this is life (!)

4 more lessons and kahmay is back! x3

Didn't have a nice sleep yesterday night.
Alot of things troubling me, YEAHYEAH.
Slept around 3+, was sms-ing shirely.
Thanks for lending me a listening ear :)
shirely fell asleep i think, cause suddenly no reply :P
Slept, automatically woke up around 8+,
sleep again, wake up every hour.
Dazed on the bed for the last hour, offically woke up around 12+.
Wash-ed up and changed into hiphop clothes.
Onlined awhile, and left house at 1.45.

Messed up, thought my lesson was 2 o'clock, when it was 2.30.
Made me rushed to nan chiau, sweaty and tired.
And realised i was far too early.
Slacked there awhile, then our turn for lesson.
Practied the grade 7 stuffs :)

lesson ended at 4, walked to anchorvale CC.
Went mac to buy fries and mc flurry, saw yuelong, joy, jasmine and (idk).
Sat and ate with them, hahas. made new friends :)
After that went to dancepointe studio and started dancing awhile after that.
joined in 2 lessons, 5.15 to 6.15 and 6.30 to 7.30,
both learned the same dance: PAPARAZZI.
first class i didn't dare to do girly part, second class i dunno why but i dare.
HAHAHS, halfway during second class yuelong left.
After lesson, me, rongrong and peihua went compass kfc to dinner.
I didn't eat anything, diet :P
After that saw eric, not hougang sec de! hahhas.
Eric came and sat beside me, i very tired soo i zhao first.

LRT-ed home, reached home around 10. ^^
After i finish blogging, gonna start on my hw le.
BYEBYE! :D

easier said that done,

A thousand facas,

which is the real me?

30th January 2010, Saturday.



Today woke up around &+, set the wrong alarm time.
Then couldn't go back to sleep.
Jasmine ong sms me ask me stay what BLK.
And suddenly got people knocking my door, went to see, saw north vista sec peeps.
& SAW JASMINE ONG! HAHAHS.
She do CIP do until my house lor, collecting newspaper and paper product.
But PS i don't have any, then after that i receieved the msg saying that she doing CIP at my block, :X
Wash-ed up and changed into the Sec 1 2009 orientation camp tee ^^
Ate maggie and milo for breakfast.
Bused 88 to school.
Meet xintao at the traffic light there, she was super late.
She say watch drama until don't want leave house liao, HAHAS.
ran up AVA, luckily haven't start yet.
Drew our names and pasted on our shirt.
The facils talked to us about the 'touch' program.
After that split into groups and play the bonding game.
We sat in a small circle and play ouch.
I group with xintao, anthony, zhilin, ming kang, jeremiah, and forgotten :P
Then ming kang was sitting beside a guy call jeremiah from 2A2.
He slap his lap until got finger prints, damn red.
Then change seat, he sit beside me and zhilin sit beside him.
He smack again, waa. then rashes!
POOR JEREMIAH (although i donno who is he) :P
MingKang hit me also got finger print lor, but not soo serious.
HAHAAS, ended the program early.

Went point with jolene, xintao, fathul and wai sin.
Ate at mac, wohoo, theres rumours about jolene and fathul worrs.
They say people bet that if melissa and hakkim stead, jolene and fathul will stead also.
HAHAAS, after that saw anthony chong at KFC there, slacked there awhile.
Bought bubble tea to drink! (mmm)
Anthony pei me bus 159 to compass, cause he got no where to go.
Zavier phang seh him go lan, then he wearing school pe, cannot go.
He pei me walk to my friend house, then he walk back compass again to meet his friend.
He say gonna study in library lols!

Reached csq's house, prepared the stuffs for tuition.
Slacked awhile, teacher came.
Tuition was enjoyable rather than torturing :)
Went through science, which me and csq got alot of stupid hard-to-answer questions.
I hate historians for digging out the history and scientist for discovering so much things.
If not we wouldn't have to study soo hard, RIGHT?! :P
Tuition was 2 short hours, ended arond 4+.
called sweetheart, and meet her at hougang mall.
Walked to compass, and mrt-ed there.

Reached hougang mall, sweetheart was late.
I went to look for felicia's present first, but all the price very high.
Maybe cause its new year, they raise the prices.
Only found one with suitable prize, then sweetheart came.
Showed her, she say okay.
LALALAA, cannot say too much, too obvious!
Went to rooftop to slack, me and sweetheart was basically gossiping about a random guy,
and we're talking of random stuffs :P
And took some random photos of the pretty pretty sky and clouds :)



Around 7+ her mother came, went to buy.
Then i left for home, while their family having dinner there.
Shirely's brother very cute lor, keep jumping trying to be the same height as me.
Then keep on like wanting to reach my head. HAHAS.
MRT-ed home.

Reached home, bathed, ate dinner and online.
Don't want to describe much on what happened next.
Only sweetheart knows, rather messy.

why do you like to always put everything on urself? u make me feel very bad u know. i didn't know i caused you to be so sad. but i nv say it was ur fault, saying sorry for no particular reason does not make me feel better and it makes u feel worst. why do you always only think of how i feel and always let yourself suffer in silence? ... you are so stupid, i am not that good for you.

confusion state of mind, undecidable.

29th January 2010, Friday.
Woke up, suppose to wake up at yesterday 10.30.
Quickly chiong-ed all the homework.
Finally completed, wash-ed up and changed.
Had maggie and milo for breakfast, and off to school!
Still alot of time, so brewed a cup of my signature milo ^^



Reached school, had chinese, music and english lessons.
A short short day :)
After school went for chinese dance.
Locked my phone in locker, hahaas :P
Around 2.30, left and went to classroom to meet alicia, yiting and laura.
Was in PE with my dance shoes and pants :P
Went sci lab and did our experiment.
Left when they almost done, first experiment not really successful.
Cause we didn't boil the leave till it was whitish.
Went back for dance, the dancers were in hall walking stage.
Joined them, wore my high heels, hahahs.
Love wearing heels, although im taller taller, but got the feel YEAH :D
10 mins break, rush to sci lab to find them again, and this time in heels!
Damn funny de lah, wearing high heels in lab :)
Helped abit, darren's group was doing their experiment too.
Went over to their table and looked around curiously.
Stupid shaun keep taking photos, should be taking photo of experiment, he take photo of people...
10 mins up, ran back for dance.
Went through the dance a few times, and ended.
Don't know why but everytime practice at hall is damn tiring de, maybe cause very stuffy.
SMS-ed ally, but they almost finishing their experiment also.
So i didn't go and meet them.
Dance dismissed~ :)

Went point to find dickson low with adelle.
Saw them at MPH, with zana, yana and a new V.I member.
Dickson was with this guy whom i donno his name, HAHAHS.
awhile after we came, zana and yana left.
Dickson taught me and adelle all the steps that we missed.
That guy whom i dunno his name said that i learn dance very fast. :)
Dickson say i do the dance very nice, then he ask that guy to help him video that part i dance, dancing with him.
He say very in synergy wors, HAHAS.
Slacked, dickson took super long to only choreo one-eight of new steps.
After that left around 6+, cause adelle need to rush home.
Took bus 88 with dickson and that guy, they alighted at the same stop.
cause dickson go that guy's house.
LOLS, i still donno that guys name, i think he is a V.I. member also, our DJ.

on the way home at the overhead bridge there, saw the blood stains that hazel was talking about ...
EWW, its totally disgusting man.
Here and there few drips, and got one big patch.

