I miss ______

the MV's a lil stupid, but the song is (Y).

Woke up at 10+, unknowingly. I had a dream about you.

You stupid idiot kuku, i love you .



Went daddy's friend's house. With alot of new kor kor friends! They're all like age 17>x>25? HAAHS! :b They taught me how to play dai di, beginners luck, i won 3 rounds! :D and a very fun heart attack! :D It sounds rather lame but its really very fun! xD My reaction slow, always kena forfiet :b Time flies, we all laugh like ZOMG loud, and they all play until damn crazy cause all guys. I only know one name is JiaYi and another was JiaMing, they're siblings. All their personality damn good like seriously, mummy and daddy keep praising them and make me feel useless -.- Had lunch at their house, left around 8 :D MRT-ed to daddy's another friend's house @ Tampinese. HAH, yay, tomorrow oing tampinese mall shop :)

Had dinner at their house. So long didn't see QiYang (daddy's friend's daughter), and QiDi (her brother). QiYang (not from HS), her piano grade 8 taking grade 8 this year, same as my guzheng! And we both started learning since primary 1 :D She taught me abit of Canon in D, then changed to SwanLake :D Starting was easy, behind alot flats make my head spin! HAHAS! :b Didn't realised it, play play play and it was 12 already, went their house. WOAH! nevermind, tomorrow coming again cause i going tampinese mall and sunbian coming to see her piano teacher, if good then i hire back home! :b

Took taxi home. REached home, bathed and going sleep now. Super tired.
BLEH, i don't want reply, so i go an excuse to text you tomorrow.

I know i'm silly, i don't mind even if you see this! xD

GONG XI FA CHOI!

Every time I want to give up on him, there's always something inside telling me to just give it some time.




I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didn't know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me. I didn’t know I could miss you this much.



Today woke up at 10, and continued sleeping again. Woke up at 12 almost 1! :D Mummy was nagging at me to help her with the housework. And i haven't take picture of me doing housework ley! :b So boring, nothing to do all afternoon till night have dinner again. The lunch mummy cooked somehow tasted so much nicer than restaurants, :b Not that the restaurant is lousy, but it just never let our stomach easy after we finish the 8 courses and 1 desserts everytime xD OKAY, i never have to worry about my post getting not enough pictures, cause i've standby alot in my Desktop to upload everyday le, KEKE! ;)

BYE!

Can i hope?
Stupid lynette, i got deceived by my own lies.
I'm not OVER IT.
YET.

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afternoon set off to temple pray, then sat taxi to Bedok.
Dinner @ GuMa's house. Saw my ex tutor which was my long distance relative. His brother is CUTE! HAHH, heard he came from sports school, but never really talk to him. My father's brother's son. xD HMM, watchedd the cartoon version of CJ7, super cute! HAHA! Then they switched to the CiBi, some war show of caocao and liu bei blabla :b I understand okay, mummy thinks my chinese standard is low. Taught mummy how to do some brain training game, one hand rub, one hand hit, hahahas, she cannot, she will either both hands rub or both hands hit, damnnn funny! xD Had a full full buffet dinner. HEN FEI! :b Went home around 10+, sat taxi back home. Was playing Sally's Salon using daddy's phone on the way back.

Reached home, bathed, did some homework and sleep :)
No matter how hard i stare at those math questions, and how i try to read my textbooks, i just can't solve them, HOW! :(

I refuse to believe that you don't care. . .
Can i ask for another chance?