Learning to be strong

although i'm not really a KPOP fan! But i think their dance is nice! :D

Today's the 21st,
someone asked me why i didn't post about him for my summary for friends in 2010, i've decideed to post it today :)

To You.
Firstly, thank you for the past 4 months. Although it may just be 4 short months, it was beyond word description. I miss the times we spent together, it was the happiest time of my life. But now, after having a mental fight with myself for so long, my wish seems impossible already, it's time for me to let go :) It's not that easy, i don't know how you just got over everything so easily. I don't want to know too. But i will, slowly pick myself up, i believe :) As you said, i hope that we can still be friends? :)


Today, woke up and ate maggie for breakfast :) Went to school. Taught Mr Sunny Ng wasn't coming as last week he said he was going reservice, so i wore FBT. but in the end he was still here! :b Bio, went through specialised cells. Chinese, did compo, kevin, wenle, yijian all keep calling my name!!!. xD Recess, went with clique. ME : 1,2,3 (we all sang happy birthday to QingQing! :D)

EMath, we finished chapter 1, YAY! :D Alot weekend homeworks! Chemistry, somehow miss lim is a good teacher but i always feel sleepy during her lesson! :( Oh ya, today was the first day sitting with bicheng in class. He very kuku, keep smiling and give me the question mark look! The onyl conversation i had with him was :
ME : AHH, 我不会做！(E-math lesson)
him : 我也不会做， （and he giggles to himself xD)
after school people were stressing me about the class tee~!@#$%^&*(), seriously pek cek -.- You guys complain complain complain, yes i'm the monitor, then what you want me to do! Start a war with her ah? -.- Then WenLe phangseh-de me ... as i was helping to tidy up the tables and clean up the classroom for the BMCC judging with ching man. Sms-ed her: You phang seh-ed me! :( She reply : kekeke. ZZZ, totally didn't feel like replying. Went to dance in a bad mood. went through the dance one time and i screwed it. It's like mrs cheng is coming to watch already, lao shi still do so many last minute changes ... Although theres no obvious mistakes, but i know that it's not the best that i can do! >: Then teacher kept picking on my new steps ... i feel like a failure. ZHA DAN, boom! Sorry i cried -.- All the stress was strangling me. I seriously don't like this me, i thought i am strong, but i was wrong. Optimistic doesn't mean that you're strong... I was much weaker than i thought ... i need to learn to manage stress and be sstrong!!!!!!!! (!) Then mrs cheng came in the hall, quickly dried my tears and we danced one more time for her. She then
gathered us and brief us about the dance. She asked me and shufen which we prefer, this dance or the 10th anniversary dance. To me, i prefer this because although the 10th anniversary seems nicer now, but after detailed polishing for this dance, it would be much better! :)
Dance practice continued, from 1 all the way to slightly before 5.15. So rare that we ended before time :) Mainly it was because the hall blackout and we didn't have power source to play our music :b Walked wenle to her bus stop, we bought rasberry ripple ice cream (Y)

88-ed home, my house downstairs was selling ice cream too. This ice cream man here brings back memories, i wonder if you remember... i guess not. :b Was tempted to buy one more ice cream, but decided not to! :)

Reached home, bathed and dinnered. Today has been a loong day. 21st really didn't turn out well, but it wasn't as bad as i've expected too. :D

And lastly, to BYJ, my name is LYNETTE (LEE - NET!) not (LER - NET!) ! ! !