Reached home, bathed and had dinner.
guess i tired out, whole mind was in a blank when it came to hw time.
Love watching tv this few days, its one of the little things i can do at night when im home instead of doing HW :P
Chatted on the phone with shirely, antonio and justin.
Justin was at anotonio's house lols.
HAHAS, antonio's new name is sian yu.
after that antonio keep calling me, but i very pick :P
Packed stuffs for tomorrow, and went to bed around 11+ :)

let those beautiful memories stay and forget the miserable times.

28th January 2010, Thursday.
woke up at 6, PRETTY COOL HUH! :D
Breakfast was maggie and milo, LALALA.
bused to school.

Reached school, went humanities wall, and took out homework.
Saw prefects crowding over at the counter, curious.
SMS-ed csq and asked her come earlier to school pei me.
She really did :)
CSQ and anthony helped me with the homework.
And i dunno why zavier kept asking me to eat iodine, saying will turn smarter -.-
And zavier say what i tio detention ar? come school so early do hw...
Finished my english assignment in class like finally, part of CA marks leh!
then math finished one, but got 2 more on due. :| (never-ending)
Was my duty today to sleep the class, damn dusty. (SNEEZE SNEEZE)
didn't really care about studies, cause as usual, was very nervous about the match later.
Left class at 12, meet netballers in canteen.

Had some snacks, and bused to republic poly.
As usual, did stretches and trained passes outside the competition hall.
Our match started, with sembawang sec.
the GS was rather short, but their team 70% was malays.
And my GS kept shaking her butt and she asked me why i nv shake my butt? -.-
and she was very hyper, keep talking to me and distracting me.
WHEE, but very very close. 12 to 11.
Still damn happy, but alot ppl didn't play.
Cause ms li nv change the players in the 4 quarters.
Sweetheart and yiting shuang lor, SIT THERE WATCH WATCH.
But they say watch gonna have heart attack :P

HAHAAS, sat the van back to school.
Missed the HLC meeting today cuz of the match.
Slacked at celebration wall, borrow volleyball and played.
With shirely, callie, shu yi, laura and priscilla.
Slacked till 6+, bused 88 home :)

Reached home, had dinner.
Very tired, couldn't start on my homework.
Decided to take a small nap, from 9-10.30.
But who knows that when i woke up again, it was 6 in the next morning le. HAHAS :)

27th January 2010, Wednesday.
Same thing, woke up around 7.
Maggie and milo, daily needs.
ran and chased the bus to the next bus stop, if not i'll be late!
Caught it, PHEW!
USSR in hall, some old friends were late. :|

Geography, copying lesson.
lit again, lost.
recess, then english = sian.
Plurking like almost every lesson, nothing to do.
math lesson, then forgot.
School ended just like that.
Did the science project at the benches outside library with yiting, ally and laura.
wanted to do in library but teachers having soem BIG MEETING.
completed everything, when going home later, going online and type out everything.
a random shot of alicia today taken by laura :)



Reached home around 7.
Bathed and had dinner.
No more 'together' show, tv seems quite boring.
theres match tomorrow with sembawang, but realised mummy haven't wash my PE clothes and skirt.
The PE shirt is borrow from yiting one, cause attire is new PE which i don't have.
So did hand washing, its my first time in my life manzxc (!)
Scrubbed, twisted, flipped, till hand damn pain.
After that hanged by the window, hand feels so dry with the soap.
then did quite alot of houseworks, like iron-ing my uniform?
From today onwards must iron my own, and i dun know how to.
i using the type of like steam de, then the water keep drip drip drip till my clothes wet.
After that was very tired, but alot of homeworks waiting for me.
Went to sleep instead, and decided to go to school early tomorrow to do HW :)
Tomorrow's the match, HS NETBALLERS! HUATT AHHHHHHHH :D

26th January 2010, Tuesday.

Woke up around 7.
Had maggie with milo for breakfast.
Missed bus 88, waited quite long.
bus 88 came, saw juniors, jonathan and his friends chasing the bus :P
Reached school, had assembly, then went back class.

started with DnT, didn't do my work again.
Thanks to hafeezhah for borrowing me some printed out robotic toys :P
Lit was totally hell boring, couldn't understand a single thing teacher was teaching.
Slept through the lesson, followed by recess.
After recess lessons was in a blur, cause very excited about the upcoming match.

Left class at 11, changed into PE, netballers from other class came.
Went canteen and had lunch, then boarded the (van?)
It was a super small vehicle, bigger than 7-seater but smaller than van.
Which only has 10 seats and we have 11 people, bo bian, SQUEEZE!
I was sitting at the most behind corner, and my head and legs was banging the top and the chair infront. TSKTSK.
Reached republic poly, DAMN NERVOUS.
Took alot of photos, it was damn big and damn nice.
Remembered this was my second time visiting, first time came with eric watch the performance.
Trained outside the competition hall, passes.
After that went in, waited awhile. and went on court.
The GS was not very tall, but after that they switched to a more pro and better GS.
The switched the GA to GS, which is taller and very fierce!
GOSH, i dunno why but GK always have the problem of tripping and stepping on others :P
In the end, lost the match.
Was trashed like hell? 1 to 20+ close to 30.
Took some photos, but not with everyone before we left.








On the van back, i learned to be smart.
I boarded the last and sat infront, MORE SPACE! :D
My neck feels soo much better, just that still alot tight, will crack when turn...

Reached back in school.
Netballers wanted to stay and train, but me and sweetheart wanted go point eat.
So we went point eat without them, ate at kopitiam.
after that went back school, trained abit with slippers.
Got caught by ms ong, she gave us lecture on why we did so badly today.
BLAHBLAHBLAH, after that she asked me change back to sports shoe.
The more i didn't want to change back, went out of school to slack.
Waited for the basketballers, cause we short of people to play.
In the end got shoot by the basketballers, ZZZ.
Went to the same bball caught with shirely, callie, anthony, shuyi.
Went to callie house with her to pei her take netball.
Took some photos at her house, human environment!



Played at one bball court, then moved to another cause too much bballers.
Was rather boring, chatting on the phone with someone who i forgotten who.




After that left around 8+.
Bused 88 home, luckily reached home around 9+, mother still not at home.

Quickly bathed, and had my dinner : SPAGHETTI.
Finished my dinner, just nice mummy is home! :)
Packedd tomorrow's bag, and went to sleep.

even i don't understand myself. Who do you think you are that you think you understand me? I am tired of this type of life. But what can i do? Nothing. Humans are all selfsih. They always put themselves before others, even myself. What leadership qualities, think of others before yourself, its all self deceiving.

projects, projects and projects.

teachers love giving so much projects this few weeks,
no teaching at all, need to learn ourselves.

Today woke up around 9.
Wash-ed up and changed into uniform.
Ate maggie and milo for breakfast, was using the computer.
Doing some updates about yesterday, as you can see :P
Neck abit better after one day of medication and applying the medicine.
After that quickly rushed to school.
Bused to school, reach school around 10.10 :)
Luckily had a long talk in hall, cause i forgot bring storybook :P

Lessons started with Science,
WOW. Science is really doing a do more teach lesson thing.
Teacher is not even teaching anything about the chapter, all projects, group works, pair works and off to study on our own.
Our science photosynthesis experiment still haven't finish,
and nwo theres one more respiration presentation. LOLS!
Group with chiayi, christina and dillon for the respiration presentation.
After that was recess, went canteen and bought a cup of milo plus 2 seaweed chicken :)
After that was chinese lesson, didn't do the letter writting...
And teacher went through listening compre with us.
Then told us to sing new year songs, she say sec 1 and 2 going up stage as a class to sing...
she ask someone to lead, but no one bothered to at all.
in the end the china student ; Qi Yang lead.
Went nowhere, and continue during our assesment books.
Was very bored, so i was playing with my neck.
For those that seen it, i was rotating in my neck, and the moment i go back-left, left, front-left and front, it will stiff. and when i move back center, will crack. HAHAS!

