Sunday, May 31

Yesterday was fun.
Morning met in school at 6.30.
But i was sooo late.
Cause i sat bus 88.
Then fell asleep.
Woke up found myself in toa payoh.
So sat taxi back to hougang sec school.
Then suppose to meet justin at 6.30 at classroom.
He say wan give me birthday present...
Cause yesterday was netball and basketball carnival.
But i was late.
So didnt get present!!!
then lucky bus wait for me.
went to singapore sports school.
WOO. we improved!
AT least we won admiralty sec.
Better than last time gt a 0 home.
But we only won 1 school and rest was all losing.
And i injured my hand during the 2nd match.
Hence... i couldnt play the remaining match.
Dam hard to post right nw cause my middle finger cannot type.
And as u can see, its as swollen as a pig trotters!





And had to cut my nails for the netball match.

After that reached home at about 2.
Rushed to nan chiau primary for my gu zheng performance.
Reached at 3.
Then went to punggol view.
TO perform with my fellow juniors.
And we and jia min and jia hui are seniors.
REst all pri 1/2-6 only.
Then the host say.
What it is very suprising that a kid so young can master the very difficult gu zheng.
Then we were like laughing.
Cause the host say pri 1-6.
Can we become pri 1-6 also.
HAH. and we were the 3 odd ones without uniform.
My mother threw it away.
And teacher wanted us to wear all white.
I wore white shirt, white pants, white shoe for the performance.
Seriously, like attending funeral rite?
And my hand super pain.
I was like almost wanted to cry during the performance...

Then after that went rivervale plaza see doctor.
Doctor say.
WAHH! Quite serious le.
Have to rest for 2 weeks.
So cannot do anything for 2 weeks.
Lucky im left handed.

TODAY

This morning didnt go gu zheng.
Becuase had to rest for 2 weeks.
After afternoon went for hip hop.
I didnt care that much.
I didnt wanted to miss hip hop lesson.
I love it.
Tomorrow gt netball training.
But afraid can't go le...
Hais...
Jus came bak from hip hop lesson.
Mother not at home, nv cook.
So later night going out to buy dinner.

Ok. BYE!

1e1, pls read http://1e1-hougeans.blogspot.com ,
For an emergency message.

Friday, May 29

Today morning went to school.
Super sleepy.
Feel like going home and continue sleeping.
And most of the teachers never come.
Hence, class was chaotic.
And the biggest things i couldn't stand.
Is mess, noise and chaos!
I was sooooo deprived to leave the class room today.
I took the BMCC scroll down.
Cause i dun think 1E1 deserve it.
And i was veri angry.
SO i teared out pieces of paper and tear into small pieces.
And threw them on the ground.
Hmmm... like snow falling?
Then people wanted to pick up.
But i said leave it.
Then after recess,
The BMCC teacher came in and see the mess and shook her head.
WOHOO?!
We wouldn't get BMCC le.
I am proud of that!
After that saw my other class besties.
And my mood cheered up a little.
And chinese dance.
MY mood was back.
jus x3 dancing.
Dun stop the music!!!
And the dance rocks.
And chinese dance members rocks too.
Jia Xin's b'day is approaching!
MUAHAHAHA!
Then when we dance the last pose,
Cause stage veri small.
Then me and elaine and charmaine no space.
Then me and elaine always hit each other when we turn.
ok then accident came le.
She scratched my hand...
Like how a cat did...
I didn't realise u know...
I was jus wondering why my hand so pain.
Also nv go see..
Then suddenly see... already got blood le-.-
But little bit nia.
XD. then went home with elaine.

OK. i small note i wrote in class today when i was superb depressed.
FYI, i wrote on my fullscap.

29th May 09, Friday.
OmGOSH!
I think im starting to have mild depression.
I feel like choking myself when im eating.
My whole head is full of people hating me.
And they seemed to critisize me non stop.
0I cannot accept their negative insults.
i got a very unable to describe feeling.
I feel like throwing everything away,
Chopping off my hands.
I am not trying to be emo here...
I just feel terrible. -SIGHS-
My purpose of saying all this here.
IS that i hope that someone can step in my world.
And show some care and concern for me.
And i dun need your crocodile tears.
I felt... unloved...
I hate my life.
I dunno what makes me say that.
But its just. my heart tells my brain.
' i hate my life .'
Coming this far, i never once felt truly happy before.
I jus can't seem to put that piece of trust on u.
I haven meet someone whom i can really trust.
But im hurt enough.
my heart cannot be broken again...
People don't understand me...
And no one tries to understand me.
No one. no one in this world.
I feel super negative and weird...
And no mood to do anything now.
GREAT.
We arre finally not getting BMCC award.
Thanks to the litters i produced.
I Am SOOO 'HAPPY?'
I dun know.
I dun understand myself.
Am i really happy?
But, the BMCC doesn't belong to us in the first place.
We are not fit to take the award.
So. well.
SAY goodbye.


