So much for my happy ending ;

/Hello readers .

Have been really busy for these past weeks, with school works, NDP, and idk what. Actually it's just schoolwork taking up most of my time, and trying to catch enough sleep for the next day. Today is racial harmony day :) me and wenle did the modelling thing. Wenle was the presenter, i was the model :) Oh ya, we forgot take group photo! :b

After that went WildWildWet with ChickenLittle! ^^ WenLe, Jean, YiJian, Kevin.K, Kevin.F, Jarel and Damien. Priscilla didn't come, she choose Kayden (her bf) over me (her mummy!) OKAY So sad! D: But it was an extremely fun day today i must say.
Shiok River, catching, capsizing. 3 person piggy back :D The bubble thingy thats so ticklish. Ulahlah, waterworks, Professor Playground! the Yakult, hit until my piercing so pain sia! Tsunami, splash water, play volleyball in the water with that giant ball that hit damien's head thrice! xD and more capsizing! :D Played the 2 person slide, first time with Jean, second time with KevinK. HAH! Jarel and kevin.f's epic face when they play after us :) That ride is like the best in the whole WWW! :D Looking foward to next outing :) Maybe we go play the bumper car we saw at Ehub, sadded no more ice skating! >: Or maybe we go ice skating ^^ :D DAHAHA, dinner at mac. I love you guys, all of you! :)






Slacked at Nex :)





I really wish i had all the time in the world. Then i can have more time to blog, i really love blogging, study, practice dance, guzheng, piano, and even take up more skills!! It's 12 + going 1 now, there's NDP tmr. Tons of homework undone, i'm afraid i can't type much.
Goodnight.

Back to one square piece, i still love you . SARANGHAEYO ; IdiotKukumaru .

Life After You <:

is just gonna get better and better :)

9th July 2011, the date i officially move on.

To you :
Thank you for all the wonderful memories. You're a great guy.

I'll move on, it's a brand new day tomorrow. Don't ever feel guilty cause the times you made me happy worth far more than the times i got sad over you. I'm glad all this misery is gonna end. I've been thinking of you even more frequently after i decided to move on. But it's okay, i'm a strong girl :) I've figured it all out. I don't know friggin love to keep me going. There's many things in life, and i have many things in life, worth for me to commit to. And those are enough to keep me busy. And there's one point which you got it earlier than me, relationship requires maturity. I'm not mature enough too, i realised :)



HOMEWORK TIME B-)

NDP; NE show ! :)

Today went for dance, morning went swimming.
healthy life happy life!
Can feel my muscles aching ^^

Let photos talk :)
Life is rather busy, paddling real hard!
Not much time to update this mini space of mine, do enjoy the photos :)








It's very very fun to interact with the P5 kids. I'm gonna miss them when i'm gonna face a bunch of adults who gives me the =.= face!!

HERE COMES PICTURES! :D

Time to get that birthday mood off, time to tune back into school mood! :)
It's 8th July, Friday.
School passed another week, homework piling up like moutains!
I really love and appreciate all my cards + presents.
My dear friends, you guys rock my life! (Y)

let me briefly described my activities after school for this week, instead of talking about boring school life.
Monday - SLACK.
Tuesday - HS chinese dance!
Wednesday - Creative Writing Competition.
Thursday - SciTech Competition. Water: Me, WenLe, KevinK, KevinF and YiJian ^^
Friday - Play pool @ hougang plaza!
W wenle, calvin, kelvin, brian, bryan, darren, justin.t, yi jian :)
After that kevin and yijian went back school for Origami Training. A lot left cause got police come check around 3+ then they wearing PE pants. Around 3:30 went for lunch at kopitiam :) After that thought wanted to go somerset, but then 2 good friends phang seh their best friend on the MRT sleeping at woodleigh! Evil much! Me, Chiang and justin.t take all the way until very far then u-ture go back serangoon, cause justin left his jacket in darren's bag. Called anthony to meet him at serangoon too. Darren and brian left, me, justin and anthony went walk around. Anthony got vouchers then he help me pay the stationaries i bought! LOLS, birthday present ah?! xD Went rooftop slack, take MV! xD





Played poker cards, the see whos card bigger win game. And its a game of reverse psychology. I so nice always so truth, they always lie to me and make me do forfiet, which was only a truth question lah! :b after that was epic, went dinner with justin's family, daddy mummy and brother. Then, went kovan bought cupwalker, and went mac slack with anthony and kevink. Talktalktalk, talk about lots of stuffs, all my feelings and emotions on twitter le. My two sad bros, i seriously wish you guys will be happier! ^^ Until around 10:30, prepare go home! :D Saw ruiqi, omg her hair grew longer then she like changed she much! :b Talked alot alot about BGR. everyone had equal chances to share. HAI YA, conclusion : Love's complicated :)

Reached home mummy got cook dinner, didn't want to waste her efforts, forcede myself to finish everything. I bet i'll grow fat sadded! NVM, sunday SWIM! :3

Sweet 15th.