Finally school ended, went canteen and had lunch with ally, laura and yiting.
E4 netballers and Jolene (netball) came and chatted :)
after that went up library with ally, laura and yiting to do science project, but library used for teachers meeting.
So we did our project at the bench outside.
Wasn't a good discussion, cause everyone was fighting to talk so everyone was having a different conversation at one time.
So i organised them, cut them and STOP.
And take turns to talk one by one. ALICIA, YITING, LAURA then ME :)
Halfway doing went down canteen to buyt some snacks, LOW CONCENTRATION LEVEL@ :P
After that packed up and left around 5+.
Yiting took bus 325. Ally, Laura and Me took bus 88 :)
Laura alighted first, followed by me, then ally :D

Reached home, bathed and having dinner.
Doing the respiration presentation now, and later at 8 meeting laura, ally and yiting to do the photosynthesis experiment. Cause need to type it out and print.
But for some reason, my msn is not working and can't sign in. HAIS!
Thats all, BYE! :)

Another Sunday,

totally given-up.

24th January 2010, Sunday.
Today woke up around 1.
wash-ed up and changed.
Just as i was combing my hair, suddenly my neck stiffed and its jam -.-
I couldn't comb my hair, and it hurts like seriously.
was crying for help, but mother ignore me...
Think its the sleeping position in aircon yesterday lols...
After that no choice, mummy help me tie my hair.
Tie till super messy, cause she doesn't know how to do the fringe.
She helped me message the veins part that hurts...
then give me eat 2 pills she say will relax the muscle.
Had porridge for lunch, after that left for guzheng.

LRT-ed and walked to nan chiau.
Was abit bit late, go in guzheng teacher see me like not happy.
Practiced practiced practice, sometimes very hard cause my neck can't move.
Actually not can't move completely.
right and front still can, left, up and down cannot...
then guzheng teacher noticed the problem, she help me cracked my neck..
ZZZ, she pull pull pull. the side that can turn crack and the side that hurts nv crack ._.

Lesson ended around 4, walked to anchorvale CC.
Went in dancepointe studio, the little kids were having dance lessons, SUPER CUTE!
Wait till 5.30, rong rong and peihua came.
We attended the 5.15 to 6.15 class, then attended the 6.15 to 7.15 class.
Learned the song PAPARAZZI, not bad, quite nice! :D
But when dancing i got some difficulty cuz of my neck...
Theres this new friend call eric, who joined the 6.15 to 7.15 class.

After class went to dinner @ KFC with rongrong, peihua, yuelong and eric.
We were chatting and i realised a big age gap between me and eric!
He is 23 and im 13.
He 2002 graduate secondary school, i 2003 still P1 (!)
YueLong and eric keep talking about my height, then yuelong keep calling me long people! ZZZ
bought shrooms burger meal, potato trade-up to cheese fries.
rongrong and peihua bought big ice lemon tea only.

After eating, they walked me and peihua to LRT/MRT.
Then rongrong, yuelong and eric walk home :)
I LRT-ed home, mummy called and ask me want go doctor anot.
OKAY LOR, anyways tuesday got match so must faster recover!
So went home and put down my things first, take money.
and meet mummy at rivervale plaza.
From 9.15 wait till 10+, luckily the clinic got television which is showing the charity show.
DAMN Funny, mo xiao liang act as jolin cai yi lin ._., and she play the string thingy tangled herself up.
then guo liang act as zhang yue you, took a hat and threw it up in air, landed on the floor, didn't catch it. ._.
Finally my turn to see the doctor, went in.
The doctor say abit swollen and the veins injured, and abit stiff.
Then bill was $34, mother quite angry cause she feels im nothing good except wasting her money.

Reached home, bathed and did homework.
While eating maggie for supper :)
Slept around 12+.

I've decided to give up,

don't wish to give myself anymore false hopes...


Hot on the outside, yet deep down, its freezing.

Today woke up around 8.30.
Wash-ed up and changed into uniform.
Didn't know whether to wear uni or PE, decided on uni :)
Ate maggie and milo for breakfast! (mmm)

Bused 88 to school, reached school was 5 mins late!
"touch" programme was sort of like a training for us to bond and play?
HAHAAS, did the how to survive when you had a plane crash and land at a random desert...
In groups of 6 to 8 and decided which is the most important items for survival.
Then Samuel was like leading us, GOOD GOOD :D

HLC ended, went to point to have lunch with jolene, xintao, waisin, haikal and fathul.
OMG, fathul got that damn cute lollipop ballon.
I demand one for me next saturday too (!)
Ate shrooms burger meal, YUMMY :D
after that took bus 159 to compass.

Reached compass interchange, walked to CSQ house.
Reached around 1.30++, prepared and waited for time.
Tution teacher came, hes name is Jerome :O
he is trying to like split attention, HHAAHAS!
Asked him some math questions, and he teach us about the geography topic.
Tution from 2 to 4, after that slacked at CSQ house watching "hi my sweetheart" :)
Finished ep 11, WHEEE!
2 more episoides then end liao, faster out out out!
Like so damn sweet and sadd lor, seeing bao-zhu jie and dalang.
Just because of the stupid mother causing the misunderstanding, made them soo miserable and soo much things happen, HAIS!
After that bloghopped, helped shiqi with the blog thingy.
But got some times "yue bang yue mang!" =x
Went home around 7+, walked home :D
The weather was breezy and cool, SHUANG.
Sang songs on the way back, realised 2 songs have very good lyrics describing my feelings.
Scroll down to view the lyrics of the 2 songs! :D

Reached home, bathed and had dinner around 9.
Super hungry de, had porridge :)
started to blog and post, and thats all for today! :D

Tomorrow theres guzheng lesson and dance lesson.
Damn looking forward to dance lesson but definately not guzheng! ><
Rongrong asked why am i soo looking forward to, i guess it cause of the boring weekdays in school, everytime study study study. Then like finally sunday can DANCE! :D
Heard from xiaoyue that we're gonna learn the song paparazzi tmr :O!
And me, rongrong and pei hua will be joining the 5 o'clock which is the more advanced class! :P

SONGS LYRICS :
although its 2 very old songs, but i sang it while walking back today.

梁山伯与茱丽叶

我的心唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞我没有勇气对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道是你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意

千言万语里
只有一句话能 表白我的心

千言万语里
只有一句话就 能够让我们相偎相依

Followed by chorus, which i feel doesn't have much meaning.

123木头人

猜不透是哪里出了错　恋爱的进度　有些落後
据线报说你也喜欢我　怎麽会　还无动於衷

气象报告天气很不错　太阳晒得我　脸颊红红
我也很想跟你做朋友　就你傻傻还不懂

默数一二三木头人　再不行动　就要被扣分
我一直在等着　恋爱轰轰烈烈的发生

默数一二三木头人　明明暗示的　够明显了
我很天真　觉得勇敢的情话最动人

脚步太快　你走在前头　我在你背後　开不了口
多希望你在下个路口　就能牵起我的手

默数一二三木头人　再不表白　天就要黑了
我真的很想问　你是害羞还是太迟钝

默数一二三木头人　给我一秒心动的眼神
我期待着　因为有你让爱情能完整

默数一二三木头人　再不表白　天就要黑了
我真的很想问　你是害羞还是太迟钝
默数一二三木头人　给我一秒心动的眼神


我期待着　因为有你让爱情能完整
因为有你让爱情能完整　

因为有你让爱情能完整

Try reading out the words and breaking it down.
Don't sing it, and you'll understand the meaning of this song.
I really idolise the composer, how he/she can write such meaningful songs.
Songs are really a good way of expressing what you want to say :)

Meaningful,

23 January 2010, Friday.


everything that is done have a reason behind it,

Woke up around 7.15, super windy in the morning.
Prepared and set off, wow, the sky was dark and it was super windy.
The wind made noises like ghost whisperings. ._.
Sat bus 88 to school, halfway started drizzling abit.
Walked in the rain to school, freezing cold.
Reached school still very cold, went in the hall, finally feel some heat.
then started sneezing, LOLS! couldn't adapt to the change of temperature ><
Had USSR in the hall, then headed to class.

