fetch us to chingay :D

Today was the actual show already. Make-up was very very rush, as i was unsastisfied with my make-up. xD I keep removing and drawing and removing until my skin hurts from the rubbing. :b In the end jiaxing just help me draw one nice, ahh, so much better! :D But make-up don't feel good definately! And they use hair gel to glue the glitters on our face . (Y)

Performance was successful. Conclusion was foreigners are more friendly than singaporeans. SINGAPOREANS - you wave at them, they stare at you with the (._.) face.
FOREIGNER - they wave at you first.
SEE THE CONTRAST? HAH!
Alot flashing cameras! DSLR(S) x 100000000000000! Got myself very very wet, sweating like a pig! xD FINALE, helium balloons. :D

Removed make-up. zhong yi briefed me about the up-coming commitment needed to the Annual performance. LOLS. He was telling me about his 1st girlfriend, a model and he say his ex-girlfriend was taller than him. and he tell me, he don't mind people taller than me. ERR? Sam was like : WHO CARES IF YOUR EX-GF IS TALLER THAN YOU OR NOT! ME : (hahas!) Walk and find jiaxing awkwardly. While walking to the carpark, met Alvin. And i was walking with the group of juniors ma, they're 13 but they're very small size. xD So i look like some big jie jie. Then alvin was like : Must take good care of them ah! then he want to pat my head, then i siammm! and faster walk to another side beside jiaxing. Then saw zhongyi ... he was like talking talking talking about i forgot what, then just nice jiaxing stopped to admire this piece of chair art. then i quickly pretended to admire too. Like waaa, i like this one,very cute! :D then zhongyi was like, BYE! :D then we wait he walk a distance first then continue walking. xD

Reached home, bathed and went to bed. Had no time to do homework as i reached home after 12 recently...






THURSDAY, 10th FEB 2011.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIEN!

SCHOOL. In class when there was no teacher. I got the class to sing a happy birthday song for damien! :D School dismissed early for 3E1 & 3E4 cause we going for the CSI thing :D Went canteen makan our lunch. Our bus was super long. Me and WenLe talking KPOP while waiting, LOL ! On bus was listening to bad girl good girl, breathe, lucifer, HAHA! 5,6,7,8 you don't know me! :D (winks at wenle) Damien was like, why are you guys doing hand movements? xD And to joshen and kevin : FAT CHINA WOMAN! xD

CSI trip was okay. The police officer who briefed us instructors was so fierce. Pair-ed with wenle. Found clues and in the end i found nothing exciting about this whole game. All the answers are basically right infront of you, you just have to read it. :/ But at least i turned a few quite interesting facts! xD Went into this cool room that when you on this special light, all the white things will turn luminous! xD Daddy; Mr Ang promised to sent me back to school by 5. But as the bus was delayed, i was delayed too. So in the end, he sent me to Serangoon MRT! :D XIEXIE DADDY! :)

MRT-ed to Esplanade, went out, and like ehh, weird weird de. Stared at the MRT map. OH! i'm suppose to go promenade! xD Sat 1 station back. Reached late for chingay! But it was okay cause realised that today was not full dress rehearsal :)

Ran through the whole performance twice, debrief-ed. DISMISS! :D
Si Jia's parents sent us home :)

As i know one day i'll look back on my life and say, HAH, FOOLISH ME(!)

I will give my full commitment into Chinese Dance, Piano, HLC, Monitors Counci, GuZheng and last but not least, my beloved 9 subjects! :D

NOTE : there are 2 posts below, so enjoy! :D

09th Feb, Wednesday.
School, joshen's back to school. YAY! :D I told him i miss him (as a friend), he don't believe! HAHAS :b He owe me an apple from Taiwan that tastes like milk according to him! :b
School, i got a feeling i'm gonna flunk all my maths. New tutor recommended by jiaxing's coming Next Monday! Hope he can save my math.
Left class early, missed english lesson for 2 more rehearsal of the monitor's investiture before the actual show. Assembly, omg, freaking nervous. It's more more more nervous than performing on the stage. Cause this, you're standing up there, not moving and you can see everyone! :b Heard from huizhi and huiling that Sean Teo zoomed in my face during the monitor's investiture. Cause the actual thing was in the hall and the sec 2, 4 and 5 were watching in the ISH live. KUKU sean!
YAY, i'm holding on to th monitor's badge again! :D



