Live life with hope

There may be times that are hard;
but don't give up believing.

A card from YiWei and HauGeng, it was really encouraging, this made my day :)

From YiWei
Dearest lynette,
You are the most hardworking students i ever see! hope you don't gve up your dreams. Cause i know you can do it and will make it better. Thanks for beings with us and bringing joy to the group. You have motivated us in a lot of ways. Hope to work with you again and meet up omre often. I'm gonna miss u so much. All the best to 'O'. Anytim you feel like calling/sms any body, i will be there to listen :)
With <3 , yiwei.

From HauGeng.
Hi Lynette,
I'm glad and thankful to have you joining us again this year. You have been a great team leader, an a wonderful motivator Your dedication to your dance and studies will help you achieve what you hope and dream for. Im proud to have you in our team, andi hope to see you more in the future. If you ever need help or advice, feel free to approach me or yiwei. All the best!
HauGeng.

See? This 2 cards are really all the encouragement that i need :)

THANK YOU

Hi all.

Today is a special day.
Somehow the NDP appreciation dinner has memories too.
I remember last year's dinner was on 16th Aug .





OKAY, morning went swimming with amantha. I swear i'm so relunctant to get out of bed. But fats motivated me ^^ Went for a good swim, muscles aching like kuku due to yesterday's dance rehearsal. It's the first time that 30 laps was enough to kill me...!

DANCE practice was normal, student choreo. Bel praised me and thanked me cause she said when i dance can tell i put in effort into her dance! :) I ate mac and for the first time again the fries taste like shit -.- It's my life, doll's choreo, then left at 4... missed it's my life part 2 and monga choreo. I feel so damn bad guilty.

Now, just came back from NDP appreciation dinner. It was fun to have an event that dress code was smart casual :) Enjoyed my night there. Group photos, certificates, gifts, and more photos! ^^ HAH, epic, jiasiang saved me today. I owe him one now.

Didn't join them for dinner as i was really really tired. I can't have any guzheng lessons this week, hais. It's really pack.

Monday: SENTOSA. TUESDAY: DANCE. WEDNESDAY: EXPRESS DAY, TEACHERS' DAY REHEARSAl, HAIR TREATMENT WITH AMANTHA. THURSDAY: TEACHERS DAY. FRIDAY SEEMS EMPTY THOUGH. SATURDAY: DANCE REHEARSAL AT RP. SUNADY: YNDA CONCERT 2011, WOHOOOOOO! excited TTM.
I'm gonna do fake colour hair extentions for concert (Y)

More awaits, i'm ready and here it comes ;)

It's My Life

A sneak preview of You'llNeverDanceAlone 2011 Concert.
A production of DanceFactorySingapore.
Those who's coming, look forward :)
-FYI, if you can't see, i'm in HS PE shirt, dark blue and yellow. x)

Hey people.

Lynette's definitely gonna burn out this week. Not coping well in her studies, and guzheng. The only thing that's still going smooth is her dance concert upcoming. Actually she took a lot songs and ended up not really familiar with the formations and stuffs, but now it's so much better. Today got to know how level position. It's the first time i failed a subject in a major test, CA2... and it's the first time i failed math. It's damn saddening, my class position was 38/41 . It's really really damn discouraging. Nevermind, lynette never says die you know! I'll mug damn hard for the september holidays. Gonna start planning my schedule out for holidays later! ^^
GuZheng ain't coping well too. Hais, i really want to get a disctinction badly if i'm going for exam this year. It's like 2 more months to exam, i know i can do it but i'll just have to be extra hardworking.
After my dance concert, i'm gonna spam guzheng and studies! ^^

Lastly, 2 weeks of holidays are coming up. Being lynette, it's impossible that i'll be rotting! gonna jio that dua pai colleenhoe<3 out, to MUG!! my house lah ;) Oh ya, i owe her and weishien cards! :) Wei Shien's have to do before 4th omg, and teacher's day card!

