Valentines, falls on a day before 15th...

Woke up, raining the whole night.

The sky's crying, even the sky breaks down after staying strong for so long. But, sunshine never fails to appear after rain :) It's okay to fall, just remember to pick yourself up and learnt from where you fall :)

Had mac, sasuage mac griddle is egg is just AWESOME :) Hate wearing sneakers in wet weathers, cause you soak ur feet and it's soooo disgusting :b Reached school, assembly was in hall.

First period had AMath test, then did some graph work. Miss Huang said theres only one failure for the EMath test, and its a boy, however theres a few borderline passes. 10/20. I'm relieved, passing is the best thing i can hope for already! :D Physics, recess. Ate nasi padang wit wenle. Bio, went through osmosis, diffusion :b English, then SS. Test was postponed, HAHA! AGAIN ._. Cause he said he had some more important assignment for us to do. Geog, had class quiz, it was out of 10 marks :) I don't think i do well, but i think i passed. :) CDL, went hall for a combine level talk. It was freaking cold. Is the school kuku or something, why on aircon when its raining! ¬!"$%^&* WenLe was complaining so i lended her my jacket. Ended up really very cold i couldn't take it, so she gave me back my jacket. THen warm myself awhile, pass to her again. HAHAS, we're taking turns to wear it :D

School ends, went canteen. Eat again, finger food. OH no, i'm feeding myself like a 'oinkoink!' xD Went hall for the monitor's investiture rehearsal. Before that was around the grand piano talking with his very funny teacher. HAHAS, he's showing us a score thats not the piano score but some sort of guzheng score, and asking us to play. He say if we can play means we got standard to play the piano. And i read correctly, he keep saying is wrong, he then wrong lor! TSK, me and shirely guzheng want ley! :b And its such a simple song with only right hand, he say this type of songs need 3 years to master want. HAHAS, then joshen showed him Beethoven fur elise, he's like. This one my child Grade 1 can play already? -.- LOLS! :b Went for rehearsal, i can't blend in, it's so sad! >: Was learning how to blow the owl sound with your hand! :O

After that slacked away in hall, played abit of piano with yijian, joshen, shaun and kevin.k. Shaun was like sleeping in the hall, LOLS! After that walked walked walked and walked. Walked to point, shaun buy KFC. And continue walking, until near monfort there de mac :b I ate my dinner there, joshen went home already. Was having a super funny conversation. All the conversations with kevin.k is funny wan laaaa! then me, kevin.k and yijian was like laughlaughlaugh, then that guy beside me just give the 'i don't care, and i'm not interested' face! HAHAS. Ate the new fortune fillet, eee, not nice want lor! :b So YiJian, what's the reason? :D Took 88 with shaun, he sit few stops then alight like some drunkard! xD

Reached home, played the piano. Then, was stretching then i fell asleep xD I don't know how to go to the interview for the iModels thingy tomorrow, i look sooooo fat! WAKAKAKA, any diet now won't help! :b Woke up, bathed and did some homework :)

YAY, dance, piano then interview tomorrow. Hopes shiqi can come with me, its scary. :b

Inspired.

OKAY, sorry readers for not posting. As yesterday my window was under repair and i had to clear away all the things on my table, if not it'll be terrbile if my things get wet, RIGHT? xD and, my day was rather boring. :)

Woke up, went for last day of work at Mac. Last free meal too, xD Returned uniform and went home. SLEEP. Woken up by mother around 3, ask me go dance. I skipped it willingly, the first time i had such a strong urge NOT to go dance :b Seriously i don't want do that stupid couple dance, it gives me uncomfortable-ness ! xD continue sleeping, woke up at night.
Did some revisions for the 3 test tomorrow. Practiced piano, and this was how my boring sunday ended! :D

I'm AWESOM£!

#ZodiacFacts As a #Cancer do not dig around things that should be left well enough alone.
A #Cancer cuts to the chase. Giving oodles of love, care and reassurance when required.

Today, woke up late for geog remedial. Still planning to go mac for breakfast de :b Took taxi to school. Reached on time, miss li started lesson.
1 hour lesson, i asked bicheng a kuku question. He still doesn't admit, HAAHHA! Must find out! :D (KPO!) After that went hall to play piano with joshen and yijian. I the noobest lor, so sadds! >: YiJian's wedding dress is not perfect yet! :b the nocturne song is COOL! :D I wann learn mariage d'amour first! :D Went point mac and ate lunch with joshen. Bused 88 home :) I realised i'm such a humourous person whos good at making people laugh! :D

Reached home, practiced piano. realised my piano can record de! :D Practiced wedding dress and trid abit of river flows, abit sians. I learnt Mariage D'amour right hand already :D HAHAHA, very tired now after straining my eyes. I'm tired, but i can online, but i can't do my revision. Oh no, theres 3 tests on monday, JIAYOUS LYNETTE! <:

HAHAHAAHAHA!

CHINESE DANCE FTW! :D

for the win, gold with honours! :D

Woke up, wanted to go buy mac but saw bus coming, rather not be late :)

Lessons sarted with PE, forgotten bring PE pants. ShiQi lended me FBT, thanks :) And me and WenLe both wear FBT. Surprisingly, mr ng didn't say anything! :D Learnt dribbling of basketball today, my dribbling sucks! :b I have to stare at the ball when i dribble if not it'll run away! x) And i look kuku! xD
Bio, chinese. Went hall for some chinese reporters talk. Seems interesting, maybe if xintao joining i'll join too :D Jocelyn, jeannie, etc all want join because they want see SHINee! HAHAS, talking about SHINee, JONGHYUN! :D Oh yaa, && (Miss A, versus (...), only joshen knows i think, the sacarsm behind it,WAHAHAH! xD) Recess stayed in hall with zoe and qiaobin, listen joshen play piano. It's just way too marvellous, i'm jealous. KEKE, the sad songs rocks, but making the atmosphere abit sad also :b I hope i'll be better than him one day! :D
Math, teacher taught of on drawing graphs. I forgotten bring my Curve ruler! :( And BiCheng forgotten to do his homework, he is always standing during math lesson! x) Miss Huang ask me to like remind him or something, like how lor! :b Last period was Chemistry, talked about seperation of mixture. LALA, school ended :D

Went canteen to eat with wenle and elaine, was famished. Forgotten to show the class the design for the class tee. Dance @ Hall. Warm-ups. Had muscle aches from yesterday's split, and today i think i must be crazy to ask teacher help to press me down again. OUCH, walking hurts now! but all this is worth, no pain no gain! :D Gotten our chinese dance tee, hotpink! WOHOO! :D Practiced the SYF dance, from 1 all the way to around 5.30? :) It waas super tiring, sweated like a pig, instead of perspiring! xD But today had the 'i did my best feeling', i think that when our body is warm and we sweat, we can perform better :b Dance ended, went to pack the music room store room. Digged out super old costumes from the pioneer batch of seniors. HAHAS! Me and WenLe learning Magician on the music room piano :) After that went GRC wall play piano awhile, and took 156 to compass with shiqi, cheryl and shufen :)

Dinner with shufen at subway. Was planning the chinese dance camp. Halfway done, jiayous! :D Halfway yuelong call me, ask me where am i. LOLS, then suddenly see him at subway with his classmate i think! LOL! I look super unglam but he was nothing better too, WAHHAHA! xD Went home around 8.30 :)

Reached home, bathed and blog. There's extra geography remedial tomorrow to make up for the lessons that we've missed cause miss li was sick! :O And it's early in the morning, 8-9! Guess gotta sleep early, jiayous! :D No chingay practice tomorrow :) Probably meeting some friends to go out study in the afternoon or just rot at home? :D

I'M AWESOME! (Y)

Thanks to people of the day :
Shaun, for helping me find the class tee supplier.
ShuFen, for planning the chinese dance camp with me :)

Chinese dancers, i believe our hard work will be paid off :) So work towards the goal that we have! :D March intensive camp is gonna be AWESOME i promise :D

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KEKE haha, see that guy over there? He's jonghyun! :D I find him quite hot ya know! ;) As i was doing math revising at shirely's house yesterday, i was looking at her wall full of shinee posters. I saw, onew, key, taemin, minho, (...) then i ask who is this? JONGHYUN, and today i ask wenle show me his photo from her phone. and i concluded : HE IS HOT! :D I've never said i don't like KPOP and stuffs, but all along i'm neutral, now i'm still neutral, but only i think jonghyun is hot? :b, taeyang's second :D