School started with chinese, teacher made us did some letter writting.
I didn't do my letter writting homework, hahaas. :P
3 periods le! no wonder time passes super slowly.
After that had music lesson, teacher teach us about the musical notes.
PS, i tried to list out somethings that i learned, but i forgot everything...
After that went back class to put my music book, and took the HLC form.
Meet xintao outside class and went to teacher's locker to put the form.
Passed by music room, saw our music teacher playing piano and joshen, yvonne and zhang qi was standing by the side listening.
I dragged xintao in with me, and listened to the teacher's wonderful piece.
OMG, its super nice can! Make me feel like learning piano even more.
He sang a japan song while playing piano, he said he performed that in Japan before.
It was beautiful, then xintao so rude, hiding behind writing her HLC form...
the song keeps going: BABY; ILOVEYOU. hahahas, then everything he sing ILOVEYOU he will look at me lor, like SERIOUSLY~~
After that clapclapclapclap! hahahas :)
He said to me just now that song was sang for me, i was like shocked, didn't know how to react... >.<
HHAHAAs, joshen shy shy, ask him play he don't dare play.
After much persuading he finally play a piece out, OMG, i envy them all (!)
Went to put the form, then went canteen to eat :)
Bought mixed vege till $3 le, damn ex de...
Cause' ordered alot of dishes, WOAH. damn full.
Didn't have much time to eat, quickly finish and rush back class.
Had english lesson, very boring~~
Borrowed the english textbook from teacher, haiss.
Still didn't have the textbook.
"RING........(!)" WHEEE, school ended! :)

Went canteen and bought milk to drink.
Sat with dancers, chatting happily with them.
then shit, the bell rang and went up to music room.
Started practicing and dancing, went down to humanities wall around 3.15 to meet netballers.
Started training, warm-up and defending.
halfway started raining, soo quickly went indoors.
Focused on shooters and defenders today, the attackers watch.
then nurul have to signal me to move to help her block.
So keep on LYNETTE, LEFT LEFT LEFT! RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT!
then very scary, cause hear something call me and direction must quickly reaction and chiong liao.
if not later miss the defender then the ball go to them.
HAHAHAS, after that went halfway, went up for dance again.
Teacher already left, practiced and they got some new steps :O
Got shifted behind cause teacher say i too tall blocking people infront. ZZZ.
Dance ended, went down to find netballers.
Rushed down, waited awhile, and realised training just ended too :O
HAHAHAS, then slacked there awhile, and did cool-down exercise.
Saw dancers leaving the music room very late, realised they were cleaning up the store room!
I skipped it, HAHAS! :P

After cool-down exercise, slacked in canteen with some netballers.
they all left, left me, shirely, callie, yiting and laura.
We went to basketball court the steps there and slack.
Watch the basketballers and 2 volleyballers playing.
We wanted to train netball but they kept the balls already.
the basketballers was playing with a deflated ball...
After that laura wanted to leave, me and shirely don't let her leave.
We hold hands and then like trap her there. then callie stand behind so shes like trap.
HAHAAAS, and zhiyin taught me the tickling at stomach trick, which works pretty well for laura (!)
After struggling very long, yiting helped her and grab my legs.
Was screaming like siao, and laughing like siao.
she slipped off, and chased her.
Chase chase chase until canteen there, realised the canteen is closed.
OMG lor, all the doors are close, our bags are inside.
CRAP, ran one round around the canteen but couldn't find any opening.
then i found one of the thing nv close completely, soo i tried pushing it up.
But i not enough strength, feel it move a little but can't continue.
So called them and help me to push. 1,2,3, PUSHHHHHH!
WHEE, the thing went up!
So i supported there like a superwoman, while they quickly ran in and took their bags and help me take my bag out too.
HAHAAS, they say i'm the SUPERWOMAN for the day! :D
After that laura and yiting went to take 325 home.
Left me and shirely, me wanted to borrow the volleyball from melissa, but they playing so can't. was super bored.
Kicking bottle around, HAHAHAS.
after very long, suddenly saw mr *FERNEDEZ (wadever), and he shouted as us.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
then we all go blank, and stared.
COME HERE COME HERE!
So gathered infront of him, and he asked us one by one why are we still in school around 7+
Talk about alot alot, then anthony was still with his prefect badge.
So i stood like infront of him, helping him cover the prefect badge, see i good lor! :)
Then he say GOGOGO, faster go home.
SEE YOU GUYS ON MONDAY. (not that type of byebye and cya. it is that type of see me on monday, get ready for a scolding...)
Quickly packed, help those basketballers cleared their stupid snacks and drinks at celebration wall.
After that they went home.
Me, shirely, callie and anthony decided to go callie house downstairs play ball.
Cause very sian, don't feel like going home.
Callie went home to take netball, went elwin house downstairs.
Called elwin down, he bought his basketball.
Went the bball court to wait for callie, me and shirely nothing to do.
Finally callie came, but also very sian.
Cause abit weird training netball in bball court, somemore alot guys playing bball.
Only got 3 girls, me, shirely and callie. ><
Anthony and elwin just play their own lor, then we the girls entertain ourselves and made a new friend, a little small boy.
Played volleyball with them with his soccer ball, WEIRD HUH? ><
After that went into MPH and anthony and elwin was running around passing the ball.
Me, shirely and callie tried to tip the ball but their ball very high.
Got one time i tip until, but didn't grap it.
Cause i forgot thats a basketball, and its heavier compared to netball.
So it slipped through my fingers...
After that slacked, nothing to do.
Callie very hyper, still training passes, i help her abit.
After that mother called, and went home around 8+.
Bused 88 home, TIRED!

Reached home, bathed and had dinner.
Watching tv, saw scott's brother in the channel 8 weekdays 9 o'clock show lols!
Packed tomorrow tuition stuffs, and went to bed around 11+ :)

Love Who You Are.

21st January 2010, Thursday.


give it your best shot,

HAPPY MR LAU SUCKS DAY!

i'm back with my sport shoe!
Today woke up around 7.
Wash-ed up and changed.
Had maggie with milo for breakfast.
After that walked to bus stop and took bus 88 to school.
The same usual old thing.
Reached school, read story book in hall.
Totally hated it as usual, blahblahblah.

Went back to classroom, first lesson of the day was math.
OMG, its plain boring-ness pls!
but i'm a good girl, i did my work in the 1 out of 4 times :)
After math was PE, we did some running thing that requires teamspirit.
Then broke into two groups, girls and boys.
Boys played baskeball, girls played netball. OWNED :D
HAHAAS, of course my group win lah! cause' got me lehh, me lehh! :P
Then yu wei is very pissed cause i defend her then keep tipping her ball ><
Sweated alot under the blazing hot sun.
PE lesson ended, went canteen to buy a drink and eat fruits.
Bought chocolate milk with honeydew. (mmm)
Finished the chocolate milk, not contended. bought another original milk (!)