Had HLC meeting about HLC investiture around 2 weeks later and the committee members. OMG, i am shocked. I'm under observation for Chairperson of HLC, with jiajie and ziyang. But, chances are low, they're both so outstanding (: I'll just give my best shot! (BANG! :D) MingKang told us the reasons of why we're choosen and stuffs, but i forgotten what he say liao. Cannot be too happy over the compliments cause will fly too high. xD After that rushed back to hall for dance practice :)

Dance, taught the peeps how to 'tiao yao!' :D then went canteen to makan with shufen, shiqi and wenle. :D YiHan came, followed by jolene. LaoShi came too, practiced the SYF dance in hall. LALA, i don't like dancing in hall, so exposed. I want to use the music room badly as theres mirror and i can adjust my actions, if not later i dance until like chicken i also don't know how! x) Dance ended, took 88 home with yihan!

So tired! Reached home. Took a nap before mummy came back, nag at me and went to bathe. :b Had dinner, and did my homeworks that are due tomorrow. I forgotten to bring my handbook back so i had to ask around for the homeworks. Oh ya, thanks to kevinkang today for helping me with the attendance ! :D YO SISTER! :)

Did abit of revision for tomorrow's SS test. Skipping dance tomorrow as there's CSI excursion! (haha, this word reminds me of primary school, where there was an excursion to SengKang Community Library. xD) OKAY, skipping sounds like trauncy, i shall say : i'm excused for dance tomorrow, along with wenle, elaine and cheryl CHOO! :D


08th Feb, Tuesday.
School, was very very sleepy during geog lesson! :(
After school, had monitor's invesiture rehearsal. The school's suppose to blackout at 4.30, but we didn't experience any when i was back with the chinese dancers still in the muic room with air con at 5. But dance ended early.
Went compass with shiqi, shufen and wen le. Popular, then shiqi left. I walked to SengKang CC for my piano, walk halfway, eh, today no piano ley. HAHAS, sotong me! Called shu fen, went to find her at cupwalker with wenle. After buying, wen le left. We walked wenle to her 43 bus stop then me and shufen had dinner @ the kopitiam beside compass. I was eating my fried kway tiao (?), and shufen was drinking her black chicken soup (EE!) then this group of nan chiau high guys approached us. K, there were a group of basketballers behind but only these 2 guys were talking. Let's name them A and B.
*all the words in brackets are my thoughts.
SCENARIO : (they walk toward me and shufen's table, stands there and ...)
GUY A : (WAVES at me).
ME : (stunned, thinking: why he know me i don't know him de), ERR, do i know you?
GUY A : Are you Regina's friend?
ME : (i only got one friend call regina which is that kuku right?) ER, Ya.
GUY A : (waves again), I'M REGINA'S FRIEND.
ME : (continue eating my friedkwaytiao), (nods head). ERR OKAY?
GUY B : HELLO. (waves to me and shufen)
ME + SHU FEN : (stunned...) (i smile and wave back awkwardly)
Then they walked away...
(i continue eating my friedkwaytiao xD)
And they came back ...
GUY B : My friend wants to start a conversation with you. (he looks at me)
ME : HUH? (speechless, still eating. xD)
GUY B : He's very shy.
(silence ...)
GUY B : my friend wants to start a conversation with both of you. (me and shufen).
(Silence...)
SHUFEN : (whispers to me): so are we suppose to start the conversation by saying HI?
ME : *laughs*
and they just stood there and didn't say anything while i continue eating my fried kway tiao, cause i couldn't possible do nothing and stare back right! xD
After awhile, their friends left and they said BYE.
ME : (smile and nods head awkwardly).
HAHAS, they cut me and shufen's conversation about chinese dance, and we were so stunned by their randomness that we took very long to figure out where did we stop.

Went popular again, i bought correction tape and pens. Went to print photo for the kuku CDL thingy.



Home sweet home around 8+ :D

Sorry, i don't have the courage to pass you the 4th letter i wrote during 151210, our 4th month. And it's too sad to keep it with me, so i tore it.
Anyways it doesn't make much difference right? :)

I'll wait

After so much struggling and contradicting in myself, i've made up my mind.

