It's time to believe in Fate .

Today, Day 4.
HIAK! xD Learning from my laopo, shiqi :))

Today woke up at 8, morning call anthony chongggggggg. Bought mac for breakfast, went to school and took SMRT bus to SiMei ITE! :D Learned dance again today. Abit sianss!! xD And yayyy, ryan's back! DAHAHA. Today was a long day, did formation too :)

After NDP went point with anthony and jiasiang. Anthony reading my twitter, to improve his english! WOAH, i didn't know my english so zai! xD I ate a lot unhealthy food. Went back school to help xintao check who's going for the LCM camp, then went anchorvale to swim ^^

It feels so good to be in water :D PEACE.

Was chatting with haikal'lizard at night, i'm glad that i've inspired one more human being! :D
And somehow, i just very feel like blogging about our conversation here, cause it was kinda bringing back some feelings :)

Haikal: Actually, i still cannot forget her. Can you say somethign more epic and violet, to knock some sense into me.
Lynete: There's so much things in life u can do other than to love . Holding on is like the most heartbbreaking situation u can ever get in ... She's not really affected . Maybe u hope to be able to touch her heart one day . But you've given so many tries already, u did ur best, and the answer us clear. Why are u choosing to suffer when cleary u can live off better without her?
Haikal: Its true. What you said is indeed, reality. Thanks dino. I feel like crying, somehow. Everything you told me is really true. All that's written, is what i really feel. Its the things that i've been keeping inside. How can you understand my feelings? You're dope.
Lynette: Hahas. Cause i used to feel the same way too :D It's the feeling u find urself pathetic in and kept wanting to move on but you tell urself u moved on and after few days, u find urself saying, damn, i'm just deceiving myself ... And somehow from no idea where you got hope and felt like trying again, and ending up with mroe heartbreaks.
Haikal: Wow. Like dino, like lizard. All samesame. Aiyo. I forwarded it to her. I asked her whether its true or not.
Lynette: :O! may i ask u, why did u ask her? Is it because you want a definite answer from her once again before you can move on? :O
Haikal: Yeah, i wanted to know. Woah, you can read my mind is it! You seem to know every move i made. You pro.
Lynette: Cause i did that too xD Like maybe 1-2 months back? HAHA!!
Haikal:Tsk! No wonder luh. Actually, what you told me, you can apply it on yourself too.
Lynette: I've moved on. I'm ahead of u! xD Cause this time it's not like the others, it's a very determined one ^^
Haikal: Then its determination that would make me move on. Thanks dino, you're a hell of a dinosaur. I thought you were just a giant, but its more than meets the eye. I salute you! (:

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Actually, i choosed to blog this part of our conversation, theres a reason. I see my old me in him. It's scary to see history repeat. But at the same time, i find it hilarious that someone was in the same plight and i'm not the only stupid dumbass who won't give up! DAHAH!

I hope one day you will go and read those cards that i did with so much effort for you again. Please don't read them once and keep them in a corner...

Now, from shiqi.

Nothing live to last forever. You only carry away memories. And what to do with memories, you prefer to keep it sweet or like just use other to cover over it, only you can decide <:
This was really a tough decision ...

=)

10th June 2011, Friday.
Morning went pasir ris for guzheng ^^ around 12+ headed to whitesands, eat yogurt :)) Went popular bought 2 storybooks, and mrt-ed all the way from Pasir Ris to Chua Chu Kang meet my dearest ai ren; Collen! <3 She super cute. I reaching, she called me and ask wanna go town! xD So i travelled all the way back to around orchard, Far East. XD We were all poor kids, so it was really just window shopping! xD Let pictures do the talking,


Couldn't resist temptations, ate KFC for lunch and after that bought bubbletea. Thank godness somehow the pearls tasted super disgusting, literally like plastics. So i didn't eat at all! ^^ DIETING ON GOING!

A short day but enjoyed myself and with colleen's friend; jiahua, my new friend! :D She's suepr cute, SERIOUSLY! :D

:)

9th June 2011, Thursday.
Went to bugis with amantha today! ^^ It's so nice + fun to shop with her! Somemore she'll constantly remind me that i'm on diet whenever my cravings for bubbleteas and icecreams comes! :DD We bought a lot today! To her its a lot of clothes with a total new more mature style. To me, i'm adding on to my scarce nice clothings! :DD We bought a lot a lot of things together. HEH! xD Like how we wore around the asme today too! :D Had lunch, shop @ Street, then Junction. Bought $20 worth of nail-polishes from TheFaceShop. xD Cam-whore :)) Rounded up the day at Nex, after buying my SapphireBlue nail polish from Etude House, and shihlin XXL chicken for dinner! :D



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She's really sweet to give me a polaroid of us and the polaroid is winnie the pooh de! :DD

:)