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Awaken by the realistic and dark side of the human world


Can't Nobody- 2NE1

HELLO world. It has been the 6th day since my new life :D Everything' going quite well so far? No more emotion breakdowns, no more sad lynette. Lynette has been becoming more aggresive nowdays instead of being sad. SIGHS, i wonder why. I'm just horrified by people's 'Id' . According to Sam, 'Id' is like the dark side of youself? It's a psychological term. Well well, school everyday ends with a chain of packed activities. But this week really enjoyed dancing :D Be it SYF, or Oschool :)
Went to OSchool for lyrical hiphop wih Jocelyn, Pedro and JunRen. Got to know them alot better, and Pedro has got the ACCENT! xD Dance till late night, SHIOK. OMG, lyrical is awesome TTM, waiting for jocelyn to upload videos we spammed onto facebook! :D School, i think i'm scoring a 1 out of 25/30 for AMATH? :X elaine was complaining she lost 1M. LOLS! I'm so sad, i feel stupid or is that AMath is just too difficult for my simple brain. xD I always have a fortune for mind reading and stuffs, and amazed by how my brain could inference so many things out from small details i observed. but maths? No way, ,one long equation i see, my mind goes blank. :b In class almost daily, either me, wenle, yijian or kevink would spot 11:11 after recess, and shout '11:11!' and then everyone clasps our hands together and make a wish ;)

3E1 made a cheer for the carnival today :D It was awesome, ideas by me with the song 'Dynamite'. Although i have no idea does it sound like a cheer or singing, but singing can be part of a cheer too right? xD KEKE. :) We lost BMCC, to lots of classes, SIGHS!

Well, i'm thoroughly lost faith in all humankind :) Oh god, tell me what i've did to deserve all these? Trying your best to be a good friend to others, but people take you for granted. What value does these 2 words 'Best Friends' hold now? when we were young, we used to say BFF, best friends forever so easily out of our mouths. Slowly as we grew, we cancelled out the forever, cause we realised that it's quite unrealistic to keep a forever. Now, i look around myself. Yes i do have a circle of friends, but best friends that really understand me and i really understand them, that could share all the pain and joy with without any other things? 0. Why must humans have such a comeptitive heart? When you regard someone of importance to you, a small thing that person do will have a great impact on you. Be it intentional or unintentional. CUT.

clearing up the air between us. It was a hard 2 months after i finally managed to get over you. Occasionally, you do appear in my mind. But pictures of you crashed after recalling what you did to my heart. Why must you be like that, in order words, saying it in a less plesant way, why must you be such a jerk?

I wanna train better and better for my dance. I wanna be an outstanding dancer. Oschool, i know if i continue taking courses from there, i'll definately improve, ALOT. Let's hope that i can make it weekly to save enough money to go for that one class. :D Plus i can manage all my homeworks and piano, guzheng, dance commitment @ Dance factory, @ UNI performance (PA), @ HS Chinese dance and @ Oschool. how awesome :) Being a pure student, i definately need to spent alot time with my subjects too. So my life is just, MAXED OUT.

If i had more time, i really wanna write an entry on the topic 'ATTENTION'. If i had more time, off to do homeworks and revisions bfore i tuned in the night early. Tomorrow there's a workshop for leaders @ Singapore Poly, going with huixin and yiyan. After that wanted to go some dance @ Oschool, but jocelyn's not free. SIGH, nevermind. Come back home and study! :b Maybe gonna start guzheng lesson @ by Jobain, hmmm, who knows. xD