Hey.
If i dun need you to like me.
I like the way i am now.
I won't change just for you. OK?
And im not like dieing to find a stead?
I'll jus enjoy my precious time.
Playing and studying and going out with my darlinqs.
Sometime u can be nice...
But sometimes u rlly are... SO SHITTY!
So bossy... and sucking up to teachers?
WTH la...
Seriously...
I rather have friends, who are straight forward.
Then have friends...
Who... dunno ...
Like as if will backstab u anytime.
No trust.
And ... GRR. Watever.
I dunno why am i posting this post la...
But after my years of experience since p3 where bff died out in my dictionary,
Well...
I only can say...
All human's are selfish.
I am oso... maybe.
Everyone thinks that he/she is the best.
And everyones doing wrong to him/her.
But actually.
No ones perfect.
Maybe u think that he/she is so bla bla bla .
And u hate he/she.
But he/she ...
Maybe oso hate u and think that u are so bla bla bla.
Its jus that u never notice it yourself.
Human think that themselves are always right...
Human think... that they are very mature...
Understand everything ...
And find other ppl childish...
But actually, they're childish too.
I understand well.
Cause im like that too.
Im trying to understand this world... better.
But as u understand more...
U will get hurt more deeply.
Its better to know nothing..
And remain innocent.
Like a child, simple-minded and no worries.
Humans, are also ... err.
No such things as u treat them badly yet they treat u so good.
Think about it.
Even maybe u treat someone good, they jus... sort of on surface be good to u.
But maybe underneath backstabbing u.
U can never understand what ur friend is thinking of.
No matter u say how much u understand him or her.
One day, u suddenly feel that..
No. i dun understand anything about him/her.
Friends... meet new friends..
And forget u.
Forget how good u were to them.
Stop hanging out with u,
Stick to their new friends.
New friends left.
No more friends,
Starting to understand how good are u,
But everythings too late.
Friendship... is rare.
True friendship i meant.
But till now, i haven really found one...
Sometimes. i feel like im living... like in a dream.
Cause everything is fake.
The friendship, the care and share.
I dun know if true friendship really exist, afterall...
But... i'll just stick to it.
Accept everything.
Cause this is how the world is meant to be.
-LYNETTE