Went gym just now, first time train dumb bells, my hand damn jelly now. xD
Tmr got teachers' day rehearsal, emcee-ing with zavier. Rush script after school :)

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Hey readers.
15th just passed, this few days have been rather disastrous. Broke down like countless times, but staying very very strong now. However, there's still some thoughts and thinkings inside me that i wish to share. :)

It has been two days and i'm definitely improving. So please stop forcing me to say when i don't wish to share. I have the rights cause it's my privacy. It's sad that i can't have your understanding on this matter but i can't shake off al the blame as well. But i'm realy improving, can't you give me anoter chance? don't make it seem as if i've committed some serious sins that cannot be cleared. Because i am trying very very hard to repent now, and return back to my original state, stop forcing me. If you're not gonna give encouragements, it's okay. Just don't shoot. This is what happens. When a student leader does something wrong, it's like amplified. Here's the deal. Its true that we do have a higher sense o responsibility, but we're humans too. Can't we even commit like a few times of mistake? If a normal student sleeps in class, the teacher shows care and concern. When a student leader falls asleep in class, it becomes. 'I'm so disappointed in you. As a leader, you don't even show basic respect to the teacher. Now get out of the class'. Futhermore, no chances were given for me to explain myself. Cause you were setting up ur visualiser so i just took a small nap? Like 1 the most 2 mins, and i get out of the class?.. Sometimes i thought, whats the point of explaining? The teachers will always argue their way right because of something they have to hold up to, more of something like their pride. They're our teacher, it's kinda impossible for them to even open their minds and listen to what sense we've got to say. Cause whn you want to understand something, you need to open your mind first so that it can enter right? As while we're explaining, they're preparing arrows to shoot back. It just makes me see no point in further explaination as it's imppossible.
We're currentl living in a a gerenation where adults are not mature to the extent yet. Just like how parents can't accpet the fact when you're right and they're wrong, and will find their ways to make them right. Because they feel that they're more superior, they've lived through more experience than us, and their pride. Now, as a teenager growing up, this is the stage where lots of stress comes about. I'm determined to excel in leadership, and doing well till recently. Just because of this sleeping thing in class, the subject teacher complained to my CC and ACC. My ACC used it to target on my leadership ability. Do you know how it feels? Like all the hard work you've done to serve as a leader, and now because of this complain, it's like a virus that corrupted all my old files. The teachers impression of me from maybe around 8, a model student dropped to 3, not even an average student. And do you know how it feels when you just see the teacher coming to you and say 'lynette, i've heard some complains about u recently. As a student leader...' and its not just one teacher but many?
Leadership is a word that's close to my heart, which somehow can also be said as my weakness. I fear the way others judge me, and whenevver they bring in this word 'leadership', it just cuts me so deep. I'm not trying to shove away any blames or responsibility, neither am i unwilling to face he responsibility a leader have to face. But, nevermind. I shall not elaborate more. There's really a lot a lot going on. Family problem, other commitments, HLC, studies, not enough sleep behind the happy lynette scene in school. Maybe everyon'es expectation of me when i can't meet cause.. Forget it. I don't wish to continue as i reckon it'll get anywhere cause it's all just rantings and rantings. Went counselling, sorted out my thoughts. I'm not gonna work just hard but extremely hard again and gain back all the good impressions from the teachers from step 1 again.
That's right, thats almighty lynette! :D Never losing faith! ;)

HEY YOU .

how, 15th's here, what should i do without you?


DANCEFACTORYyou'llneverdancealone.
Hi readers.

Time flys. The days of glory and fun has ended. I'm feeling so empty on saturday now. Before NDP ended, i dreaded to spent my whole day at NDP. Now, i kinda wish it didn't end so early! I was on Tv omg did u guys see?! during the news and the NDP live. ! I was interviewed, just that small part! Pictures speak a thousand words.



photos credits: Eileen Sim.



KK, more on facebook as usual kkaes :D

Now training hard for guzheng, and upcoming event is teachers' day ^^ Staying back every chance we have to practice the dance with cheryl, wenle and QQ ^^ completed goodbye baby and the contemporary dance le. Some polishing of steps to do, and maybe adding one more stunts song? ^^ Depends on time. I love school this week as theres only 2 days of school and 5 days of weekends, i wish school would be like that every week!

Today's 11th, it's damn scary to think of the fact that it'll be 15th in a matter of 4 days. ZEN ME BAN. Don't think i can take it. Just gonna go school, stay strong, dance, and then cry the night till the lights are out? :X I wanna go high with wenle , vodka but she say no $$ T_T! Anyways yesterda went for class outing, watched Cowboy and Aliens. A nice show but i don't like movies which have no happily ever after endings! Today after school go jiasi's house with sisters' clique. Lika siao, me and cheryl danced for them due to popular demands! xD WANG DONG WANG DONG! SARANGHAE! WAHHAH! TengYong is a animal that like to cheat others and cannot be trusted! :b Skipped service learning at TanTockSengHospital today due to dance. It's gonna be sat and sun soon! YAYNESS! DANCE here i come! ;)

waiting for tracy, wenle, huixin to upload photos of class outing and ndp! Can't wait.