Maybe i should quote this from wen le : I THINK I'M PMS-ING ! X)

SCHOOL, had oreos for breakfast :D I flunk my e math chapter 1 test. I wanna cry more when eric told me he took the same test and he say its so easy -.- My math really sucks, i need a tutor! >: Had SS test. Whole day that guy beside me (bicheng), was using his iphone under the table during lesson. Is it that interesting? Why i see people clicking and clicking the whole day, won't bored want meh? xD English, school ends! :D

Went canteen with chinese dancer, bought milo. Went hall for CNY rehearasl. Warm-ups, laoshi literally sat on me and my legs splitted, :b Ouch! But its soo good to feel the ground :D LALA, rehearsal didn't really go well. I always have the feeling that i could have done better, and i don't like that feeling :b I'm super duper sad about my math test, as 6m is just gone cause i gave up during the last 2 mins :x After 2 runs of rehearsal, practiced our SYF dance. Dance ends! :D

Took bus 156 to compass with shufen, shiqi and cheryl. ShiQi, get well soon alright! You're so awesome that you're sick and you still come for rehearsal! :D Oh ya, joshen get well soon too! I know you're coming back to school tmr! :D On bus shiqi showed me, Miss A, Shinee, and 2PM's video. I like 2PM more than 2AM, cause they're more to dance, and 2AM is more vocal (taught by shiqi!) :D 2PM's dance is better than SHINee! :b And Miss A's dance are marvellous, their actions are nice and sharp, not like some act cute! :b BEAST was being introduced to me too, but i didn't really absorb anything about it :b Went popular to accompany shiqi get pencil lead and her vampire book. Then, they went home while me and shufen went mac to have our dinner :) Ate fillet meal with strawberry sundae :D ICECREAMMMMMMM! <3 Went to take a look at our chinese dance tee, it's awesome :) Maybe not very perfect, but it's nice enough if we all wear it :D

Reach home around 9. Bathed and practiced guzheng, piano. Have no mood to do homework today, guess its because of my math. I need a tutor, SERIOUSLY! I need to buck up on my math! Time flies, its 11 plus already. I saw 11:11 just now. I made a wish. :) But of course, no more you :D I need to do my homework, pack my bag and sleep. There's dance tomorrow, jiayous! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QING QING (L)

Woke up, went to have mac. Joshen phang seh-ed me cause he having sore throat, CHEH! xD

Well, got scolded during engoilsh lesson cause didn't complete the vocabulary worksheet. Clear instructions were not given out lor, so many people didn't do too! :b Assembly.
After that SYF participants stayed back and briefing by VP (mr ng) about balancing our studies and SYF (esp. sec 4).

Went to GRC wall meet jacelyn with wenle and cheryl. Went toilet to help and fill buckets of water bags, while shirely and others went point to get the cake. WE're throwing a surprise party for QQ! :D we lied to QQ is celebrate, xintao's birthday, lied to xintao is celebrate qq's birthday. But actually is celebrate both of their birthday, plus jacelyn! :D Sang 3 timess birthday song! QQ first, followed by xintao then jacelyn. Took group photo :D Then jiasi said everyone make a wish as its new year. Then i was wishing halfway, suddeny hear people shouting! OMG! They alread planned to make on the 3 of them faces but we all didn't know too! :D I made alot cake at QQ face :3, and she only manage to put some cream on my arm. KEKE. Me and Wenle like happily eating the cake there while the rest all say fattening, eat abit or don't want eat. xD and they started playing the water bags. WAA, then i stepped into parade square, i said : ' SHIRELY, wo ai ni!' (throws water bag at her!) HAHAS, learn from QQ de, she did that to wen le! xD LALA, also don't know who throw who, just keep throwing and throwing, see who throw who. Like killing chickens like that, everyone was screaming and having fun :) We made alot alot of water bags, but awhile then play finish le. They took the bucket and refill water to play, i played using my nike! Zoe was wearing uniform so she can spray us we cannot spray her! Then i hao xin lend her my waterbottle she spray me¬!"£%$^& After that jacelyn was like playing with herself, and we all tired and pack up liao. So we sat in the circle, waiting for her to come and just let her pour finish the water then can go home le. xD Zoe went to refill her waterbottle, and went to pour water when we're all sitting in a circle! She poured on me the most, and its the water cooler water, she pull open the back of my shirt, and ¬!"£$%^& WAAA, COLDCOLDCOLD! xD I was still saying ' Zoe, you don't have extra shirt becareful don't get wet' , and she walks towards me and pour! :b JiaSi also poured alot water on me cause i sprayed her using my waterbottle and she wanted take revenge! xD They all gang bully! All pull me, snatch my waterbottle, wenle keep tickling me so i'll let go of the bottle, and spray! ROAR, xD Really very fun :)








Went to dry ourselves up and changed back into uniform :D Raining, waited for rain to stop and went to shirely's house :D
Revised for the EMATH test at her house, her brother is cute! :D HAHAS, everytime he see me he'll like keep on jumping, but i'm still taller than him! xD and his eyelashes so long, wasted for a guy! :b Went compass to eat with shirely and her family. After that her dad sent me back :)

Reached home, bathed and did some math practice. Was really tired, went to bed :)

Life's crazy! <:

Being more crazy everyday than i can ever be. Having fun with my awesome friends! :D

School, geog miss li was absent, did class deco :) Then BIO, did cheek cells experiment. Me and WenLe almost gonna quarrel cause no one wanted to scrap the cheeks. It's disgusting laaa eww -.- And WenLe say because i'm older so i'm suppose to scrap -.- In the end thanks to damien to 'borrowed' us his cheek cells! HAHAS, it's cool! :D

taken by yijian's IPHONE!


Recess with clique and ate nasi padang :) Chinese, sat with Jean and read the passage, i'm attentive during low ah hoe's lessons! (Y) English, then physics and math! Mr Cheong came for physics, the class was even more quiet than normal. :b HAHAS! He teach teach teach, then kevin.f say : I WANT TO DROP PHYSICS NEXT YEAR ALREADY. (and he said it quite loud cause ziyang at almost the other end also laughing! HAH, joke! xD the sin i and sin r !! Math, miss huang really very funny! xD All kevin.k, kevin.f, yijian all never listen to lesson want! xD Miss Huang ask : Whats the highest power of x for a quadratic equation. 2 dunno, one said 3, or 0. Then they sabo sabo until yijian, also wrong. Miss huang ask, who's your best friend. YIJIAN : LYNETTE.
ME : (laughs), 2. xD

-school ends!-

Went to buy some finger food with wenle, shiqi and cheryl. Went for dance, 3 of the sec ones and a sec 3 joined today! :D The sec 3 was a transfer student, and i was 2 of the sec one's facil for their sec one orientation! KEKE :D Warmup, practiced for SYF. Then, ran through one time Chinese New year, and i packed and left for piano.

Piano, i realised its so wasting time learning wedding dress at piano lesson! Should learn proper stuffs like the grade 1 theory xD Went 7-eleven, bought mash potato and maggie for dinner. I was sitting at this high ledge eating my maggie, and it was like after work hours and people were walking around like staring at why is this girl sitting so high eating maggie up there. HAHA! I didn't really care, i also don't know you, i enjoy can liao! :D Saw this guy, walk pass me just nice eye contact with me and sweep his fringe to the side. HHAHA! Reminded me of chanchanchanchan zhilin and xavier soh's 'seducing' during christmas! xD

Reached home, bathed and realised the new year snacks are here! :D MUNCH MUNCH! There's Chemistry test, tomorrow, followed by SS test and E Math test respectively. JIAYOUS BA! :D

Ohya, i asked jolene a stupid question today!
(cause she's from 4E1)

ME : Will i die during SEC 4?
JOLENE : Why ley?
ME : Cause i sec 3 already very stress le.
JOLENE : HAHAS, sec 4 even more stress!
ME : AHH!

She says after SA paper, you'll realise physics is harder than bio, instead of the other way round now ._. GOOD LUCK TO ME!
And yay, shiqi's joining NDP! :D

I'm a HAPPY LYNETTE! <:

the couple dance that i had to dance with eric. I am standing behind and most of the time i am blocked by the couple infront :b

Today's marks a new beginning! :D Woke up, went school early meet wen le. She did her homeworks, tsk, never do during weekends! While i did some geography revision :) Assembly.

