No time left.

What bothers me most is nt how
J misunderstand me, but u actually just betrayed me like that. I do not wish to use the word promise though u did promise not to say. Do you ever understand how disappointing it is. Not anger but heartaches . I feel so dumb for believing and trusting u time and again you know. First time, broken. Second time, broken. Third time, or
Many many times, how I always tell myself to trust u, but u still gave
Me every reason to hate you. Do u know the mre times it's broken the more fragile it is, yet you don't handle with care at all. Do u know how much courage it took for me
To find courage to trust u time and again. Breaking promises all this shit, I don't Even want to bring out or mention this word promise. WhAy does it mean to u? Nothing. Kevink said that I think too much, he said he used to be like me and think so much, but just ended up getting myself into redundant worries. But I ask myself, is it me at fault for thinking so much? No. You cant say it's my fault for thinking so much, neither can u ask me not to think so much cause that's what makes
Me so me. I'm an emotion person. You ask me to nt trust u, don't tAlk to u ever again. Seriously, how can I bring myself to do it? You want me to be happier. I can tell you it's IMPOSSIBLE for me to be happier by ignoring u.
I always talk about my feelings, cause thAts me .
Don't ask me why, I do feel like an idiot sometimes for loving you. I ask myself who are u and what are u to deserve all these of me . Unexplainable, isn't it love? Just love the way you are.

I always wonder, why always of all others but not you.

Life's Good.

Hey guys, praise me for still being able to find time to blog.
As much as i love to blog, sadly this blog is kinda dead .. T.T

School reopened. Busy and hectic day ahead, but i'm a happy girl and life's good :)
Currently busy with:
-SA2 EOY.
-GuZheng (grade 8 distinction!)
-DFunkatron (I'M SO HAPPY, I'M A NEW MEMBER! ^^ UPCOMING COMPETITION AFTER SA2, needa choreo!)
-Chinese Dance (we have no instructor...)

Anyways happy me today went for guzheng lesson and jobain said can tell i trained hard ^^ Yesterday went to play candles and fire with WenLe, YiJian, Bryan, Justin and Shaun. It was fun ^^
Played with deoderant (?) :b flammable <:






Gonna say nights to the cyber world, tmr is the start of the class tests !!"$%^ :@ JIAYOUS JIAYOUS, I CAN DO IT! ^^

PRECIOUS HOLIDAYS.

SEE HOW PRECIOUS THIS SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS IS? THERE'S ONLY ONE WEEK AND WE HAVE TO COMPLETE SO MANY ASSIGNMENTS. HENCE, WE MUST MAKE FULL USE OF IT!

Monday, had the motivational camp. They taught us how to have good time management and setting goals blah. Supposed to be a 2 days camp but the school cramped everything into one day. hence all the activites were so rushed and packed, can't do our activity properly then times up.



Done by Me, WenLe, Tracy, Dannia, Jean and Priscilla ^^

But there's always a learning point and something good in everything. Through this camp, i've bonded closer with my class girls! ^^ I think they're so awesome man.HAHAS,dannia with the wonderful banana has got us laughing the whole day. And the great experience was clearing the rubbish. That smart ziyang go throw the rubbish bag without tying properly, and all the rubbish, the maggie soup, everything just flowed out. OMG, we had to pick up and it was after dinner. I swear i felt nauseous. But i always have this mindset, if no one's gonna do it, you'll have to do it. Cause it needs someone to do it but since no one wants, you gotta be the one :)
Went home around 8 plus :)

Not to forget about the handsome camera guy, eye candy ;)

Tuesday.
I went for guzheng lesson in the afternoon, and headed back home to mug.
I've decided that this holiday ain't gna have much life for me as i seriously need to mug. The 38/41 for class position is saddening, but it's a good motivation as well ^^