Stay tuned, cause you'll never expect what's coming next ;)

Busy with Being Awesome.

Edwin, last year's NDP army guy! ^^
missed last year's NDP, it was of more fun! :3

Hello earthlings.
Currently lynette is busy with:

-Upcoming National Day! 9th August 2011, Tuesday ^^

-Upcoming YNDA dance concert on 4th September, rehearsals and practices and running every tuesday, sat and sun. 3 days per week of commitment.

-Upcoming teachers day performance with WenLe, Cheryl and ShiQi ^^ Stay tuned ;) We're practicing almost every possible days after school that all of us are free, as we're pressed for time. We believe to do our best if we're really gonna perform.

-Upcoming GuZheng exam during november holidays. As i started kinda late this year, it's very rush to finish all my 3 pieces of songs. In addition, i'm aiming to get a distinction if not i rather not take this year if i have no confidence. No pain, no gain. I gotta put in more hard work into this. Hence, all my available evening slots that i have no test the next day, and i'm at home will be used to practice guzheng!

Today i just went to dance yea ;) At jurong, linking up of items. Tomorrow is another day! HURRAY! Upcoming 3 days of holidays, i hope i'll manage to squeeze some time out for HW and revisions! Sorry homework, i'll be neglecting you a bit, okay maybe a bit more, till my teachers' day and dance concert are over! After that i promise i'll spent more time with you okay! LOVES, i love my eight subjects MUAHAHA.! KK, gonna sleep, it's 4am .
I've just finished doing the proposal for class camp during sept holidays together with the extended curriculum. I really wish Mr Ng and the principal will approve, i spent effort like 5 hours doing that dumb proposal and i'm sure the class is supportive about it too. After all, who doesn't like to have fun? HAHA! Maybe i'm just a little bit more to the extreme of having fun YEA ;)


Meanwhile, enjoy a damn ahdorable video! ^^

Gonna plan more outings, let's hope i have the time! with chicken little, sisters clique, laopo and GF. Class outing this wednesday! WOHOO! SEXAYEE !

OnePiece! <3 Jiayous to Kennedy, Fathul who are taking your Olevels this year! Rest of the members: ZiYang, JunRen, YongSen and Amantha, let's have an outing soon after the sec4s are done with their Olevels, i won't forget that promise.
AngryGroup! <3 Hey you girls, Rebecca, ShiHui, JiaYing and Valerie. Won't forget my promise on having a group outing someday soon ayes? ;)
Amantha & joshen! <3 HEY you two, we need to go and shop for high cut shoes desperately. I KNOW RIGHT. and amantha, we still have to go do hair treatment together before concert, and go malaysia play one day during sept holidays! HWAITING.

Opps, this post ain't supposed to get so long. NIGHTS!

Avoidance is an act of immaturity ;

Basically, days are getting more and more hectic. Shall do a rough update. Blog's not gonna be a daily routine blog anymore, it'll be more of a place to share my thoughts and feelings :)

/Let's start with 1st aug 2011, monday.
I like it this way. I don't mind writing cards for you everyday. I'll get to know when you're home, cause that's the time you'll read the card :) Foolish. No idea how much sincerity are there in the words of thanks, but still, i'm really just glad.

2nd aug 2011, tuesday.
I missed yesterday, we still had some form of communication like texting and rl cause passed u the gift. Today, 0 communication. I guess we're both busy with our own life, i miss you.

3rd aug 2011, wednesday.
2 days of no communication. Staying strong.

4th aug 2011, thursday.
Today i was late, but i managed to have small conversation with u, asking u to pass Brian the magazine. I had this foolish thought, i don't mind being late everyday if this was the case that i could hold a conversatin with ou. Even if i's just a small one like this, it's worth being late.

Cam-whored a tiny little bit with wenle in class ^^






Anyways, here's some overdued photos of Jacky's goodbye 20s and hello 30s's birthday party! :D Enjoyed myself and had a blast ! :) Did ballooning, finally some place where my skill is being appreciated ^^ Cam-whored lots with amantha, beforet that we went around town trying to find nice high cut shoes for dance but don't have nice de! Next time we go queenstown find! ^^