HAHS, bio streaming again, i am in Mr Ang (daddy)'s class! YAY! but not so happy cause i didn't really do well. 30.5/50! :( I'm soooo disappointedddd! At least daddy's voice doesn't make you feel sleepy! :b Recess stayed in class. WAA, until another monday again, still talking about the class tee ._. :X Thanks yuwei help me and wenle buy seaweed chicken. SS, test postponed again, 3rd time!¬!"£$^&* Me and Ziyang exchanged the (...) look. Well, geography ms li wasn't here. Had illegal gathering around yijian's seat. About the class tee again. WAA, then i just sit beside yijian then everyone crowd over, first it wa kevin.k, kevin.f, wenle. Then, elaine, joshen, darnia, then yuwei, damien. WAA, big commotion! :b HAHAS, realised that some people are actually critisizing me on facebook ... Nevermind, i should not be so immature and quarrel with them right? Just let them be, they're just making themselve feel terrible, while i'm not affected by it at all! CDL, teacher taught me something. Some concerns must be addressed tactfully. I did address it tactfully, but what did i got in return? HEH, nevermind. HAPPY THINGS! :D

After school, stayed back to further beautify the notice board. But Mr Cheong came in to do the grading for the BMCC already... HAHAS, failed butterfly and flower, all the glitter glue was dripping! :b Had lunch with kevin.k, kevin.f and joshen. Then rushed to take 156 to compass.

Meet up with the blogshop owner, ordered xintao's shirt from her. It's I <3 STITCH! :D And i did one for myself, I <3 DANCE! :D Loiter around compass, lrt-ed home.
Reached home, went to rivervale mall to sign resignation form for Mac Donalds. YAY, i'm official not a mac crew anymore. But still need go back on sunday to fulfill my last working day bedfore i'm fully OFF the JOB! went Daiso and Fairprice to shop. Bought files and snacks! :D I ate chips for dinner and i'm full until i don't have the mood to do anything already :/

Reached home, bathed and practice piano. KEKE! I'm progressing, i can feel! I can play the intro of wedding dress smoothly now! More hard work! :D Piano lesson tmr, and dance tmr! DOUBLE YYAYYS! :D

True love burns the brightest, but the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.

The day which i unprivate my blog will be the day which i officially declare that i totally gotten over it already. Jiayous, hope i can unprivate in the next 1 month! <:

After today, my blog will not be a place where i rant about how lousy did my life go today, but i will share the happiness of how well did it live my life every day! :D

Woke up, got shocked by a dumb person. I barely know him, never even see him in school, he tell me he like me? -.- ERR, dance did Possibility by BOA. Lyrical, the dance is nice, but its couple dance! Then jacky force me dance with Eric! GRR! Don't like him, so ungentleman-ly, EEEEEE! xD Feels so uncomfortable and got the feeling want to cry when dancing, i don't want come next week liao, cause they continuing the song! HAHAS, okay, shall not rant so much about him. Oh ya, weiling came to visit! :D

After dance they went basement to practice their song, think they're gonna learn fireworks, taught by yuelong. I didn't go as i met cheryl for swimmming. Went home, changed and took bus to hougang complex. I'm proud of say i waited half an hour for her, while muching on fries and oreos! HAHAS! :b was texting shiqi, poured all my feelings to her.

Had a great swim. Was convinced not to get out of the water till i knew exactly what did i want. I lost count, as i was recalling about the past 4 months, all the things that happened. Even the slightest and things that you may not remember. Playing maple, the first straw heart you folded. What happened on the 1st of august. I recalled all the way till 3rd month, and 4th, i couldn't remember, i don't know why. It stopped on 21st, i didn't want to continue thinking. Then, i asked myself what do i want, as i needed to move on. And i've decided, to clear all my questions by today. Get a answer. I'm not gonna write a thousand word essay to touch you, i just want a word of truth from you. What do i mean to you now? I'm ready to take whatever that's coming, go ahead and just say the truth. Even if it's negative, when i see you in school, i'll still shout hi! and continue with my life. :) Afterall, i'm lynette! :D

Don't live in perhaps, or life will be full of regrets.

It's the 23rd, one month has passed since the HLC camp'10, can go add the seniors le :D, cause they said 1 month no contact with them! :b And i think they're afriad of BGR issues xD (as concluded from me and huixin, brings back memories! '天下的男人都是一样的！' xD

Today, woke up happily around 2! :D Had maggie for lunch, prepared and meet jiaxing at cityhall around 3.15 :)

walked to F1 pit for chingay rehearsal. On the way i bought mango ice cream, its awesome with bread! :D Went to our holding room, tied our hair and put on make-ups. For me and my groups, our costumes were not ready yet so we had to wear DI shirt to face the media! :b Dinner was provided, then rehearsal run 1. The Bata shoes provided was not nice to wear! xD The seahorses (some guys i found out that they're working at resorts world), keep di-siaoing me! Cause they wear their seahorse mascot suit, then i can't recognise who is who, cause theey all look the same! xD And only they can see me, from thosse smalll boxes inside but i can't see them. So they keep using poking me with their funny funny coral thingy on their costume and waving to me when i don't know who are they! It's so scary! xD I only know it must be either Ida, Jonathan, Or Joeffrey. x) One of them kept di-siaoing me when i'm resting while waiting, then i keep asking ' who are you! ' xD Then he took my hand and wrote a leter J, then i say jonathan? Then he like so excited jumpjumpjump! HAHAS! So sad they're in their mascot costumes then cannot help me push the pushcart! :b And i was helping to push the push cart ... Cause another bangla never come then that poor guy 1 person pushing, so i help lor! :b While waiting for the finale, these group of girls were talking about the seahorses. HAHA! Alyssa's friends. And i KPO join in, and realised that one of the girl's eye candy was actually jonathan! HEH! But after they put on their seahorses costume, we forgotten which is who in it already! xD Had finale, yay! helium balloons ! :D But sad that we cannot play with it, and they're gonna waste them by bursting it. then went back holding room rest for 15 mins, run 2. Same thing, but this time finale was without the helium balloons! xD Went back holding area.

Dismissed around 11.30, went popeyes and jiaxing got her supper! xD Was telling her about all the fats in those food, and she kept saying RUBBISH! x) JiaSi's parent's sent me, jiaxing, yuling and jing jing home! :D We're all awesome ex-nanchiaurians :D But i was the oldest there! Oh ya, today during the rehearsal, chealsea kept laughing, like half an hour non stop you know, till pretty much annoyed me. Somehow looking at her laugh for too long, i feel a little sad. It has been so long since i've laughed so heartily till tears of joy roll down. Although kids are childish, at least they're happy everyday!



Reached home, removed make-up and bathed :) Feel so refreshed! :D Gonna sleep early, tomorrow waking up early to do homework before my dance classes! :) I WANNA LAUGH OUT LOUD ONE DAY! :D I SHALL.

Learning to be strong

although i'm not really a KPOP fan! But i think their dance is nice! :D

Today's the 21st,
someone asked me why i didn't post about him for my summary for friends in 2010, i've decideed to post it today :)

To You.
Firstly, thank you for the past 4 months. Although it may just be 4 short months, it was beyond word description. I miss the times we spent together, it was the happiest time of my life. But now, after having a mental fight with myself for so long, my wish seems impossible already, it's time for me to let go :) It's not that easy, i don't know how you just got over everything so easily. I don't want to know too. But i will, slowly pick myself up, i believe :) As you said, i hope that we can still be friends? :)


Today, woke up and ate maggie for breakfast :) Went to school. Taught Mr Sunny Ng wasn't coming as last week he said he was going reservice, so i wore FBT. but in the end he was still here! :b Bio, went through specialised cells. Chinese, did compo, kevin, wenle, yijian all keep calling my name!!!. xD Recess, went with clique. ME : 1,2,3 (we all sang happy birthday to QingQing! :D)