HAHAAS, after recess went back class.
Had Geo and Sci lessons, geo was all about copying only.
Sci went through the worksheet, copied alot too. HAHAAAS.

After school lunch-ed with chinese dancers.
Quickly finished my lunch, rushed to humanities wall around 3.
They couldn't find ms li, made me rush for nothing ><
Ms Li came, pass us a skirt, she said we're having a netball skirt :O!
Of course its skirtpants lah! what you thinking! :P
HAHAAS, i requested for a L size, cause i see shirely they all wearing S.
but in the end ms li say too long, then M just nice lor.
Trained abit on the defence, then started drizzling, and the rain got bigger and bigger.
So went indoors and continue training, training on the shooters and defenders :)
A short training, called it a day.

Rushed up to AVA for chinese dance.
Hazel was already there, HAHAS. My fabulous junior ^^
Didn't have time to change into dance pants, so was wearing the skirt to dance :O
Everyone was like very curious and kept looking at my skirt ><
Practice till around 6+, the auntie locked the gates, so we had to go one big round.
walked to bus stop, some unpleasant things happened.
Took bus 88 with hazel, realised she stayed in Sengkang.
And guess what, realised she stay at BLK 133 and i stay at BLK 134! OMG,
only 1 block away. and she lives at 17th storey, me 16th. xDxD.
We were chatting about XinXian sure being jealous. =x
Realised bus stop, crossed overhead bridge, and walked together :)
Reached 133 le, then i walk to 134.

Reached home, bathed and on-ed the computer.
spent alot of hours on the computer, but didn't do much things.
Today the computer is loading damn slow.
had plain rice for dinner, with some soy sauce. :O
Updated my private blog, done my lit blog.
And thats all for today, tomorrow is gonna be a short day :)

looking forward to next week, working with caijun for HLC thing! ^^

20th January 2010, Wednesday.
Same thing, lazy to repeat.

Reached school, had geography lesson, love copying notes :)
Literature lesson, went library to do our lit blog.
It was super cool, cause you can enjoy the air-con and do template! :O
After that was recess, ordered alot of dishes and had a full full meal! :)
recess followed by math lesson, it was the longest math lesson in history.
one short hour, passed like a full day, 24 hours. TORTURING.

School ended, proceeded straight to AVA for meeting.
They said they're gonna comfirm the HLC list soon, hoping that i'll be in! ><
then they discussed about the programmes in 2010, and blah.

Went to dine with jiaxin, jolene, wenyan and xintao.
As usual, wenyan was eating damn slow. We all finished our food and was staring at her.
Finally she finished her last spoon, went up to music room to meet the dancers.
OMG, we actually wanted to take our time cause we wanted to skip one of the warm-ups.
but they just started only, ZZZ!
After warm-up practiced the dance, learned a new series of actions that are damn fast.
During break went down to find the netballers, heard that they had a match with seniors today :O
And Ms Li is angry with me for not going netball.
She said leg injured wasn't a good excuse, and why can go dance cannot go netball...

Lesson ended, bused 156 to compass with some dancers.
Jolene copy cat de lor, i want buy file she also want buy file! HMPH~~
HAHAS, went compass with jolene and shufen.
Went popular and i bought a black slots file, thinking of decorating it with my hot pink marker, COOL! :)
Made payment, after that actually wanted to LRT home.
But insufficient amount, so took bus.

Reached home, ate dinner and decorated my new file!



Copied the notes for geo and sci, eyelids are damn heavy.
12 o'clock lights up, lied on the bed.
the moment i close my eyes, the world went blank.

A early birthday present,

Today woke up around 7:15.
wash-ed up and changed into uniform.
Ate maggie with milo for breakfast.
After that walked to bus stop and headed for school.

Reached school just nice 8:15, suppose to meet dillon at canteen.
But canteen was empty, the prefects chased them all up.
So i went up the hall also.
People were all curious of why i'm wearing slippers, STYLO right? :D
Had a assembly by Mrs KC in the hall about bullying, 'I've been bullied!'
HAHAS, after that went straight to DnT classroom.

Mr Wong was scolding me saying i'm very negative? LOLS.
Cause he caught me sms-ing (actually i'm plurking...)
And he say what other people sms is under the table secretly, but i this type worst.
Cause i'm doing it brightly on the table, LOLS ><
He nagged for damn loong, everyone looking around then give each other the ._. expression, HAHAAS.
It grew boreder and boreder, soo i started to yawn.
And he said : see, this yawn, from her actions i can tell that shes disrespectful...
ZZZ, people need oxygen thats why yawn mar!
While he was nagging, i showed laura the hougang sec shaking magic. HAHAS.
Finally the nagging ended, and he showed us some moving toy robots on youtube.
RINGGGGGG goes the bell, next lesson was literature.
on the way back class, showed phyllis the shaking hougang sec trick :P
Me and christina agreed to shake together when she shook hougang sec :P
Went back class, teacher haven't come, showed dillon the trick also, HAHAS.
Lit lesson was boring, cause i totally don't understand what the teacher is saying.
She kept flashing the questions for us to copy, but never tell us the answers.
LOLS, then recess went with laura, yiting and ally.
Queued with qingqing and lele to buy seaweed chicken :3
Sat with laura, yiting and ally when i was eating, when i left 2 seaweed chicken,
i went to lele that table and went to sit with them, HAHAS :)
Recess ended, went back to class with yiting, laura and ally.
Chinese lessons, teacher teach about letter writting, the same basic stuffs.
Time was passing real slow, was plurking plurking and plurking.
Finally art, but wasn't that fun too.
Draw patterns on a quarter each of a circle, and have to choose the nicest and draw it out big.
After that was math lesson, i have no idea what mr lam was doing.
I remembered he was recapping about direct proportions, then my mind went blank :O
SCHOOL ended, i was preparing to leave the class when unfortunate things happened.
shaun was playing with darren's basketball, and it hitted directly at my nail-less toe, then joshen stepped my toe again. DAMN THEM.
Joshen thought i is ankle injured, ZZZ!
I screamed like damn loud cause it's really damn pain okay............

After school went canteen and bought milo pearl for lunch.
Bused to compass with dillon quek.
went popular and he bought his PINK folder for DnT.
By the time jiasiang reached already, he went home to change into home clothes.
We went Action City and we did our present exchanging thingy.
WHEE, i got the mini speaker liao! :)
And somemore a limited edition carebear calender, CUTE DE LOH! :P



After that went to toilet to change into home clothes, dillon went home cause he got tuition.
JiaXin and hui li came, we went mac and they had their lunch.
I didn't eat, not because im on diet or something, but cause im poke ._.
After that me and jiasiang went timezone to play percussion, while jiaxin and hui li didn't go cause they're in uniforms.
OMG, i used $0.90 and played like 15 rounds? (according to js).
ZZZ, cause i win win win, then got free game.
and another small girl challenged me. she challenged me 2 times = 6 rounds...
first time i won her, second time i was really tired out and sweating like hell,
and no more strength, so i gave up i stop playing...
YEAH, like just let that thing run and miss miss miss.
Finally ended, like PHEW.
JiaSiang still scare me say he want go top-up more money and VS me again.
HAHAHAS, i won jiasiang like everytime except one time cause the machine spoil.
After that saw yuzhen again! :D
HAHAAS, then jiasiang treated me vanilla cone, THANKS :D
Finished my icecream and went up to library to slack with jiaxin, hui li and js.
Chatted about roller coaster, theme parks etc. COOL ! :D
After that went to kopitiam, my card still left $2.70.
So bought a plate of fries for $2, YUMYUM :D
Jiasiang was like taking revenge cause i ate alot of his fries @ mac just now :P
After that they needed to go home, soo we left :)



I LRT-ed home, reached home, tried out the speaker, DAMN COOL.
Bathed and had dinner while watching tv.
used the excuse of project to online and blog now, HAHAS.
OKAY, TATA. Thats all, BYE! :)

xie le!