I would like to update on my how i spent my birthday, 4th july...

Firstly, morning i went to wash my helix piercing with wen le : Then we bought sweetalk and took bus to school :) Went for the ASEAN thing. On the bus, all the girls sang a birthday song for me. Cheryl and shiqi bought a mini cake for me! SO SWEET :3 chinese dancers got me, shiqi, wenle, cheryl and qifang went! So cool right! :D Then xiaobai; jacelyn and tall girl; Chrislyn also went! :) Let photo's talk :)












The match was kinda boring. My number 14 singapore player! TEHEE! xD Okay, there were around 80 people so we split into 2 bus, boys and girls split. then the girl's bus was delayed, so went back rather late. After that that kept wanting me go AMK, wen le say she want buy pencil case. Cheryl last minute got tuition, cannot go! :( Was like rather sian then dont want go too, but wen le keep dragging me. GO LOR GO LOR. Reached there, shiqi acting so weird, she say want go help cheryl buy things beside mac, which is outside AMK hub. then i pei wenle go artbox, she bought a pencil case. After that she say meet shiqi at top floor, i'm like wondering why she go first floor outside buy things then we going top floor meet her. And somemore she pull me walk damn fast, like in a rush.
ME : WHY WALK SO FAST!
WENLE : CAUSE LATER SHIQI WAIT ALONE AWKWARD MA!
ME : WHUT?! SHE ALSO WON'T RUN AWAY.
Then they call call call, pull me into arcade, i was like whutttttt! then wenle pull me inside the nebo room, i was like, you come here for what! then she bring me to this door, open the door and ask me go in. OMG, the feeling is like so zomg scary that i didn't dare to open the door! xD M
ME: HUH! I DON'T WANT! XD
WENLE: JUTS GO IN! THEN SHE WALK IN.
then i peep peep peep and slowly walk in, waaaa kena shocked !!
I saw hia, jiajie, bryan chiang, brian lim, yijian, jiasiang, amantha and shiqi! To be truthful i was scanning why you never come ...
''HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LYNETTE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! '' HAHAS, make wish, cut cake, take photo! :D




Cut the cake and distributed them. Quite fail! :b cause idk how cut lahhh! Feed the girls to eat, then the guys were like, me ley me ley! -.- Epic moment, yijian was holding the cake, like who wants to eat, then bomb, drop on floor! HAHA!


us cleaning up!

Oh ya, they booked the room for an hour, then the time was up. Left and it was around 7+, decided to watch night movie :) Watched the mr penguin poppers :) You're an accomplist in this surprise party lor! :b Suddenly wenle and shiqi each person pull me one hand and pull me to the advertisment of the movies there and make me stare at the woman's boobs! I was screaming and struggling like hell! xD Like, eh what's your problemmm!! then they okayokayokay, 1,2,3, then they turn me around. WA, i see him, darren. LOLS! He carrying a guitar, i seriously didn't know it was my present sia. Then he pass me, like WA, for me?! hahas, happybirthdayhappybirthday (: Amantha pushed me forward to him luckily i stand firm enough... then yijian and amantha still want us shakehands, but we never! LOLS. Went to watch the movie, only few of watched as a lot need to go home.
In the cinema, i don't know how hold the guitar, and it was pitch black so the guitar hit until amantha's head! who was right beside me, hahas! and it was a hard blow! I was too happy duirng the movie that i can't stop smiling. :))

It was really a surprise today, thanks so much, i love you guys! :D Bougt mac takeaway for dinner. Took 88 home with kevink, hia and amantha :)

A lot of them cheated my feelings!;
cause they lied to cover up the surprise b'day party! xD

Youth Day Journal

This is my entry, i'm supposed to do a journal on youth day assigned by mr ng, so here it is! :)

The whole process of planning the youth day was never easy. As one of the excos in HLC, i volunteered to take charge of the upcoming youth day. It was my first experience planning such a big scale events, and the audience was the whole school. What inspired me to take up this event was actually because i wanted to challenge myself and learn from this. We tried to brainstorm for new ideas, as for years we have been doing concert over again and again. In the end, we settled for the musical concert idea. We started preparation since March, all the adminstrative work settled before we carry on our plan. Organising the whole group of leaders was not as leader as i have expected. They gathered together in the youth corner after school, and i asked for volunteers to be involved in this activity, almost everyone seemed relunctant. Me and Calvin, the in-charges, spent a lot of efforts trying to convince them to join. In the end, we came to a conclusion that it will be a whole HLC and prefects' effort, everyone will do a finale together.