EMath, we finished chapter 1, YAY! :D Alot weekend homeworks! Chemistry, somehow miss lim is a good teacher but i always feel sleepy during her lesson! :( Oh ya, today was the first day sitting with bicheng in class. He very kuku, keep smiling and give me the question mark look! The onyl conversation i had with him was :
ME : AHH, 我不会做！(E-math lesson)
him : 我也不会做， （and he giggles to himself xD)
after school people were stressing me about the class tee~!@#$%^&*(), seriously pek cek -.- You guys complain complain complain, yes i'm the monitor, then what you want me to do! Start a war with her ah? -.- Then WenLe phangseh-de me ... as i was helping to tidy up the tables and clean up the classroom for the BMCC judging with ching man. Sms-ed her: You phang seh-ed me! :( She reply : kekeke. ZZZ, totally didn't feel like replying. Went to dance in a bad mood. went through the dance one time and i screwed it. It's like mrs cheng is coming to watch already, lao shi still do so many last minute changes ... Although theres no obvious mistakes, but i know that it's not the best that i can do! >: Then teacher kept picking on my new steps ... i feel like a failure. ZHA DAN, boom! Sorry i cried -.- All the stress was strangling me. I seriously don't like this me, i thought i am strong, but i was wrong. Optimistic doesn't mean that you're strong... I was much weaker than i thought ... i need to learn to manage stress and be sstrong!!!!!!!! (!) Then mrs cheng came in the hall, quickly dried my tears and we danced one more time for her. She then
gathered us and brief us about the dance. She asked me and shufen which we prefer, this dance or the 10th anniversary dance. To me, i prefer this because although the 10th anniversary seems nicer now, but after detailed polishing for this dance, it would be much better! :)
Dance practice continued, from 1 all the way to slightly before 5.15. So rare that we ended before time :) Mainly it was because the hall blackout and we didn't have power source to play our music :b Walked wenle to her bus stop, we bought rasberry ripple ice cream (Y)

88-ed home, my house downstairs was selling ice cream too. This ice cream man here brings back memories, i wonder if you remember... i guess not. :b Was tempted to buy one more ice cream, but decided not to! :)

Reached home, bathed and dinnered. Today has been a loong day. 21st really didn't turn out well, but it wasn't as bad as i've expected too. :D

And lastly, to BYJ, my name is LYNETTE (LEE - NET!) not (LER - NET!) ! ! !

Think Happy, Be Happy! :D

KAYYs, it doesn't work, i still see no taggs except those viruses links! :(

I'm sorry if i disappointed you, as this is me! :)

Woke up rather late, craving for mc griddle with egg, rushed to mac and i still made it to school on time! :D

Lessons, actually chinese lessons are not that bad now. I just needed to try and pay more attention to someone i really have a bad impression on! Was falling asleep during chemistry lesson, miss lim saw. But i was trying my best to stay awake but bi cheng beside me happily sleeping, make me feel like sleeping also! >: Recess with clique, first time try the western food, rate it 7/10, okay okay only :b

SS test is postponed for the second time. First time postpone, i nothing say. But today, postpone again, me and ziyang was like zzz¬!"£$%^&* It's not fair to those people who studied so hard for the test, but it always ends up being postponed. And then by the time next week test, need to study again as forgotten everything!

After school bought milo and went straight to hall for chinese new year dance rehearasl. Changed the bottoms only, dry run. After that had our own dance practice in the hall. I'm so close to my split, ahhhhhhhh! I cried as the first rehearsal was a bad start, after that i couldn't find my phone. That fear, it would be the 4th time if i lose my phone again... and i know i i lose it, my parents are definately gonna throw me down the 16th floor. After that luckily found it... Guess all the dancer's not in a good mood. Due to all the last minute changes of steps, and changing of props. Everyone was not used to the scarf and it affected the whole dance... However, lao shi just kept going with her instincts when we all were very unsatisied with the dance. The polished slippery floor and the new scarf made alot people slip and fell today. The stage was too small, i hit the kuku board behind on the stage. Hates to do a dance with no confidence. If only we sticked to the original version, using fans and without any alteration, our dance would be much neater now! Everyone's feeling moody today, try to care more for one another. You not feeling good, people ain't any better :)

Took 88 home. Reached home, bathed and dinner.
I hope tomorrow would be better. Although its the 21st, and i don't have a good feeling... But i believe everything is in your mental state of mind! :) That's why my title says : Think Happy, Be Happy! :D

Sorry for such a wordy post today! :b

You don't know me! :b

*winks at wenle, she's my no. 1 waiyu! :D



傻瓜，我们都一样，被爱请伤了又伤。
相信这个他不一样，却又再一次受伤。
傻瓜， 我们都一样， 受了上却不投降。
相信付出会有代价，代价只是一句， 傻瓜。

couldn't sleep yesterday night and was singing these 2 songs..
我只是一颗脆弱的心，放我去，我只想留下美好的。。。回忆。

HEY HEY PEOPLE! Do you guys still want me to update this blog, like daily? Cause i've got a feeling like no one's reading, although last year i know i have alot stalkers, but this year all different classes, and maybe there's no one reading anymore. Plus all the homeworks and revisions, i need more time for my academics. Unless you guys can show me that i have readers, by tagging, then i will continue daily, or else it would be maybe just a sum up by the end of every week? :b

Woke up, prepared and school. I'm so proud of myself everytime i make it to school on time! :D Lessons, recess with clique. Today only shirely and regina going watch the 'gui ye xiao', cause me, wenle and cheryl all got dance :b Basically during english lesson was already like going to fall asleep, but luckily the activity was quite easy :)
Assembly, i was listening attentively to the talk by mr chin about service learning. &&... they showed the video of CAMP mad, (project smile). WenLe says it brings back so much memories. But for me, i don't remember a thing about what happened, we learned magic, and... ER?? xD I remember i don't really enjoyed the whole camp :b

Went to meet the Touch people in canteen. YAY, there's NDP this year again! <: Theres this guy called weisheng joining us. And wablablabla, jeremiah wong joining also!!! (<-it's not a !! with exciment but its a !! with ZOMG -.-) Took the form, bought milo and went up to hall for dance :) Was praising elaine that can tell she did her best in the dance, then she spilled her milo outside hall. xD Accompanied her to find a mop.

DANCE, don't like it when its in the hall on the stage with all the badminton-ers. Cause Kevin.K, Kevin.F, Ryan, and (Joshen, DingYao, Jarel) -sometimes will all sit there and just stare -.-! Then they talktalktalk and laughhhhhhh, like i did something funny, the feeling is (X)! Joshen started playing wedding dress, made me walk towards the piano. Then, this badminton guy knew the full songgg! OMG, HOT! (the song -.-) HAHAS! Dance break, went canteen helped peeps buy stuffs. :D Very few came today, as it was a last minute extra practice. Dance ended with lots of sweat, and i hate the scarf! :( IT suddenly feels so difficult to dance with the scarf, i want our fan!
Ended my day outside hougang sec with an rasberry ripple icecream, first time trying ice cream with bread, YUMMY! :D Took bus 156 with Cheryl and Elaine.

Went compass, popular and bought stationaries, like pens, post it notes, reinforcement rings, correction tapes, files. HAHAS, basically i just went shopping in the popular. Then, went 77th street and got some ear sticks :), bused 86 home.

Reached home, bathed and ate maggie for dinner. It has been the same maggie for continuous 3 days already ... , and mummmy's angry with me cause i everyday ask $$ from her! :(
But i never anyhow, really alot of assesments book (those 10 years series), files that we need to buy extra for school. Somemore the dance tee, class tee, locker money, all i pay myself :( Even my stationaries! I'm broke! BROKEN, broke! :)

Study hard and earn more money in the future! :b

Today shall be it

Today shall be the day i forget everything, letting everything change into memories, and slowly turn into faded memories :) Why today? Mainly cause it's the 18th, and its a FULL MOON! xD HAHA, i'm not lying! :p


I stopped practically in the middle of the road to take this picture!

Praise me praise me. Don't ask me what happened, don't worry about me. I'm still that thick skinned, happy and smiling lynette! :DD (with double Ds to show that i'm happy! :))

Just realised that well, life is a pretty short one yea. So live it to the fullest. Enjoy what you have now, and don't envy of what other's have and what you don't. Don't compare around, you'll always be the best to yourself! :D Life's too short to make so many regretful decisions. Game over, get over. Now, i have my academics, dance, piano and other commitments like HLC and chingay here and there. Plus this duty of blogging daily, :b there's really no time for me to loosen down. (except when i sleep,maybe!) xD OKAY, i don't know is this called humourous or just plain lame, HAHA!

Class, changed seats during chinese and english lessons, as some students are not in class. We like a gang trying to oppose the other gang, hahas, was trying to come up with another design of class tee. Our gang (KK, YJ, JL, DL and LKSY!) Using initials to be more careful! :P

Recess with clique, after school went for monitor meeting. Sat with huixin and junwei. I'm, a lucky monitor, their class, one 3T1, one 3A(?), always got student missing want! HEH, mine just mark straight line over the attendance ^^ Bought some finger food and rushed to dance at music room.

