which is the real me?
30th January 2010, Saturday.
Today woke up around &+, set the wrong alarm time.
Then couldn't go back to sleep.
Jasmine ong sms me ask me stay what BLK.
And suddenly got people knocking my door, went to see, saw north vista sec peeps.
& SAW JASMINE ONG! HAHAHS.
She do CIP do until my house lor, collecting newspaper and paper product.
But PS i don't have any, then after that i receieved the msg saying that she doing CIP at my block, :X
Wash-ed up and changed into the Sec 1 2009 orientation camp tee ^^
Ate maggie and milo for breakfast.
Bused 88 to school.
Meet xintao at the traffic light there, she was super late.
She say watch drama until don't want leave house liao, HAHAS.
ran up AVA, luckily haven't start yet.
Drew our names and pasted on our shirt.
The facils talked to us about the 'touch' program.
After that split into groups and play the bonding game.
We sat in a small circle and play ouch.
I group with xintao, anthony, zhilin, ming kang, jeremiah, and forgotten :P
Then ming kang was sitting beside a guy call jeremiah from 2A2.
He slap his lap until got finger prints, damn red.
Then change seat, he sit beside me and zhilin sit beside him.
He smack again, waa. then rashes!
POOR JEREMIAH (although i donno who is he) :P
MingKang hit me also got finger print lor, but not soo serious.
HAHAAS, ended the program early.
Went point with jolene, xintao, fathul and wai sin.
Ate at mac, wohoo, theres rumours about jolene and fathul worrs.
They say people bet that if melissa and hakkim stead, jolene and fathul will stead also.
HAHAAS, after that saw anthony chong at KFC there, slacked there awhile.
Bought bubble tea to drink! (mmm)
Anthony pei me bus 159 to compass, cause he got no where to go.
Zavier phang seh him go lan, then he wearing school pe, cannot go.
He pei me walk to my friend house, then he walk back compass again to meet his friend.
He say gonna study in library lols!
Reached csq's house, prepared the stuffs for tuition.
Slacked awhile, teacher came.
Tuition was enjoyable rather than torturing :)
Went through science, which me and csq got alot of stupid hard-to-answer questions.
I hate historians for digging out the history and scientist for discovering so much things.
If not we wouldn't have to study soo hard, RIGHT?! :P
Tuition was 2 short hours, ended arond 4+.
called sweetheart, and meet her at hougang mall.
Walked to compass, and mrt-ed there.
Reached hougang mall, sweetheart was late.
I went to look for felicia's present first, but all the price very high.
Maybe cause its new year, they raise the prices.
Only found one with suitable prize, then sweetheart came.
Showed her, she say okay.
LALALAA, cannot say too much, too obvious!
Went to rooftop to slack, me and sweetheart was basically gossiping about a random guy,
and we're talking of random stuffs :P
And took some random photos of the pretty pretty sky and clouds :)
Around 7+ her mother came, went to buy.
Then i left for home, while their family having dinner there.
Shirely's brother very cute lor, keep jumping trying to be the same height as me.
Then keep on like wanting to reach my head. HAHAS.
MRT-ed home.
Reached home, bathed, ate dinner and online.
Don't want to describe much on what happened next.
Only sweetheart knows, rather messy.
why do you like to always put everything on urself? u make me feel very bad u know. i didn't know i caused you to be so sad. but i nv say it was ur fault, saying sorry for no particular reason does not make me feel better and it makes u feel worst. why do you always only think of how i feel and always let yourself suffer in silence? ... you are so stupid, i am not that good for you.
confusion state of mind, undecidable.
29th January 2010, Friday.
Woke up, suppose to wake up at yesterday 10.30.
Quickly chiong-ed all the homework.
Finally completed, wash-ed up and changed.
Had maggie and milo for breakfast, and off to school!
Still alot of time, so brewed a cup of my signature milo ^^
Reached school, had chinese, music and english lessons.
A short short day :)
After school went for chinese dance.
Locked my phone in locker, hahaas :P
Around 2.30, left and went to classroom to meet alicia, yiting and laura.
Was in PE with my dance shoes and pants :P
Went sci lab and did our experiment.
Left when they almost done, first experiment not really successful.