Assigning roles and splitting up jobs, i think that the logistics have a great part to play in this event. Without their support, we would be nothing. The whole youth day training took 2 weeks to get the leaders prepared. During the first week, a few of us met up to choreograph the dance items and the finale, nearly everyday, to teach them. After the choreography was done, the second week was to teach them the finale and last two practice was to run the rehearsal. We encountered problems, the props that we did were lost, the logistic team's effort had gone to waste and they had to redo. We had a little conflict here and there between members due to different opinions. We all had different goals. This was the moment i felt that we need to communicate with everyone. On the last two days of rehearsal, their minds were tuned to the right track and it all went well. We all had a common goal, to make youth day musical concert a success.

It was wednesday, that fateful day. All our efforts will be shown today, regardless good or bad. While preparing at the backstage, it was chaotic as the leaders were all nervous from head to toes and were scrambling everywhere. Settled them down and the show began. We encouraged each other before we went on the stage. It was a rare experience to perform in front of the whole school. A good experience, as this was a platform to build up the confidence of the leaders. And as leaders, we ought to put up a good show for the students to see as role models. Everything passed too quickly, months of hard work, all in a day. After our finale ended, i could see sense and see the joy on everyone's faces. Everyone was elated and jumping around in joy. We ran around giving each other hugs.

Through this whole event, we have learnt a great deal of things. The student leaders, HLC and Prefects bonded together and also boosted their confidence level. I am sure they would definitely take part if there was a chance to have another event like this. Although there were some improvements needed on the concert here and there, it was a good show on overall. Lastly, i wish to thank all the teachers who supported us and made this event a success! Without you, i will be nothing, we will be nothing, as everyone plays an important role no matter how small your role is.

Very happy, my wish came true.
Although u didn't really help me celebrate ... But u still came on the 4th of July.
Thanks for the guitar, I love you guys :)

Anticipation ! (:

Start right, End right.



Today's friday. Last day of the first week of Term 3. Rather tired, slept late last night as i was chionging all the homework. But no one to blame, just myself for doing everything so last minute! School was alright ... Recess was kinda disappointed i must say. Next monday is my b'day, there's no school on that day. Normally, the sisters clique would sing birthday song for the birthday girl in advance. Toady, nothing luh... Math was rather sleepy, i had no choice but to go toilet wash my face! xD Finally the long and tiring day ended. Had a briefing by Mr Ng about the service learning training next week. After that went youth corner and meeting by Mr Ng again about NYAA silver challenge. xD Went GRC wall to find WenLe, Jacelyn and QQ. Discussed about the clique... Talktalktalk, suddenly cannot help it but tears just came out... Maybe the thought of like the clique members birthday everytime i'll help and plan for them, but my birthday, they never do anything. Maybe i expected too much la ... Then jacelyn cried too after me, followed by QingQing then WenLe. Wenle didn't let her tears drop, just eyes watery. Somemore that Clovis at the piano there keep playing sad song, somemore wedding dress -.- my emo song ...
Chat until 2:30, they went for a math retest, me and wenle went point. Bought bubbletea, slack at mac. We smsed XY ! Damn epic, boobs! xD It's damn scary pressing the send button! HEHE, after that took bus to serangoon, slack under her block, beside the smelly smelly bin until around 5:30, went wenle house wheewhee then watch a bit of tom and jerry beside taking 109 down to pasir ris :)
Had guzheng lesson, blur blur liao. Super tired!

Thurdsay, 30th June 211
School today was alright, wore slippers to school cause of an open wound on my feet. I feel so exposed. xD I was late, suppoesd to meet wen le earlier end up i wake up at 0745, cool or what! xD Had temperature taking. Lesson was alright, except that i didn't do phy mindmap, got punished and had to do 100 words reflection. HAHAS, i first time, wenle second time and she need write 500 worsd! :b After school elaine and wenle came my house to do the S.L. photoboard :)



WenLe fell asleep on my bed, then tempt me to sleep also, so tired! So only left elaine doing! xD After that around 5.15, piano tutor came and had piano lesson, while they continue doing. They left a little before my piano lesson ended :) slept for 2 hour, practiced guzheng for 2 hours then chiong homework. Do until 2, i swear i want to faint. Lastly, ended the day with a lil cam-whore :)


You texted me today,
did u have something to tell me?

Wednesday, 29th June 2011.