Put on our blue costumes, changed the fan into just a scarf, look forward to the chinese new year performance yea, it's nice! (to me, not sure to you!) xD Wang Lao Shi was kinda frustrated as we were running short of time and there was alot of parts she had to alter as our props changed from fan to the scarf attached to our pants. I left early and went for my piano. Super sorry, i knew i was playing an important role there, but i really had to rush! :(

PIANO, sotong me forget bring book. Luckily got the Wedding Dress scores joshen gave me. Well, it's such a saddening song, somehow i like it although it doesn't really fits how i feel now x) Learned the verse for the whole 45 mins, sorry i'm only a beginner and having to cope with both left and right hands with chords and melodies everywhere can kill me! But i'm determined enough to finish the whole song and not giving up, that's me! :D

It's super shiok to have the STEADY-BOM-PEEP-PEEP driving attitude when you're doing something you really like and enjoy! :D

Took bus home from compass. On the walk home, realised that its a full moon today ^^ I stopped in the middle of the street, cause it was really nice and i wanted to take a picture. And i stood there for quite awhile, people were staring at me when they walk pass by luckily no oncoming vehicles! xD I realised something very weird about me, when i want to do something, even if it's something very stupid, i don't really care how people give those weird glances, as long as i enjoy! HEH!

Reached home, cooked my no.1 maggieeeee :D It's a sense of achievement to eat the food you cook yourself, even when its just maggie. The horoscope says that Cancerians are great cooks, i doubt that point! xD Gonna bathe, rest awhile and start working on my math homework ^^

Tomorrow have date with clique watch Gui Ye Xiao. But had to turn it down, sorry shirely & regina, cause we have last minute additional dance practice! Me, WenLe and Cheryl, i assumed all not going! :D HS CHINESE DANCE, HUAT AH! :)

Some things never known

please watch fullscreen for clearer view! :D I'm in all black! :P

Woke up, missed the last bus that could get me to school on time. So took taxi!

Reached school, USSR then go back class. Today's lesson was successful, as it means i've managed to stay awake for all lessons .... wait the sentence has not end yet, need add a bracket (except for CDL!) hahas! That bicheng beside me sleeping, see him sleep i also sleepy liao, mr sunny ng talking about discrimination. HEHE, sleep :D

After school's everyones just leaving. Felt rather pathetic being left alone. XinTao jio me go Nex but i choosed not to go, go home read bio :b Went compass, collected the Cap of stitch and bought bubbletea for lunch.

Reached home, did the card, TATA! pictures! :D Still got one more I LOVE STITCH TEE, i can write it big here cause she won't see it! :b meeting the blogshop owner soon to collect it, but can't tomorrow cause having monitor's meeting, dance and piano. I love tuesdays! :D




OKAY, time to study for my bio. At least even if i never do well, i know i did my best! :b

Pursuing your Dreams, achieving your Goals

“Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn’t arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I’m going to be happy in it.”
Groucho Marx


Cancers, have probably the hardest sign to manage in modern times. A Cancers insecurity is very great until they become centered.
Pisces, can book beneath the surface and make those they love feel they are truly understood. On the down side, a Pisces can avoid conflict to the point of lying and hiding emotions in order to keep things running smoothly .
I can't not, believe in horoscopes.

Woke up at 12:34 :D Ate lunch and this fruit that stains my teeths purple! xD Waiting for time to pass, dance later, but no auditions :( ...

YAY! WeiLing's coming to visit next week, miss her :)

Dance, started at 3.30. I feel like an alien who just dropped from Mars. HMM, needa do some partner thing but i had no partner -.- Tried starting conversations with people, but all ended up getting daooo... Dance till 5.30, jacky drive us back to compass.
Went mac buy dinner, felt sooo xtra inbetween that yuelong and jasmine, so i runnn first, HAHAS!

oh ya, bought a stitch cap for xintao, 25 bucks. Plus the I LOVE STITCH Tee, 15 bucks, i've spent $40 for her birthday presents, excluding cards. It's a joy in giving :)

Reached home, i think i needa brain-wash myself or something, i got this feeling of not awake and dream walking... HMMM!

More horoscopes! :D

Cancer, is sensitive to criticism. They may come across as so self-assured that they appear to be living in a fantasy world. They enjoy pleasure and social gatherings. They don't care to be alone most of the time. They are devoted to their partner. They are generous and creative in their relationships with others. They are good at empathizing with their loved ones.

The Cusp of Oscillation creates cancerians who are ambitious, sensitive, proud, creative, expressive, inspiring, cheerful, practical, romantic, passionate, realistic, generous and emotional. They may also suffer from self-centeredness, hyper-sensitivity, and have dependency issues.

Cancer may be an intellectual genius or they may be unscrupulous. They have excellent memories. They don't forget any detail… ever. They are fair, and will stand by both friend and foe in times of struggle. At the same time, they may have trouble letting go of grudges or slights they feel, whether real or imagined.

#Cancer : Its important for the person who falls in love with a cancer to realize that cancer will get very serious about the relationship very quickly. Their protective nurturing can be very comforting to a partner.
#Cancer Lover : Cancer is blessed with a unique intuition, and this works very well for a relationship. They have an excellent instinct for which relationship will work, and once they asses this, the relationship will never go wrong. There charm and magnetism are qualities which will prove most alluring, and coupled with their nurturing need, will prove hard to resist. They love to feel secure, so someone who remembers special days, or who finds no reason to celebrate, will find a tender and loving companion.

15th

how true...


it's the 15th, of january and i feel empty. Oh dear, i have nothing to say. >:

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15th, its such a big influence. Took 1 hour to fall asleep yesterday. Flipping and tossing, all the memories flashing. Those familiar words repeated again and again. I'm hugging domo, wondering are you hugging piglet? You shouldn't be, i guess. Memories, flashbacks. It all feels like a dream, i've just woke up, this is then reality. I find myself stupid, cause i still make the same wish. Maybe i should be more determined and perhaps this isn't that bad afterall...
Shouldn't i?

Woke up, rushed to compass meet jiaxing and went for chingay. Her sister fetched us, with her two brothers in the car also! OMG, the dog rush to me, luckily her brother hug it in time! we were a little late, but they just started preparing.

Rehearsal, the scotching sun made my cheeks look like they're blusing, HAHA! Needa push that mini float, heh. Made new friends from another group, ida, jonathan and joffery(?), and justin!. Today must thank ida and jonathan for helping me push the float, if not i GG.com! xD Was sweating and glitters all over my face, HAHAAH! My impression of the group of guys was still alright, until, 3 out of 4 of them went to smoke -.- EEEEEEEee, smokers! (X) HEH, but they very bad, i want try pushing the float myself, but they look down on me think i cannot push, keep on helping me! I POWER WANT OKAYYYYYYYYYY! xD Oh ya, after that one of this girl actually said that guy, named joferry or something is her eye candy. xD HAH, but can't help her much cause never really talk to him. Lunch, then went marina square, citylink shopshop :D bought shoes from cotton on, earrings, bangles, and rings. Lastly, my hot pink addidas waterbottle! :DDDDDD YAY :) Rushed back for second round of rehearsal.

Went holding area, did some homework and had dinner. The place was very wet as it rained. I love the rain, hoho. A mass rehearsal, i sweated in the cool breeze! I think i did alot work and used alot energy today by pushing that float! And OMG, finale i saw eric and russel, like SHOCKED! xD Chingay ended, walk to the flyer there waited for jiaxing's sister to come. Saw eric, russel and calvin twinnn and the... (xavier(?), ingelica's brother) outside subway. Oh yaaa, i saw Alvin todayyy. HEH, i ignored him. Cause i don't know how face him and awkward laaa! xD Bubbletea's awesome :)

YAY, the ride back no more oshio (jiaxing's golden retriver). Chatted back memories of primary school life, dance and guzheng. HEH! :D

Reached home, couldn't stop eating the awesomeee jellies dady bought back. It's quality jelly, super niceeeeeee! :D Bathed and, boo, 15th's over ;)

Being MYself :D

They're not gay, they're awesomeeeeeeeeee! :

Thanks zhilin and anthony for cheering me up yesterday, you guys are awesomee too :D
Today, woke up and there was extra time, wanted to go buy macccc. Butttttt, fatssss stopped meeeeeeee! xD Bused to school.