做人要学会拿的起,放得下,生活才不会那么难过。
OK.
BRought yu wei's pooh for $29.90.
her key chain for $15.30.
Not cheap at all ok!
But of course not i pay all la~!
Thanks for people who chipped in.
JiaEn, Alcia, YanLing, JiaXin, JiaSiang, Justin, KevinKang.
Dun forget.
LYnette's b'day is approaching "SOON" too!
Ok. its on the 4th of july.
So 3rd of july must buy ticket go watch ART FIESTA.
And my b'day party is on 27th june. which is a holiday.
@ wild wild wet this year.
Details will be out when date comes near.
EVERYONE IS INVITED!

Ok. now for the picture time.
Got damn loads of photos for u all!

{♥}ORIGINALITY FAMILY







BIRTHDAY PRESENTS AND FRIENDS.







#More on http://1e1-hougeans.blogspot.com (:

I was mad with the pooh when i brought it home that day.
So made a album out of it with pooh and pika and some me!

ALBUM

















MEE & MEEE!!







CLASS B'DAY CELEBRATION!

Its a little blur cause they off the lights.






Thats all for my 1 week happenings.
As for today, was not in a good mood.
Will post eveything on today in a new post (:
Thats all for now.
BYE! x3

Sunday, May 24

Hello. im back.
Elaine ask me suggestions for swimming costume.
So i told her tank top and skirt.
She ask me draw for her.
Ok my drawing sucks (:
This is my swiming costume la.
But then its white background with pink patterns lols.
Too complicated to draw preciesly...
XD. im bored!

Today was boring.
Morning went gu zheng.
This saturday got performance at punggol park.
Around 6pm. go suoupport lols.
Then afternoon rushed to hip hop class.
Learn the u spin my head right round dance.
Then after that went home.
Mother went out for lesson.
Nothing to do.
So i played the computer.
And played habbo.
With jia en, dillon, jia siang, kevin kang.
The moment jia siang go, kevin kang came.
Then dillon need to go.. then kevin kang zhao oso...
Some screen shots taken together during the game.
GIRLS WON!!! ME AND JIA EN VS DILLON AND JIA SIANG / DILLON AND K.K!
Pictures (:










Ok bye!!!
Gonna bathe and buy mac donald for dinner!
LOVESSS x3.

Saturday, May 23

Today downloaded maple for like.
Dunno how many freaking times!
But failed failed failed.
Just now can.
But i log in. click singapore..
Then went in the town singapore..
and about to find a place to train..
Then disconnect.
Then after that everytime i click maple,
Nothing happens!
and meanwhile trying to download audition on my lappie oso.
Nw still going 85% 1 hr more...
Online since this morning.
And did nothign except bloggin. vocab hw...
And going my blog and class blog and blog hopping around.
And since i using my lappie so gave my 1 vote on my lappie to jia xin.


23rd may, 2009.

The real thing. i guess u can vote here also?
I really got nthing better to do...

Who most chio in our class la?
Christina
JiaEn
Lynette
ChingMan
Laura
Alicia
HuiLi
YuWei
Hafeezhah
Hidayah
Phyllis
YanLing
JiaXin
YiTing
Yvonne
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Last Thursday

BELATED Happy MR LAU SUCKS Day!







Math trail was expected to be fun.
But not fun at all.
In fact, it pissed me off.
dun ask me what happened.
Im too lazy to repeat the story.
Find dillon blog to read it.
After that came back school quite early.
The prize presentation made me more pissed off.
Then after that 3.30 got netball.
ran ran ran everywhere.
Run until as if suffocating.
Then played a few matches.
And we took netball photo!

Everyone was sweaty!








Yesterday
Yesterday was nafa.
Situps- 40. (A)
Sit and reach - 47. (A)
Standing broad jump - 174cm. (A)
Shuttle Run - 10.7s (A)
Pull Up - 6. (C)
Pull up was sucky enuf!
All A except pull up!
And me and whitie the specialist.
The one and only 2 who brought towels to wipe sweat. XD!
Then they said khye bin stepped a bird to death.
Dunno issit real or jus because.
They hate khye bin...
Ok. there comes the photo for the dead bird!

After school stayed back awhile for CIP.
And did a little CIP when there is no teacher in the class.






I was angry that they kept on throwing the bottles around.
And i was trying to make a 1E1.



After everyone's cooperation, we finally did it.



Taken from level 2.

(Most pics taken from matin. except the 2 '1e1s')

We got like 3 big bags of bottles le.
But still dunno short of how many to 780 bottles.
But +U!
Monday shall be the last day for us to collect the bottles,
hope we can do it.
And we definately CAN!

you will find light as you walk towards the end of the tunnel.
every hour of life is a miracle.
freedom is not to care about what others think.
gossip changes story.
the little imperfection makes life perfect.
i have a high self-esteem, and im proud of that.

Muahaha all these quotes thought by myself.
Except the 1st one is read before somewhere...
Going re-download maple le!
Because need to pei my BFFs play.
ByeBYE!