Wednesday.
Went bugis NLC library to study with my dearest colleen, gave her the card. I'm so sorry i'm late. I guess it was extremely unconductive to study in the library as whispering is bad for throat! Did math, then left around 6 plus, meet jiahua and huimin (colleen's friends, my friend too! ^^) Supposed to go catch Smurf but Bugis junction shaw house under renovation? SAD TTM. Shopped, then headed home ^^

Thursday.
Today supposed to have guzheng lesson. But jobain couldn't make it so it's cancelled. Ended up rotting at home, but suddenly shufen jio me go watch movie. HEH, yay! some taiwan chinese movie ^^ So much about the mugging, maybe not ;)

Friday.
Chicken little outing tomorrow, chicken littles off to kite-flying. EXCIED ^^

Life's great .

Hey all, lots have happened while i'm busy preparing for my 2011 YNDA concert.
I'm proud to say that the concert's a success. All the hard works have not gone to waste. If you've followed me on twitter, i'm sure you guys will see photos of my badly bruised knees during the practices for the concert. DanceFactory, we've worked very very hard for this concert. Dedicating every Tuesdays and the whole Sunday for dance, and 1 month before concert we started with the rehearsals, linking-up , full dress in jurong and sengkang... It was a commitment of tuesday, saturdays and sundays. And going home after 12 from jurong, parents complaining and unhappy. But i'm glad to say, it was all worth it. The hundred or maybe thousand of audiences sitting there enjoyed our concert. Our concert did have a certain standard :)
It's the same feeling of lost now that the concert have end. But i have no extra time to spare too. Upcoming is my guzheng exam and SA2, really gna practice and mug hard.
Lastly, i sincerely thanked all we came for my concert.
Darren, YiJian (came last year too!), JustinTan, Brian, BryanChiang, ShiQi, ShuFen, TengYong, YouZhi (Dexter), HuiXin, JiaSiang, Shermin, WeiShien, Alex.
ZhongYi & Sam (Chingay xiaolaoshi)
Not to forget, Mummmy, Daddy, Xiao Yi (aunt) and my cute little cousin JingXiang ^^
You guys ROCKS TTM seriously <3

HAPPY TEACERS' DAY

That awesome week of holiday before holidays.

Monday.
Went to celebrate Bryan Chiang's birthday with WenLe, Darren, YiJian, JustinTan, and BrianLim :)
Bought a mango cake.
DAHAHA, went sentosa. Played beach ball, monkey. LOLS, pull chiang and brian into the sea. Brian injured his leg :x Me and wenle got damn wet cause we like splashing and pushing each other. I think we enjoyed ourselves the most :b oh ya, borrowed a lighter from the lifeguard and they all look at me like, are u crazy? xD but in the end failed to light up the cake cause the sea breeze is super strong! :b after that the boys camp in this tend as it was raining. When the rain subsided, me and waiyu go beach sit by the sea and talktalk :) PEACE.















I did sand drawing too. After that went mac slack ^^



There's a lot more in my phone that i didnt upload cause kinda confidential :b




Tuesday.
YNDA rehearsal, without costume at jurong. Jacky says it was to get our muscles warmed-up :) As long as i'm dancing, i'm happy.

Wednesday.
Guesss what? Express day, we went sentosa again. Honest opinion, it wasnt fun. But i do appreciate the school for organising this day for us. Although we were kinda cheated that theres no Luge ride.





After that went back school for teachers' day rehearsal. Tomorrow's the day.

Thursday.

Happy teachers day.

Me and Zavier was the emcee :) so happy today can. I talked to him ^^ HAHA! It was a great experience being the emcee for the first time.
After that went back to nanchiau with my BFFS; shiqi and cheryl. Saw a lot juniors from hougang! :O
The pathetic thing is, i only saw mildred and yanlin from 6I, rest all die le =x
After that meet justin bro go bugis do purple extension.
HAPPY GIRL 96 !

Friday.
For some reasons i swear i can't rmb what i did on this day.. No matter ow hard i tried.