Cause we didn't boil the leave till it was whitish.
Went back for dance, the dancers were in hall walking stage.
Joined them, wore my high heels, hahahs.
Love wearing heels, although im taller taller, but got the feel YEAH :D
10 mins break, rush to sci lab to find them again, and this time in heels!
Damn funny de lah, wearing high heels in lab :)
Helped abit, darren's group was doing their experiment too.
Went over to their table and looked around curiously.
Stupid shaun keep taking photos, should be taking photo of experiment, he take photo of people...
10 mins up, ran back for dance.
Went through the dance a few times, and ended.
Don't know why but everytime practice at hall is damn tiring de, maybe cause very stuffy.
SMS-ed ally, but they almost finishing their experiment also.
So i didn't go and meet them.
Dance dismissed~ :)
Went point to find dickson low with adelle.
Saw them at MPH, with zana, yana and a new V.I member.
Dickson was with this guy whom i donno his name, HAHAHS.
awhile after we came, zana and yana left.
Dickson taught me and adelle all the steps that we missed.
That guy whom i dunno his name said that i learn dance very fast. :)
Dickson say i do the dance very nice, then he ask that guy to help him video that part i dance, dancing with him.
He say very in synergy wors, HAHAS.
Slacked, dickson took super long to only choreo one-eight of new steps.
After that left around 6+, cause adelle need to rush home.
Took bus 88 with dickson and that guy, they alighted at the same stop.
cause dickson go that guy's house.
LOLS, i still donno that guys name, i think he is a V.I. member also, our DJ.
on the way home at the overhead bridge there, saw the blood stains that hazel was talking about ...
EWW, its totally disgusting man.
Here and there few drips, and got one big patch.
Reached home, bathed and had dinner.
guess i tired out, whole mind was in a blank when it came to hw time.
Love watching tv this few days, its one of the little things i can do at night when im home instead of doing HW :P
Chatted on the phone with shirely, antonio and justin.
Justin was at anotonio's house lols.
HAHAS, antonio's new name is sian yu.
after that antonio keep calling me, but i very pick :P
Packed stuffs for tomorrow, and went to bed around 11+ :)
let those beautiful memories stay and forget the miserable times.
28th January 2010, Thursday.
woke up at 6, PRETTY COOL HUH! :D
Breakfast was maggie and milo, LALALA.
bused to school.
Reached school, went humanities wall, and took out homework.
Saw prefects crowding over at the counter, curious.
SMS-ed csq and asked her come earlier to school pei me.
She really did :)
CSQ and anthony helped me with the homework.
And i dunno why zavier kept asking me to eat iodine, saying will turn smarter -.-
And zavier say what i tio detention ar? come school so early do hw...
Finished my english assignment in class like finally, part of CA marks leh!
then math finished one, but got 2 more on due. :| (never-ending)
Was my duty today to sleep the class, damn dusty. (SNEEZE SNEEZE)
didn't really care about studies, cause as usual, was very nervous about the match later.
Left class at 12, meet netballers in canteen.
Had some snacks, and bused to republic poly.
As usual, did stretches and trained passes outside the competition hall.
Our match started, with sembawang sec.
the GS was rather short, but their team 70% was malays.
And my GS kept shaking her butt and she asked me why i nv shake my butt? -.-
and she was very hyper, keep talking to me and distracting me.
WHEE, but very very close. 12 to 11.
Still damn happy, but alot ppl didn't play.
Cause ms li nv change the players in the 4 quarters.
Sweetheart and yiting shuang lor, SIT THERE WATCH WATCH.
But they say watch gonna have heart attack :P
HAHAAS, sat the van back to school.
Missed the HLC meeting today cuz of the match.
Slacked at celebration wall, borrow volleyball and played.
With shirely, callie, shu yi, laura and priscilla.
Slacked till 6+, bused 88 home :)
Reached home, had dinner.
Very tired, couldn't start on my homework.
Decided to take a small nap, from 9-10.30.
But who knows that when i woke up again, it was 6 in the next morning le. HAHAS :)
27th January 2010, Wednesday.
Same thing, woke up around 7.
Maggie and milo, daily needs.
ran and chased the bus to the next bus stop, if not i'll be late!