Lessons, wellll, today was more energetic than yesterday. The fact that school ends at 12.30 todayyy! :D Had PE, FBTs not allowed! >: Recess with wenle, so troublesome, change to uni, then dance changed back to PE. x) Bought locker, share with wen le :) Sooooo awkwarddddddd! :b
Lunch didn't eat, bought milo went up to hall for dance :D Practiced the dance on stage, with badminton people totally staring -.- AHHH, somehow audience that you know are more scary than audience that you don't know! :P Dance from 1.15 till 3, people's attitude are alot more serious and can see they're all trying their best now! :D Taught them some basics, practice practice practice :)

Bused to hougang mall, took MRT to chinatown meet mummy. Went to change my slippers, cause it sort of broke :b Then went to have dinner at some hawker center, with alot weird weird people. I feel so insecured wearing FBT! Everyone like staring, what' wrong with my leg? -.- Walked around, mummy was so interested in introducing all those people's park mall bla bla places. She is familiar with chinatown as how i'm familiar with somerset! xD After that, around 5+ still early, decided to head to bugis to search for my dance pants! :D

Bugis street, forever crowded! HOHO! Search search search, was really tiring for my legs, to walk with such a heavy bag and somemore muscle aches from dance! x) In the end, bought a dance pants, a floral top, 2 very very cute t-shirt, one is like a dancer (!), 1 half oversized tee, 2 tubes (hot pink and apple green!) and one high waist pants. Both my wallet and my card until bloopbloop liao! xD After that when about to leave, went TOPSHOP and bought another long dance pants. Went Mac sit sit eat ice cream. Bought vanilla cone and took Caramel dip and slowly put it onto the vanilla cone! Then become caramel vanilla! HAHAHHA! xD Ice creamm makes me :))))))))!

MRT-ed home, reached home around 11 sharp. WOAH, time flies! Theres actually a pile of homeworks waiting for me, and never ending revisions to do! HEH, tomorrow theres chingay from morning to night, afternoon got one long break. Maybe bringing my books there to revise? :D

I'm starting to move on,
JIAYOUS LYNETTE! :D:D:D:D:D:D

I HATE DAD.

-.- What's the fucking problem with him. He really pissed me off like ¬!"£$%^&*(). Now i finally realised whats one thing that makes me angry, my dad -.-

He keep ask me study study study. Then i got study, only take a rest what. Whole day studying, after school still intensive training, tired like shit. Then he scold me selfish, say what he at outside earn money so hard for me, and i'm over here doing nothing :/ Onlyy know how to waste his hard earn money. Fine la, if that's the case, i don't mind going to work part-time you know. I rather be harder on myself, earn my own money, and spent my own money -.- Still scold me useless and dumb. ZZZ, i study so hard for last year SA2 to prove to him that i really put in my effort, since i've promised him to do well. But he's never contented -.- He wants me to go Jc, i want to go Poly, he scolded the shit out of me when i told him i wanted Poly -.- FINE, so i took triple sci, hopingg to get myself into a poly. And i also intending to take UNI, cause can earn more money in the future -.-
Then everyday he just come back home from work claiming that i'm useless, i di nothing... And scold scold scold, scold me and my mother say we cursed his life :/
In chinese, he said, ni men zhe liang ge ke xin (cursed star), shuaii ren.

And his cristism, it's really making me feel, yes, i really suck, i'm uselss, i'm lousy. YEA, what's the point for studying so hard, i'm still a failure to him, a failure who only knows how to dance -.- He never approved me of taking up any leadership roles, taking responsibilities, being the monitor, dancing, he never supported -.-

i needa IMPROVE <:

Ohhh myyy, they're superrr sexyyyy! I jealous! xD

OKAY, my day began with maggie as breakfast :) Prepared a box of gummies to school, suppose to last me the whole day but i finished in during the first lesson. HAHA! I love sweeeeeets :D Just realised words that ends with the letter E are very cool. Eg, LYNETTEEEEEE, DANCEEEEEEE, SMILEEEEEE, IMPROVEEEEEEEE, LOVEEEEEE :D aawesomeeeee right? :)

Somehow i feel this week is a very long weak, hmm! Maybe cause its back from holidays and serious lessons started. Its the first time i've been so attentive in class :D, good job!
Today kevin.k had some physics questions, xD But i wasn' that funny as the geography want. Anyway, i've just posted myself a question. Why the teacher teacher, sublimation is from solid , actually got melt but the melting point and boiling point is the same, so the melting is too fast to be seen, then it boils and change to gas already. But, textbook writes, melting does not occur. Straight from solid > gas. HMM! :O! Can someone give me an accurate answer? xD During E math lesson, miss huang was like, i like kevin kang, always with his smile. After that she said, Lynette also! xD HAHAH, cool <:

After school, lunched with chinese dancers. Why am i always the last to finish my food! >: Dance at the hall, shared with badminton and modern dance, the hall was crowded but we had essential space for us to dance :D Warm-up was intensive, 300 kicks, 30 back. Practiced our SYF, yay, i can see more and more of the wonderful big pictureee already :D Jiayous dancers, we have 3 more months to our SYF, gold wiith honours is asking for too much, but we must not drop, GOLD is a MUST! Commitment okayzxccccccc! :D We dancing our SYF item for chinese new year, and we went up the stage to rehearse for the last time. Christina and YanLing was sitting infront of the stage watching, make me sooo nervous! xD
Ended by long long meeting by shufen. Did like adminstrative stuffs? :b If late 5 mins, need do 5 mins split. late 10 mins, split plus back. late 15 minutes, do yuan chang (walk in this particular manner) for 5 mins, plus the split. xD school was closing, so finally the meeting ended. :D

On the way back home, me and yihan were discussing about the march intensive camp. Well, she was too tired to actually reply me, so i was just filling her with my crazy ideas for the camp and like talking to myself :b I was suggesting, we wake up early in the morning, and focus on our basics, foundation. Like all the splits and stuffs. Then train dance, eat. little bit of bonding games, dance, bathe, sleep :D Before sleep must do PT, physical traianing :D Maybe leg raise? xD It'll all be sooo tiring, but soo fun at the same time, but somehow i feel like i sound psycho-tic (!) xD

Reached home, muching on some finger foods for dinner. Bathed and blogging now :D Seems to complete most of my homework already, or is it rather, theres no homework today? xD Maybe doing abit of revision before i go to bed :D

YAY! I've taken up the role as the OIC of the upcoming chinese dance camp. It's not really a big thing, but i would like to start from something easier to manage! :D I believe i'll be able to learn alot things while organising this camp, let's work towards a betterrrr (...) future? xD

IRRESPONSBILE

i don't have the courge to,
i want to know, but i don't want to know.

today, woke up and had maggie. Went to school slighty earlier to join the queue at bookshop to get my files. LALA, assembly in the parade sqaure, no USSR :D

Lessons today was nothing fun compared to yesterday! >: No laughters, and silly questions. I fell asleep during mr tan's physics lesson, hoho! But it wasn't an official lesson, he was just talking about his teacher style and what the students expects from him during lesson. LALA, did the attendance file today. Recess, went wth kevin.k, kevin.f, brian, shaun, yijian and joshen. Theres a new stall in canteen, western food. Tried the harshbrown, price rather reasonable i should say! :D I got 'BOO!' 2 times in a row during recess, one from yijian, one from jocelyn, and both i got a shock! ._.

Realised that even my english and math also abit CMI! MAybe i should start doing more practices, as in literally, really more more more, as my foundation's bad and no one teach me >: and probably start watching the news! xD

After school stayed back with wenle, then join shiqi and cheryl for studying. CHINESE DANCE study group <: HEH! They 2 kukus, jio me stay back study, one over there emo, not feeling well, another one staring at phone all the way. KEKE, at least i've completed one set of E maths homework! :D Bused 88 home with alicia <:

Reached home, was too tired, fell onto bed. Woke up, bathed and dinner. Went rivervale plaza NTUC to get some gummies, needed some sugarrushing :3

Time for homeworks and revisions, jiayous :D

FML.

Life's at the lowest now, FML.

Today's 11/1/11, i saw 11:11 :D

all along, i've been hoping and wishing for something that was clearly impossible, stupid me. today's the last 11:11 that i'm gonna wish for, the next time i see it, i'll just wish for goood results or something :/
I assume that this is your decision, i respect it, i'm still gonna live my life.


I really wanna take lyrical jazz classes :(

School, my energy level died off as comparedd to yesterdy, lack of sleep i suppose :/ Studies really giving me big big headaches and its just the start. The physics teacher made a good point, why did we take triple sci? Good question, for i do not know what i myself want. HHAHAA, the phy teacher also asked us to give ourselves a nicknameee. LYNETTE smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) Must draggggg the eeee and open your mouth big big and smile! :D Recess, stayed in class to have a crazy discussion about the Geography, chapter on rivers with kevin.k, kevin.f, joshen and shaun. Was laughing like crazy, drainage basin. xD After school went to find teacher wanted to clarify some questions, but ms li was not in.