I am waiting,

for alot of things, =x

18th January 2010, Monday.

another tie day,
Woke up around 7.15 :O
quickly wash-ed up, and changed to uniform.
Cooked maggie, and turned on the computer :)
Was searching songs for the mass dance.
But couldn't find any suitable songs, HAIS.
Use computer until very last minute, off power and chiong out.
Rushed down to bus stop, bus 88 came very quickly.
but that stupid driver drive very very slow, taking its own sweet time.
Luckily, i'm not late for school :)
Assembled in hall, and read story book.

Lessons started with science, ms roberts briefed us about the project and gave us some free time to discuss our projects.
Recess was a long one, jiasi injured xintao's thumb, and it seemed serious :O
Me and xintao pei tiffany go 4th level walk one round cause she say want see shuaii ge ? :O
After that went general office and took the bandage tape to tape xintao's thumb.
I taped my finger too as an excuse for going back class late.
Reached back class, chinese period was damn short (SHUANG!)
Last period was CDL, alicia presented the wedding card to ms tan.


After school went to lunch with laura, yiting and alicia.
Bought mixed vege, ate till very full.
Training was quite okay, attackers and defenders seperate train.
We marked through like what are the defenders suppose to do and stuffs.
Then training ended, the shooters need shoot 50 goals each.
While the rest wait for them to do coaches.
But everyone started playing with the ball, then me, regina and shirely was slacking at the benches.
I went over to the metal railing there and slept there, then suddenly hear someone call my name.
I looked up, and saw zhilin on top in the prefect's room. LOLS!
Finally started doing coaches, pumpings, superman, etc.
Ms Ong talked to us about discipline, cause she said when she asked us to pack we couldn't follow the instructions and still playing...
Then dismiss!
When we were leaving, saw anthony waiting for shirely :O
Then i walked to bus stop alone, SIANZ.
Bused 88 home, saw jing wen on the bus.
Chatted quite alot with her, chat until Oschool :O
At first couldn't reconigse her cause she clipped her fringe, she was a counsoller!
Then reached home, and bathed.
Watched together, OMG, LAST EPISOIDE.
WHEEE! XIAO BEI AND JIAN HONG, nice ending :)
did some homework and revisions, and designed the DnT cover.

My 2nd toe nail cracked and came off? ...
Its rather disgusting because it grew the second later soo MUST pluck off, if not will grow thicker and thicker .ZZZ
Slept around 12+ :)

Toturing monday,

What bullshit is that,

Didn't sleep well last night.
Slept around 12, but tosed and turned and flip but i just can't sleep.
Eyes close for 2 hours or so, Still can't sleep.
Finally i fell asleep.
But kept woking up around 3+, 5+.
And 6+ i woke up again.
this time i really couldn't sleep back.
Cause' my legs suddenly aching like hell.
Really those type of aching not when u use strength.
Its like you put your leg there and never move also aching.
It was horrible, couldn't fall asleep.
Went out of bed and went to the living room, trying to sleep on the table.
Not ON THE TABLE, but my head on the table.
But my legs are still aching,
Went back to my room. Flipped and turned around again.
but really couldn't sleep lor.
So suddenly it was 7+ already, mummy woke up.
and i pretended to continue sleeping.
Then she left around 8, i quickly jumped up and wash my face.
Fells better when im not sleeping =x
And on the computer, change into uniform.
Cooked maggie and milo for breakfast.
Now need find a song for a mass dance :O
IDK what mass dance, jiaxin just called me yesterday and gave me this task.
To be her assistant and chorograph and dance ><
OKAY, thats all. BYE ~

Another sunday,

passed soo quickly,

Overdued photos,





Today woke up around 1+, SHIOK.
Woken up by mummy, guess what?
She wake me up just to ask me the clothes nice mar. ZZZ.
And another thing is i woke up cause its too cold.
Stupid, i keep off-ing the fan mummy keep on-ing.
then changed, and prepared for guzheng lesson.

LRT-ed to compass, then walk to nanchiau.
Was early when i reach, the class before us still haven't lesson.
Cute primary one and two kids, i look like a giant to them :X
Learned grade 7 exam stuffs, lessons passed quite slow.
Lesson ended exactly at 4, then walked to anchorvale CC.

Reached there, went toilet to change my hairstyle.
Cause go pri school cannot put down hair marh :X
Then done done, went 7-eleven and bought big gulp to drink.
Cause my guzheng lesson was postphoned to 2.30 to 4, so i go straight to dance class instead of going home first.
Then reached there around 4+, very very early.
The class that was having lessons were a group of small kids,
how fortunate they are so small mother let them learn hiphop.
And they're damn adorable :D
Then it was the intermediate class, then followed by our class.
The intermediate class before us learned the song SUGAR then the whole 1 hour they drilled on one-eight of the part only, cause its really hard :X
We continued our last week song, but dk why this week suddenly change to quite girly, which i don't really like.
EHH, i still young leh! will PaiSeh one mar. :X
Lesson ended around 8.30, wow. the class after us was delayed.
Then walked to compass with rongrong, peihua and xiaoyue.

Reached compass, peihua couldn't dinner with us cause she still have alot of hw not finished yet.
AWW, so we sent her to the MRT there then went to dinner @ subway again.
OMGOSH, next week no one subway.
Cause' its mainly expensive, each meal almost $10 gone, and its fattening! =x
Ordered Subway Meltz, DELICIOUS (mmm)
No more cookie again, AWW, i never tried a Subway cookie before!
Peihua not here, so i can sit with rongrong instead of xiaoyue! HAHAS.
Then very funny, cause i eat the burger the vege keep dropping out.
Rongrong and xiaoyue kept talking about their school stuffs, which are soo chim that i don't understand a single thing.
HAHAS, talked about some weird weird childhood memories games? :X
And what, xiaoyue boys school. rongrong girls school. i mixed school. HAHAS?...
Then finished eating and went home around 9+.
Rongrong gave me a goodbye hug! WHEE :D
LRT-ed home, on lrt saw this damn weird woman.
Firstly, shes damn tall, almost reach the ceiling of the LRT.
Secondly, shes barefooted? ...
Lastly, shes wearing a damn low cut dress but her TOOT is flat -.- And damn short skirt that when she sat down still open leg so big, obviously is for other ppl to see right? okay, im not a pervert but she told me she was wearing a pink poka dots panties. ZZZ.
LOLS, she and another ang mor guy alighted the same station as me.
then i walked home.

This is the exciting part.
I was taking the lift, then suddenly it stopped inbetween the 12 and 13 storey.
Then got like the wall, then pavement on top.
I was like oh shit, should i jump out? Cause if not stuck inside more worst.
But then later when i jumping out suddenly the lift start moving up again how?
So i didn't jump, better be safe than sorry =x.
So waited, and luckily it closed. and continue moving up.
Then i hear storey 16 (my storey), PHEW. Faster went out.
Went out, see eh, why weird weird one?
And realised its not storey 16!
Looked at the unit and realised im at storey 17? ZZZZ.
Then didn't dare to take the lift again so climb the stairs down.
Took the nearer stairs, but theres a freaking big dog lieing in the center of the stairs, so i can't cross cause im scared of dogs. ._.
So walked ONE BIG ROUND, and went to another stairs.
Then very dark soo quite creepy.
Finally saw my house, quickly open the door!
While opening, a strong wind blew pass, then got those ghostly sound, CREEPS ME.
Quickly went in and shut the door tight.
ZZZ, no one at home. So quickly on computer.
Then spammed call mummy, wanted to warn her about the lift, but she nv pick up.
The house very eerie and quiet, soo spammed called people wanted to chat.
But no one freakingly picked up my call (!)
Suddenly someone was knocking the door, real hard and loud.
FREAKED OUT SIA, went to take a look, its my neighbour and shes looking for mom.
Finally mummy come back, asked her why nv pick my call.
she ignored me and scold me why haven't bathe.

doesn't pay to be kind (!)

