Went for dance,
met jing wen & christabel at bus interchange.
We bused 372 to anchorvale,
jing wen bought sweet plums, i ate alot :P
reached, jay walked there.
LESSON as usual~~
Learned a big bang song, LOL.
damn fast, learned girly.
then jacky told us about this dance open house.
I want to go, but i know mummy will surely say no.
after dance, bid farewell to everyone.
OK, dont make it soo serious, im coming back next year, RIGHT? :)
walked to compass with kah may and xiaoyue.
Me and kahmay chatted alot,
because xiaoyue was very quiet today.
normally kahmay will biicker with xiaoyue.
But hes soo quiet today, soo kahmay was talking to me ^^
but i dunno why i felt weak and tired, and kept loosing my balance,
banged into kahmay a few times ...
and today for a change,
xiaoyue didnt leave, we pei kahmay wait for her 965.
after that he walked me to lrt, then he went to have his dinner.
went up the lrt, i dunno why,
i suddenly have a strong urge to cry.
Tears are slowly flowing out, but i told myself its dumb to cry in the LRT.
Leaving me from dance, from my friends,
it really feels terrible.
on LRT, i cleared my tears, and sat down.
I couldnt stand, i felt tired, i felt weak.
saw a old lady standing, i didnt give my seat like i usually do.
Because i really need that seat.
reached, walked home.
Unsteadily, climbed the stairs.
And suddenly my feet told me to run.
i ran to my lift, closed the door.
And rested, at least for a moment, im departed from the world.
reached home, mummy scolded me.
Cause i didnt keep my clothes,
then i wanted to eat dinner, she ask me bathe first.
i super angry, ran to my room, locked it.
This is alot of tears really came out.
She stood outside, knocking and nagging,
i pissed, walan, jiao ni gei wo chi fan ni bu yao chi,
xian zai wo bu xiang chi ni you lai fan wo.
then she ask me bathe,
ni bu gei wo chi fan, wei shen me wo yao ting ni de hua qu chong liang -.-
cooled down in my room awhile,
noww bathed and finished my dinner .
im holding on, but breaking down soon.
No comments:
Post a Comment