Afterall, i can't live life hanging in the center, as we can't have hope but neither can we give up hope. Hence, between yes and no, i've choosen one.

Well, today school reopens after chinese new year holiday. I'm late! Took taxi :X School was alright, not sleeping sleepy was the best i can hope for already! After school stayed back do physics HW with wenle. And went hall play piano. The teacher finally recognise that i've got enough standard to play the piano, HAHAS! Bused 88 home with eric and calvin twin. AWW, eric's knee looks seriously injured, rest well boyyyyyyy! :D

Reached home, bathed and dinnered. Did my english homework, some math. I'm in a blank state again, why everytime when i'm home all the math i've learned in school will disappear :X Learning Kiss the Rain on piano now, AWESOME (Y)

JoshenLee didn't come to school today, he's still OVERSEAS. ZOMG! Come back la! Later you got alot HW to catch up!

I WISH HARD.

Today was fun with cousins. Rarely see them, maybe once in a year? Normally only meet Colleen go out :b It was so much fun with them. Although we only see each other one in a long long year, but we had alot fun playing poker cards! :D 21 Dots (?), xD the Banker min jia colleen hoe :b, won like alot alot sweets xD DAI DI, i just learn then quite pro liao okay! xD And played murderer, police and victim, i always got murderer and i'm a PRO, xD No one suspects me cause i just laugh laugh laugh all the way! :b Then i introduce to them the 'heart attack game', omg! It is a super good bonding game! xD we shouted and laughed like crazily, everyone super gan chiong and kia su! xD Esp. hao zhi but he keep losing! xD Forfeit was True or Dare. :b I only kena one time, Colleen asked me a kuku question .
COLLEEN : How many guys confessed to you before?
- HAH, i'm not gonna write it here now, cause my blog is publicize :b
(only the 4 of them know, jia wei, wei xuan, hao zhi, and jing xiang maybe? xD)
JingXiang is super cute, so fast P2 already! He super shy, and like scared of me ley! xD He want learn guzheng, so ta bai wo wei shi! xD WA, i got disciple liao. :b




I cannot stop laughing when jiawei was like, take more take more! xD
More on FB! :D

H2h with Colleen <3
Have been smsing that kuku the whole day, say you kuku means you kuku not i say you kuku you kuku!
WeiXuan is super smart, brought my AMath HW over to ask him, he see the question awhile then start explaining. And he explain so fast, i cannot absorb, xD In the end, i got it la! :D







Around 7+, went bukit panjang plaza with JiaMin (colleen) and mummy. She went to meet huimin (her friend, and my friend too! :b) while me and mummy anyhow shop around. After that meet at Watson, walked back to her house :)

Reached, had dinner and sit sit awhile, Home Sweet home :D Learning how to speak cantonese , lei xi ju! (Ni shi zhu!) xD Something like that laaa! :)

Tomorrow school reopen, new year holidays just passed like that, gonna chiong homework now! :D

It took me so much courage! :( I mean what i say i do what i say! TSK, TSK TSK!

Human Heart is a Mystery

Time flies, HOHO.
10 more days it'll be another 15th...?


this is called 'kai xin guo', mummy say eat le will be happy!
I ate loads of it! :b

Woke up around 10, taxi-ed to qiyang's house again :) To visit the piano teacher cause theres high possibility she may be my teacher from march onwards :b Sit sit sit, time flies, already around 4. Ate super full lunch, helped to prepare the dumplings, its so fun wrapping them up! :D Watching Tom and Jerry which waiting for the food to cook. Was texting and i was laughing at the text, then daddy was like, what's so funny? (he thought the T&J was funny!) Then later, i smiled to my text, my daddy's friend ask, 为什么你对着自己傻笑？ xD I found a pikachu and it was too irresistably cute to not take a photo of it! :b And thats a photo of QiDi's bed, he likes fishes so much that he wants his mummy to buy a fish shop for him to tend and he sleeps with it! :b





Left, went tampinese one shop with mummy. Bought a super cool shirt with like a piano picutre at the side, and another shirt from Veeko. Bought Facial cleanser, moisturiser and toner, me and mummy split half half, so unreasonable! :b Saw this from UNIQLO.


BB! first thing remind me of kevin.k! HAHAS, :b second remind me of christina, cause i later found out BB means big bang! xD

'You kuku, can you at least show me that you care?