Well, lunch in the canteen. Went for dance, 15 mins and went for HLC debrief. A long debrief. Somehoww, yes i have alot to complain about the senior's attitude when i went back to dance later on. But, i'm just too tired to even start ranting about them. Thinking of the fact that all the homeworks and revisions waiting for me, jiayous ahh lynette!

Rushed, literally rushed for piano class. Dinnered at KFC, a peaceful dinner alone. Reached home, bathed and ate junk foods. I'm so tired to even care about getting fat, HAH! BYE.

Stop deceiving, the truth is, when you've fallen, all thats left is yourself to stand up again. People will push you down in the process, just press on, smile, strive for your goal. I have a goal, that's my goal. Come'on, focus lynette! :')

Goodbye (:

I'm said it a thousand times, i really do hope this will be the last. x)

Sorry, recent post no pictures feel like posting. Well, today my day goes being a good girl in school of course! :D Morning woke up extra early to take the SHINee poster from yvonne, help her pass to shiqi for her birthday present :D Had super full mac with joshen :D Was late for school, superrr guilty after all the teachers gave me the look like 'student leader, late.' x)

Well, after school was the main point of today. Saw Mr sunny ng and he gave me a speech talk. It brought me to tears, also flashbacks, memories, reflections, alotttt. I'm not gonna complain or tell you saying how pitiful i am, i'm just gonna say, i will stay strong <: Although its really pretty much embarrassing to cry in the canteen, and i really couldn't hold it! >: Was okay, till all the, don't cry, cheer up things came in, cried more. xD Oh ya, O level students got their results. I guess some of them were sastisfied, some were feeling neutral, some were extremely sad. HAH, i'm speaking something of the obvious! :b Saw beepbeep! :D eddin. Saw jiaxin too, showing all her teeths, glad that she did well :)

Stayed back in school with shiqi and cheryl to do revisions. Cheryl left. ShiQi left quite late. Waited for JiaXing. Saw HauGeng and HauTing, they came to our school. I hope its to discuss about the NDP thing this year! :D Modern dance ended, jiaxing's sister sent us to the F1 place for chingay.

It was raining, dinner @ Subway, freezing cold. Wasted 4 hours of life there. And surprise, i'm actually reading a book. I promise myself to change and improve yea, i'm improving :D Last time i don't ever read books, storybooks! :b Really tired, texting BYJ. Thank you buddy, you made me even more determined, sseeee my blog title? YEA :D

JiaXing's sister sent us home. On car, her super big dog attacked me. OMGGG! I'm scared of dog like seriously, and its a golden retriever, super bigggg! it just kept sniffing me, then i was like shouting, xD Embarrassment much, both her sister and brother was on the car too. Shouting till she pull the dog away from me. After tht the dog emo and jiaxing said cause i ignored it. AWWWW, tried to pattttt it afterwards, it looked sooo INNOCENT! AWWW! xD I like twirling its ears! :D

Reached home, bathed and fruit of the day was pear :D Very tired, long day tomorrow i know, nights! :D

No, no. Not angry, just disappointed i should say. Somehow, my mindset now was : Why do i bother to care when you don't care at all? Hmm. Good question. HAH!
But conclusion of all these blablabla complainings, i only can say, life still goes on, tomorrow will be better, jiayous lynette! :D

Sounds kinda pathetic. HAIS, whatever! STUDIES, DANCE, LEADERSHIP. FOCUS!

JIAYOUS! STAY STRONG.

Look at the video with your whole heart, i cried.

Horoscope for today : You likely can't do too much about the stress you are feeling today, and throwing yourself into chores may not be much help. You'll feel emotions that are hard to express positively. You feel you need to assert yourself, to take a role in the social hierarchy, but someone is in your way.

Sorry, pardon my long post today, i'll got super lot to complain. And since this is my blog, and i treat it as a place where i can write all of how i feel (maybe not all, cause not alot privacy, but i will still naggggggg for today :b)

Gotta this from horoscope.com : Close relationships could lead to a feeling of spiritual unity today. In fact, Cancer, you might feel as if those who share your interests are actually your family now. If you're involved, expect to experience warm and passionate feelings toward your partner. If not, don't be surprised if someone new comes on the scene. Shared intellectual interests might be what bring you together.
It's bullshit for today xD

Well, where do i start? Maybe i shall just just a brief update about my day today. YEA, woke up by my mother, keep shouting for me to get up of the bed when i'm already awake bathing. Went chinatown with her to buy ballet shoes, for chinese dance. Bought a new pair of hush puppies sippers? xD Its not really nice, but its non-slippery, comfortable, and its pink :D Today wake up already feeling very moody, trying my best to endure with my mother's naggy-ness, i'll just remain silent.

MRT-ed back to sengkang, saw tiffany and took lrt together to anchorvale. Went rooftop practice with Veron and HuiHui. they super hardworking, make me feel bad. But i was still, abit moody, lazy, tired, not feeling well, yea a mixture of everything. So i just used my bag as a pillow and lie dead on the floor. After that went for class, did warm-ups. I sweatt, EEEEEE, sweat ._. I'm the type of i love sports yo, but i hate sweating. so swimming's perfect for me :b After dance went to the studio at basement, saw a few of EX-NCPSrians. YueLong continue teaching the song: Cooler than Me. The auntie left, i couldn't make my class payment. Went compass, had dinner with bel, rongrong and leonard.
Walk around at royal sporting, wanted to get a new waterbottle, but couldn't find nice one.
Took bus 86 home with leonard.


Reached home, bathed and blogging now.

That guy, that irritating YueLong¬!Y^&*() K seriously, he's being a jerk you know =.= With the fact that i USED TO admire him for his dance, eeeee, no more! 0 points for him, boooo! What's with that day on the bus, telling me that you like me. What's with recently, purposely giving sacarstic remarks to me. What's with that stupid card you do, still asking me to write one back to you. And i did you know, cause i thought i would be like better if i did one since u dd one for me. Then you told me, nah, i don't caree. And i was freaking pissed, cause it was effort. And i said, fine, you sure you don't want? I'm gonna throw it then. and he said, throw for all you want, i don't care. And today, he's being a jerk again. he asked : Who's eating dinner. And i replied : Am suppose to. And he turned to ask jasmine (my best friend): eh, eat dinner with me ley. Like seriously -.- Don't expect me to be nice to you ever again, if this is what i get!
Nevermind, it's not as if he's someone of great importance to me, yea. -.-

2011 was a pretty bad start i could say. In terms of everything yea. Falling sick on the first day of school. Missing my orientation camp, sec 3 life in 3E1. The friends and people around me. I feel as if no one really care. Like i'm just a nobody to everyone. i get annoyed easily, people are getting more and more like self-minded. I don't need someone to care for me you know, i just wanted a best friend. You know, almost everyone has best friends right? People in school are like, waa you go everywhere also got people say hi want, so many friends so good. So what, i know no one will be there for me when i need it.
Well, it has been the same wayyyy before too actually, living a independent life. Maybe this way's just good for me :)

Jiayous, with all the tests and studies coming, i can't waste so much of my time thinking of all these 有的没得东西 already. Come'on lynette, be focused! ;) Just wishing everyday ahead will be full of happiness.

Although i don't know why but yes i still hold a small hope, hoping for a miracle(:

我怀念

Woke up early today to rebond my hair. But i guess yesterday was a too crazy night, even my voice changed, hahas, that i couldn't get out of bed today :b
Went the hougang salon which i always went. Although the Snip Avenue only $38 for whole hair rebonding, i still trust this salon more :D Spent my whole morning till 2 plus there, they did treatment for me too, $130 :) WAAA, now my hairstyle somehow looks very guaii? :D But alot neater :b

Quickly mrt-ed to bomernatte(idk how spell), Chingay rehearsal was at the F1 pit. Walk towards the singapore flyer, was kinda lost and stuck inbetween highways to highways, then i saw alot barriers and floats then i know already xD
The rehearsal was kinda boring, just walk here and there, run through again and again the formation with music and knowing our cues.


one of the floats, its a giraffeeeeeee! :D

Dinner was provided, then left the place. Me and jiaxing walking, suddenly 2 guys behind us from PA also, they say, xiao lao shi ask them escort us to the MRT. LOLS? xD In the end, i was playing with the sand :)



Then xiao lao shi and others came, but i only know alvin and kai wei, so walked with them to cityhall mrt. KaiWei say 'eh, 你小心一点，他喜欢你。' then i was like 'huh?' then he give me the face and look at Alvin. I'm like, ‘你不要乱乱讲啦！’then xiao lao shi heard it, then she say, 'its true, its true.' and jiaxing was like 'its so obvious!' OKAY lah, actually i also can feel abit lor, cause he like got free time then keep talking to me. BZZZ. !
Oh ya, and alvin claim that he's a bio champion olympist, and he tells me he wants to be a Inspector, yea. -.- OH YA, he's 23! ...