YOUTH DAY MUSICAL PERFORMANCE BY STUDENT LEADERS WAS A SUCCESS! ^^

School was exciting today, have been nervous about the Youth Day concert during assembly. Our hard work for the past one month, everything will show today! :D Leaders, it's our show today! :) Lesson was usual, recess went youth corner find Angry Group practice the 'BGGG' dance.! Okay, skipskipskip. To the musical part! :D
Preparing backstage, listening to the school song being played while we all were seated backstage with butterflies in our stomachs. Hugs and jiayous, leaders on 3 before we left! :D Was sweating like a pig i swear, change change change shirt. And i was freaking nervous, if some of you noticed, my lips were trembling everything i'm holding my ending pose! xD OKAY, FIREWORK FLASHMOB dance, everything turned out kinda alright. Overall, there were some parts that the curtain went wrong, but the event was successful! :D Everyone was super high when the curtain closed after we bow! I literally went around hugging everyone (GIRLS ONLY). Mr Cheong talktalktalk, then i heard hia and my name, we were invited on stage as the IC and AIC of this musical! HAHAS, the whole school applauded for the two of us. That feeling, shiok man! xD



After school went mall with WenLe and QQ. Saw XY and co. leaving when we just reached! :b Went kopitiam to have lunch, and discussed about Clique stuffs. After that wenle left first, QQ accompanied me to sengkang. Went yamaha and bought my piano book :) Went home.

Tuesday, 28th June 2011.
School. Was still adapting back to school life. It was pretty normal. After school went compass with wenle waiyu. We went popular to buy stickers, then walk around at minitoons, and montiph. Went Royal Sporting House to look at sports bra! LOL. Bought cupwalker ^^ After that suddenly had a strong urge to pierce helix, so on la, drived straight down to hougang mall :) Went DongXiNanBei to pierce, 5 bucks. Super scareds, hold waiyu's hand until damn tight. Then when about the pierce, Rebecca, JiaYing, Charmaine and ShiHui passed by the shop, and they saw me. LOLS! in the end all of them stare at me pierce. BANG. lol, i let go of her hand. LAME , not pain one -.- i totally relaxed. xD Just that the earring like went very tight, then the person help me take out behind the stud to lower the chances of infection. The only thing i scared about piercing helix is infection lor! Hear from a lot people scary stories like what pierce le infection then will go blind, or ear will rot -.- Went arcade neoprint machine inside to slack and cam-whore! :D



Went shihlin to get some chicken for dinner xD then i took bus home while wenle MRT-ed home :)

Monday, 27th June 2011.
First day of school, excited much. Dressing smart! :) Had new seating arrangement, bohoo, i'm still stuck here with GuBiCheng. My left side changed to YongSen instead of KhyeBin. And priscilla nu er is sitting one person away from me! :D So is yuyan! :) After school helped cheryl celebrate her birthday! :D HAHAS, had a task mission, ideas from me! :D It's freaking cool. One was to take a photo with a guy u don't know. Another was to do a funny face at a guy that name has the letter 'e'. Then, have to cut a big slice of cake and treat the teacher and he must complete in 2 mouths! Next, kiss one of our clique members (supposed to be cheek but ended up mouth omg, cheryl's first. SHOCKING!) They say girl girl nvm but i mind lor, seriously! xD PHOTOS! :D








After that went to hall for youth day rehearsal. Our last rehearsal before the final concert, must treasure all the time that we have left. Thank you everyone for coming today! ^^ WIthout you guys, i'll be nothing. Without you guys, this performance would not have been possible. Without the backstage crews and logistics who supported the performers, the musical was not possible. Everyone of you guys rock a million' times! (Y)

After that went kopitiam dinner with Calvin, Amantha, Sean, Valerie, JiaYing and JiaJun. JiaJun and JiaYing went off first.




We then went to playground slack, they had very very sick talks which me and amantha couldn't stand hearing. We went to run around the basketball court like idiots, esp me who was in uniform. xD Saw some 4T1 basketballers like yongjun, kendrick and also elwin. LOL. Ran a few times, we had this laughing point, whenever we cross that point we'll laugh cause we're running around like idiots xD RUNRUNRUN, headed back to the playground and lied on the slide, beautiful night. Counted the stars, the longer you concentrate on the night sky, the more you can see! :) After that 2 small boys came and we played catching with them. They're damn innocent i swear, xD I take their balloon and he's not high enough to reach, and he keep pulling my pants! OMG, until i had no choice to return him the balloon! :b went up amantha's house to get some water, first time visiting, her house design super cool! :D Slack awhile till 9+ then went home! :D Took bus 88 home with my awesome twin, calvin hia! :D