YEAHYEAH, soo im freakingly need to go and bathe now.
ZZZZ, thats all.
Tmr theres school at 10.30, SHIOK.
GOODNIGHTS!

Losing u,

im sorry, best friends? SO FAKE.

Today woke up around 10+,
slacked very long in bed.
Wash-ed up then cooked maggie & milo for breakfast.
Went to use the com, actually updated about 3 days le.
But then internet suddenly auto close, then all gone (!)

After that sms-ed jiasiang, dillon and ally.
Wanted to meet them at compass, to buy things, do project and revise HW.
But then jiasiang can't, dillon lazy (cause he say he no clothes wear?...)
So only left ally, soo meet her around 2.
2 o'clock, still at home, was copying some last minute internet experiment.
After that reached compass around 2.30, quickly went up library, she reached already.
Went to settle down near a bench, then started working.
At first still not into it, quite slacky, then brain opened liao :P
Realised alot of details not clearly written is the experiment example,
and alot of mistakes in the experiment worh! WOW, a experiment from JC students ><
After that used the computer and digged one more book out about photosynthesis.
Used the books as reference to the introduction.
Doing halfway, getting colder and colder, so went down mac to continue :)
Went down mac, i bought fries and vanilla cone. (YUMMY!)
Did my math hw, ally was copying and summerising the notes out from the storybook.
I didn't know Mr Lam say 1st page cannot write, so this is my 3rd time re-writing liao, TSKTSK!
Did the math HW, do till last question black pen no ink, suddenly change to blue ><
Awhile after i finished, ally also finished liao.
I read, wow. soo many new vocab words.
After that packed up and left, theres one group of nan chiau high pupils.
A guy with 3 girls, that guy keep looking to our table lor, DIG HIS EYES OUT! ...
Went up to library, ally returned the 4 books.
Then she pei me go popular and i bought 3 pens : Black, Blue and Green.
Afterwhich i realised see wrongly, its brown not black, but NVM! :X
Then when on escalator, i keep moving one step down, ally keep following.
I ask her don't move! then i move again, and say like that the height then correct mar, HAHAS! :)
After that LRT-ed home.
Reached home, mummy say waaa, soo guaii ar? came home urself without me calling.
Of course luh! :P, after that bathed.
And now blogging :)

figured it out all, but left with nothing...
Only have to fend for myself, rely on myself.

New timetable.

everytime when life is at the highest peak,
we tend to drop back to the lowest again.

15 January 2010, Friday
Today woke up around 7,
Wash-ed up and prepared for school.
Ate maggie with milo for breakfast.
Bused to school, reach school around 8++,
was considered early, but dunno why alot students are early today too.
Cause can't go back to class, soo the canteen was crowded.
Had USSR in the hall, hate sitting on the floor especially with those tight skirts.

Lessons,
1st lesson was chinese.
Rather boring, reaslised there are alot of chinese lessons in a week.
Music, Mr David was our relief teacher.
He taught us how to sing the school song (?) ...
He sang it SOLO for us, the whole class was controlling their laughter.
I mean, its not that bad, but it just feels weird and funny.
Then recess, went with waiyu <3
English, slept quite awhile, woken up by ms shahana.
She scolded me cause i didn't have a tb and didn't borrow.
ZzZ, irritating.

Went canteen with yuwei.
Saw netballers, went to meet them.
Drink milk only, cause had a full breakfast and recess.
Took some photos, pics with sweetheart.
We were like RANDOMLY standing on the bar in the canteen there.
Then i suddenly stood up and did i CHEESE!
and Mr Sunny Ng walked passed and gave that (?) look :P
After that seniors collected our ez-links, they say match need :O

Went to assemble at humanities wall, did some passes training before warm-up.
Ms Li was quite pissed with us, cause we dropped almost every passes we made in straight shuttle. =x
In the end she called us in and stop training, everyone to get a drink when we haven't train finish.
Can tell that shes really pissed.
Did warm-up, halfway bowen sec came.
Match started, their shooter was to my shoulder, i thought it'll be quite easy.
But then surprisingly, that shooter damn zai ._.
Shoot 10 goals 10 goals all in.
And her shoot is damn high and accurate, that even when i jump i can't tip the ball at all! NO CHANCE FOR REBOUNCE ALSO!
in the end they got the strategy of doing bounce pass cause im tall.
And my bounce pass sucks so i couldn't intercept the ball...
Chinese dancers having break then shouted JIAYOUS LYNETTE!
JIAYOUS GK from the second floor outside music room.
AWWW, thanks. But that made me more nervous.
Cause soo many eyes are watching me.
The GS short got advantage also, cause very hard for me to follow.
Cause shes small size, so i keep losing her ><
In the end, of course we lost, very badly.
No one even dared to ask the points, it was obvious the ratio of 1:10 or lesser.
Then debrief, ms li looked very dissapointed with us.
We were dissapointed with ourselves too.
A harshed debrief, everyone first time see ms li so angry.
I think that their team is quite strong, so its very hard for the defenders to tip the balls from them.
But during very very rare and hard chances when we finally go the ball, it always don't reach the other end or just don't shoot in lor.
Its like PEEP! OUT! keep on out.
Then finally got the ball then move to center court, PEEP~ OUT~ again.
Behind behind then tired, cause defenders played all 4 quarters.

Went for dance, while others stayed and watch the seniors match.
Continued the new dance, abit lost.
But thanks to waiyu <3 for teaching me, LOVEYALOADS :D
After dance zhiyin treated me icecream.
AWWW, twinsista, LOVEYATOTHEMAXTOO! :)
Walked to the bus stop with dancers, then bused home :)
Reached my house bus stop, but very tired.
Took my own sweet time and swing back home.

Reached home, bathe and watch together while dinner.
Suddenly had a very unbearable stomach ache.
Felt damn terrible and cold, i kept offing the fan mom kept oning ._.
Anthony and xintao kept sms-ing me asking me how tmr, cause the senotsa trip is cancelled.
I kept saying i dunno, and im sure xintao is giving me that 'walau' expression again.
Then anthony keep saying howhowhowhow?
ZZZ, can't sleep, cause rlly feel bad.
Had a long night.

loves living in my own drama, cause im the director and i run the show.

14th January 2010, Thursday.
Woke up around 7.30,
wash-ed up and prepared for school.
Bused to school, bus was very cramp.
Saw alicia on bus, walked to canteen together.
Couldn't find jiasiang, he was LATE :|
He finally came, started ordering the pictures of ms tan card halfway then the prefects rushed us up the hall, HAIS.
Had USSR in hall, hated it as usual, couldn't focus at all.
Ms Tan was back in school, our card not ready yet, new deadline was next monday :P

First lesson was math, Mr Lam was hypotising me to sleep again.
He is teaching way too slow, 3 days already just finished 1.1 moving on 1.2...
PE was okay, took height and weight.
And sucks, 2 months only i gained 4kg (!)
Thats like, so unacceptable, i wanna cry!
But luckily justin lim is heavier than me when he is shorter than me, muahaha.
And height is 177.5, my nightmare came.
I grown again, haisss T.T
Recess went with ally, yiting and laura.
English lesson, borrowed english textbook from Ryan, THANKS.
Geography, Mr Oo kept showing as 2A2 answers, which were like... SO FAKE.
Its obviously his own sick answers coming from his sick brain,
how can 2A2 provide those answers when their textbook is different from us...
Last period was science, ms roberts went through about our science project.