Took mrt till outram, then sat to habourfront, sit back :D
Reached home, bathed and blogged :) Mummy say my hair curly nicer ley, hahas. NVM lah, try try, change change :D

Raindrops are beautiful

teardrops are painful.

Ask joshen don't wait for me, he still wait ._. in the end we were ALMOST LATE FOR SCHOOl.
Went school, requested permission to stay in class instead of going for the sec one orientation. Cause i'm afraid i'll tire myself out and then die during the chinese dance performance. Like seriously, thats the aim of me going to school today.
Class, i started remembering names of new classmates :)

Recess, wenle went with shirely they all. :(, thought we could get closer since we're in the same class. Then huixin, xintao at orientation camp. Joshen, kevin phang-sehed me. HEH, saw shiqi, pass her present and went recess with her ^^ Ate chinese mixed rice, my appetite is back! :D

Lessons, it's nightmare. Tests, tests and tests coming. Gonna having a science Diagnostic test on sec 2 bio. worst nightmare, our chinese teacher is low ah hoe. MERRY CHRISTMAS, which means i have to do extra work myself liao, be independent! x)

After school didn't have time to eat, went hall to help pack the costumes and move them to library. Our holding room was library. Changed into our costumes and did make-up lalala. I guess non of us wanted to eat too cause our costume can see our belly! :b This was a not confident dance, everyone was panicking trying to remember steps last minute :/

Well, at least it turned out much better than the other time performing at Marina Barage! xD But, negative response from the sec 1. Seriously, this year's sec ones are ....... (!) I shall not say anything. :p Thanks for the cheers! :D

After that went to help out in the orientation, bring the sec ones down for their dinner. When bringin the class down to canteen for recess, i want to thank xavier for asing if i'm okay. somemore still ask through the loudspeaker thingy, make the sec 1s know i not feeling well! Then eat halfway they need helpers in the hall, so i just ran up. Then my food jump jump jump in my stomach, then i full liao. xD Did ushering outside the hall, my second time only! =x usher the parents into the hall with the sec one sitting on the floor. The aircon have been on the whole day, high expenses for the school today! xD

IGNITE. The principal's talk, sneaked out and went youth corner find fathul, aaron and yuwei. They were putting up photos together to do a video for the orientation camp :D Went back to watch the performances being put up by the sec ones. OMG, i'm impressed by them. They're totally not shy at all! xD Saw sunshine and one piece's repeated performance ley! :b Should have invited us, the original people go up perform! xD CHEER CHEER CHEER, jump jump jump, shake shake shake, machiam clubbing. xD then they played the video with all the photos of memories for these 4 days. Got my photo inside as a facil, but no cheers ley :( Cause i wasn't really with the class these few days except for amazing race, dui bu qiiiii! :( Abit sad, cause i thought that they cancelled off our dance due to the overtime thanks to the P's long speech. Then suddenly, HLC members go to the backstage!

WOHOOOOOOOO, my efforts are not wasted. Was jumping inside the backstage. EXCITED EXCITED EXCITED. LALALLLAAA! It was freaking awesome, i think its the best of the best, right HLC? :D Ended with chicky dance, that got everyone highhhh! :D

HLC SQUEEZEEEEEEEEEEEEE! (on the stage)

ZHILIN : WHO ARE WE ARE WE ARE WE.
HLC : AWESOME AWESOME HLC.
ZHILIN : WHO ARE WE ARE WE ARE WE.
HLC : AWESOME AWESOME HLC.
ZHILIN : WHO ARE WE ARE WE ARE WE.
HLC : AWESOME AWESOME HLC.
ZHILIN & HLC : OHHHHHHHHHH, HLCCCCCC!
:D

short short debrief by our OIC, mr chan zhilin, ACOIC, mr xavier goh, head of facil mr wong ming kang :D
Further debrief after school on tuesday, cause it was late already :b

Went point with a big group, supper @ Mac :D Bought friess, and took 159 then 119 home with shihui :)

Don't be beaten by yourself

The piercing pain made me really feel like crying, but i'll press on, stay strong until the music of the last performance stops.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAN SHI QI! <3

today, I didn't go school, cause had a 38.7 fever. I was shocked myself :P Cause my temperature is always lower than normal de, so if now my temperature is 38.7, then its big trouble! :b

Whole body felt numb, i thought i was because of my incorrect sleeping posture. But no, it didn't get better, and i realised that its the aching cause by fever. Slowly dragg my way to the doctor around 8, took MC :)

There's a compulsory need for me to go to school today, cause there was chinese dance and HLC dance rehearsal. So i lied that my fever already recover, if not mrs tey don't let me go school ley! But i realised i really couldn't do the actions properly, cause even walking, sitting and lying on the floor hurts. Like my joints very fragile and stiff feeling, xD Took taxi to school cause it was raining and i was late. REhearsal was alright, in the hall, very malu cause i cannot dance properly somemore i so easy spot! :b HLC dance rehearsal was postponed. and the canteen all stalls were closed, so could only buy 3 pcs of fruits for lunch, which made me feel nausea again after finishing! Bused 88 home with yihan. Purposely alighted at that needs to climb the overhead bridge, cause i keep to stretch more of my knee joint, if not tomorrow gonna (N)!

Reached home, dinner-ed first before bathing, cause was seriously too hungry.

Intending to rest early tonight, nights! :D

I'm glad you still care.

I'm a Good Girl!

Woke up, went rivervale plaza seven eleven to buy tidbits for my class :) Then bused to school, reported in the wrong uniform! :b

Changed to our orientation shirt, went ISH for assembly with sec ones and twos. After that our the class boarded the bus to Pasir Ris park, while all the facils took another bus :D Briefing on the bus, excited excited! I hope that the medicine's yesterday work and today will be a smoothe day! :D

Gathered at the shelter, briefing by our OIC, then started the race! :D I was the facil for a group of 10 from 1E1, we're 1E1 group 2! :D There're alot interesting people inside! xD One that finishes all my mentos and chips but still complain for more and walk at the last behind. One that asks me am i racist cause he said he jumped into the water and got the squid produce the black ink and made him black, then he go for surgery become white... There's one that keeps running to the rubbish bin, and theres one who sees every bench also must sit! All the boys, xD The girls still rather cooperative! :D IT was a funnnn amazing race, but the weather was somthing everyone had to complain about! :b Completed 7 stations, good job! :D

Reported back to the gathering point. Finally a toilet break for myself. RUN AH! :b Was really not feeling well. Had my lunch, only ate like half then cannot eat le, cause the nausea feeling was coming back :b sat the bus with 1E1 back to school! :D

Mass debrief by mr sunny ng, then HLC head up to alpha center for further debrief. :)
I think today was a good job done, thank you to everyone! And theres always alot more rooms for futher improvements! :D

Went for chinese dance with jolene, ran through a few times the orientation dance, totally not familiar with it, as they changed some parts. x)
After dance some stayed back to do chinese dance posters and stuffs. Oh ya, heard from elaine that our class changed asst. monitor, changed to Tracy. KUKU kevin.k! When me, adelle and jolene wanted to leave first to go home study, shufen gave us the black face.
And yihan added on, like we don't need study for diagnostic like that, with the super sacarstic tone.

ROARR, super guilty but abit angry also. Why stare at us, you all think that going for an orientation is all about having fun, you think we had fun the whole day? Maybe she's very tired also, but she's not using her authorities in the right way! She's our chairman, but she doesn't come for dance regularly, and she's always not punctual. And now she orders us, like YOU! go home draw a design for the chinese dance tee, pass to me by friday. Before that we already did so many designs, but everytime after we hand it up, god knows where it all went! Somemore still give me that eyes, you don't command. Respect is earned, not commanded.

Reached home, bathed and dinnered. Had maggie, but super light! :D I have a feeling my appetite is slowly coming back, YAY! :D

Tomorrow's diagnostic test, gonna go study, BYE! :D