Caught it, PHEW!
USSR in hall, some old friends were late. :|
Geography, copying lesson.
lit again, lost.
recess, then english = sian.
Plurking like almost every lesson, nothing to do.
math lesson, then forgot.
School ended just like that.
Did the science project at the benches outside library with yiting, ally and laura.
wanted to do in library but teachers having soem BIG MEETING.
completed everything, when going home later, going online and type out everything.
a random shot of alicia today taken by laura :)
Reached home around 7.
Bathed and had dinner.
No more 'together' show, tv seems quite boring.
theres match tomorrow with sembawang, but realised mummy haven't wash my PE clothes and skirt.
The PE shirt is borrow from yiting one, cause attire is new PE which i don't have.
So did hand washing, its my first time in my life manzxc (!)
Scrubbed, twisted, flipped, till hand damn pain.
After that hanged by the window, hand feels so dry with the soap.
then did quite alot of houseworks, like iron-ing my uniform?
From today onwards must iron my own, and i dun know how to.
i using the type of like steam de, then the water keep drip drip drip till my clothes wet.
After that was very tired, but alot of homeworks waiting for me.
Went to sleep instead, and decided to go to school early tomorrow to do HW :)
Tomorrow's the match, HS NETBALLERS! HUATT AHHHHHHHH :D
26th January 2010, Tuesday.
Woke up around 7.
Had maggie with milo for breakfast.
Missed bus 88, waited quite long.
bus 88 came, saw juniors, jonathan and his friends chasing the bus :P
Reached school, had assembly, then went back class.
started with DnT, didn't do my work again.
Thanks to hafeezhah for borrowing me some printed out robotic toys :P
Lit was totally hell boring, couldn't understand a single thing teacher was teaching.
Slept through the lesson, followed by recess.
After recess lessons was in a blur, cause very excited about the upcoming match.
Left class at 11, changed into PE, netballers from other class came.
Went canteen and had lunch, then boarded the (van?)
It was a super small vehicle, bigger than 7-seater but smaller than van.
Which only has 10 seats and we have 11 people, bo bian, SQUEEZE!
I was sitting at the most behind corner, and my head and legs was banging the top and the chair infront. TSKTSK.
Reached republic poly, DAMN NERVOUS.
Took alot of photos, it was damn big and damn nice.
Remembered this was my second time visiting, first time came with eric watch the performance.
Trained outside the competition hall, passes.
After that went in, waited awhile. and went on court.
The GS was not very tall, but after that they switched to a more pro and better GS.
The switched the GA to GS, which is taller and very fierce!
GOSH, i dunno why but GK always have the problem of tripping and stepping on others :P
In the end, lost the match.
Was trashed like hell? 1 to 20+ close to 30.
Took some photos, but not with everyone before we left.
On the van back, i learned to be smart.
I boarded the last and sat infront, MORE SPACE! :D
My neck feels soo much better, just that still alot tight, will crack when turn...
Reached back in school.
Netballers wanted to stay and train, but me and sweetheart wanted go point eat.
So we went point eat without them, ate at kopitiam.
after that went back school, trained abit with slippers.
Got caught by ms ong, she gave us lecture on why we did so badly today.
BLAHBLAHBLAH, after that she asked me change back to sports shoe.
The more i didn't want to change back, went out of school to slack.
Waited for the basketballers, cause we short of people to play.
In the end got shoot by the basketballers, ZZZ.
Went to the same bball caught with shirely, callie, anthony, shuyi.
Went to callie house with her to pei her take netball.
Took some photos at her house, human environment!
Played at one bball court, then moved to another cause too much bballers.
Was rather boring, chatting on the phone with someone who i forgotten who.
After that left around 8+.
Bused 88 home, luckily reached home around 9+, mother still not at home.
Quickly bathed, and had my dinner : SPAGHETTI.
Finished my dinner, just nice mummy is home! :)
Packedd tomorrow's bag, and went to sleep.
even i don't understand myself. Who do you think you are that you think you understand me? I am tired of this type of life. But what can i do? Nothing. Humans are all selfsih. They always put themselves before others, even myself. What leadership qualities, think of others before yourself, its all self deceiving.
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