Lunched with the dancers,
then headed to AVA for dance lessons.
Nothing special happened, just that people was looking at my phone without permissions.
And sharing and gossiping among themselves, how rude.
Bus-ed 88 home, it rained.
Walked to house downstairs, there was a row of bangalah sitting there.
Walk pass all staring at me, DISGUSTING :&

Reached home, bathed and did some homework.
I really am working real hard in order to go for lessons @ Oschool.
Had maggie for dinner, watched together.
Exciting, and sad, cried on the spot.
Trimmed nails, cause theres match tomorrow.
And realised my toe nail grown a second layer?
anyone had it before? can share the experience of what will happen? =x
Went to bed around 12. :)

people often think and say that OH, LIFE SUCKS.
but they're wrong, there are people out there whose life are even worst.

13 January 2010, Wednesday.
be satisfied of what you have now,

Woke up around 7.
Wash-ed up, prepared and off to school.
Bused to school
USSR was changed to be in the hall instead of classrooms, i hate it.

Lessons started with Geography, i was busy copying notes.
Looks rather hardworking, but hope it will last long! :O
Next lesson was LIT, teacher continued with the romeo and juliet book which i don't have, was completely lost.
Recess stayed in class to rush the science project.
With jiayi, kagen, darren and jarel.
After discussing for very long, agreed on darren to be the teacher and we are the students.
So we got this little skit where by the students will walk pass the teacher and start asking questions on our topic : CHLOROPHYLL. =x
My wonderful idea, HAHAAS.
After which was english lesson, totally couldn't focus at all.
Cause was damn hungry, didn't eat anything at all for the whole day.
Math then science lesson,
ms roberts wasn't here, soo the discussion and scacrifying my meal was wasted. :|
Ms Vani taught us abit about photosynthesis, copied down some notes.
Got the class to stay back and managed to take a class photo,
but brian, justin and ryan ran away, DAMN THEM.

After school lunched with jolene and adelle.
Went for netball training, it was raining so we went ISH.
Saw the bballers which keep di-siaoing shirely.
We stepped in then they say : "eh ZhiXin leh ZhiXin leh?" LOLS.
Did warm-up, then passes training.
Wasn't soo good at it, afterall pon-ing soo much trainings? :P
But Ms Li praised me :O! she say lynette hasn't been coming training and you guys have been coming training every week.
But why only she do the things that i want to see?
LOLS, actually i didn't know what i did, i just reacted when the ball come to me? :O
And i jumped damn high, OHMYGOSH.
Afterwards finally moved out of ISH, felt so uncomfortable inside.
Went back parade square to train, after awhile cool down and dismiss.
Regina and Sheemay joined us for our crunches, their first time doing it.
After that quickly rushed up to AVA room to find the dancers,
they learned the new dance already.
I followed as much as i could, but i didn't have a umbrella.
Cause its a umbrella dance, but no umbrella yet so we have to use our own normal umbrella? LOLS!
Lesson ended, bused 88 home with yihan.

Reached home, bathed and did revisions.
Watched together and ate dinner.
Was pretty bored, dazing and walking around the house in circles.
Sleep around 11+ :)

12 January 2010, Tuesday.
Today woke up around 7+,
I said that i won't be late but mummy kept cursing that i will.
Bused to school, reached school just nice 7:29! ><

Lessons started with DnT, our teacher was MrWong.
No more comments about his lesson, but he is just a very blur teacher.
We designed our front page for our sketchbook today.
Followed by Lit lesson, did the book romeo and juliet which i don't have.
Recess slacked in class room, ms ong saw me and talked to me about why skipping so much trainings, so i promised her to go tomorrow's training...
After recess was chinese lesson, teacher taught us about poetry.
then art, it super boring. Drawing lines again, i thought we did that in sec 1?
Math, tried my best to focus but teacher just love to hypotise me to sleep.
Suddenly teacher calls monitor and shocked me, FALSE ALARM.
Forgotten that im no longer the monitor. T.T
Was woken up by math teacher 3 times in a row, he was knocking my desk.
The 3rd time i didn't respond cause i really fell asleep, then suddenly i hear alot ppl calling : "LYNETTE! LYNETTE!" then faster woke up. :P
Another time he caught me doing science project during math lesson.
School ended, asked the class to stay back to take photos but they won't listen...
Only manage to take photos of some people, while alot others ran away.

Lunched with jiasiang, need to go compass to print the photos.
But i don't want to go alone, soo dragged jiasiang to go with me.
Bused 156 there, went basement to print the photos.
Saw yuzhen, chatted with her awhile, she seems serious with her stead :O
Last long then! :D
went minitoons and bought yiting's present.
A plushey tortise, which is a baby one but damn big, damn cute! ^o^




Passed by comic connection, and i told him buy for me that cute speaker during my b'day, then he say he want for his b'day also.
COPYCAT! okay lor, so we agreed to like buy the same thing and exchange.
But he want the white one and i want the black one,
Probably buying after school next tues, need save money mar!
After that went library to do yiting's card.
Jiasiang referenced the books in library on how to draw the cat, but all very chim.
While i cut the photos, caused its print the the format 2 in 1.
After that i need to stay till 6, cause i have to keys to go home.
So he pei he chat till 6, called home, mummy at home already.
THANKS~~ :)

LRT-ed back home.
Bathed and had dinner, while counting the class funds, ALOT COINS!
Watched together, after that practiced guzheng around 11+,
i must be crazy, soo late don't want sleep playing guzheng there :P
Slept around 12+ :)

11th January 2010, Monday.
Woke up around 9,
damn shuang de lah!
cause from now on, school officially starts on 10.30 on mondays.
Wash-ed up, prepared and took my own sweet time to school!
While taking the lift, reminded me of my dream yesterday.
I dreamt that i took the lift and went all the way up to the 100th storey instead of the 1st storey, and its just normal buildings there.
And surprisingly, my parents bought a unit of apartment there, so i got 2 houses!
HOW COOL OF THAT! :P
So i got a little phobia of the lift :X
then walked to bus stop and bused 88 to school.

Reached school, went straight to classroom.
had USSR, then science.
Science ms roberts told us about the presentation we need to do on photosynthesis.
And we got in our own groups, i group with jiayi, darren, kagen and jarel...
Then recess, sleep in class.
Followed by chinese lessons, teacher was teaching the story in the textbook.
the person is so stupid lor, so chase after a sun. ZZZ.
Last period was CDL, some groups continue doing the decoration for notice boards.
While i helped ally and jiasiang plan ms tan's wedding card.
A short school day just ended like that.

Lunched in school with ally and jiasiang.
After that bused 156 to compass and did ms tan's card @ burger king.
Before that went popular to buy the materials, jiasiang and ally paid cause i didn't have any cash on hand...
Did the headings and they started their artistic drawing.
Really very pro lor, felt like helping but i can't draw that well.
Do until 6+, then packed up and left.




















Reached home, had maggie for dinner.
Was sms-ing with kevin.kang, OH MAN, he is such a big joker.
Then packed stuffs for tomorrow, wanted to sleep early but can't...
Cause mother watching the super noisy show in my room.
The show around 11 where people are always quarrelling... YEAH.
So slept around 12+ ._.

i wanna watch 'jump' with dancepointe peeps and legion with math trail group! :O