JIAYOUS! STAY STRONG.

Look at the video with your whole heart, i cried.

Horoscope for today : You likely can't do too much about the stress you are feeling today, and throwing yourself into chores may not be much help. You'll feel emotions that are hard to express positively. You feel you need to assert yourself, to take a role in the social hierarchy, but someone is in your way.

Sorry, pardon my long post today, i'll got super lot to complain. And since this is my blog, and i treat it as a place where i can write all of how i feel (maybe not all, cause not alot privacy, but i will still naggggggg for today :b)

Gotta this from horoscope.com : Close relationships could lead to a feeling of spiritual unity today. In fact, Cancer, you might feel as if those who share your interests are actually your family now. If you're involved, expect to experience warm and passionate feelings toward your partner. If not, don't be surprised if someone new comes on the scene. Shared intellectual interests might be what bring you together.
It's bullshit for today xD

Well, where do i start? Maybe i shall just just a brief update about my day today. YEA, woke up by my mother, keep shouting for me to get up of the bed when i'm already awake bathing. Went chinatown with her to buy ballet shoes, for chinese dance. Bought a new pair of hush puppies sippers? xD Its not really nice, but its non-slippery, comfortable, and its pink :D Today wake up already feeling very moody, trying my best to endure with my mother's naggy-ness, i'll just remain silent.

MRT-ed back to sengkang, saw tiffany and took lrt together to anchorvale. Went rooftop practice with Veron and HuiHui. they super hardworking, make me feel bad. But i was still, abit moody, lazy, tired, not feeling well, yea a mixture of everything. So i just used my bag as a pillow and lie dead on the floor. After that went for class, did warm-ups. I sweatt, EEEEEE, sweat ._. I'm the type of i love sports yo, but i hate sweating. so swimming's perfect for me :b After dance went to the studio at basement, saw a few of EX-NCPSrians. YueLong continue teaching the song: Cooler than Me. The auntie left, i couldn't make my class payment. Went compass, had dinner with bel, rongrong and leonard.
Walk around at royal sporting, wanted to get a new waterbottle, but couldn't find nice one.
Took bus 86 home with leonard.


Reached home, bathed and blogging now.

That guy, that irritating YueLong¬!Y^&*() K seriously, he's being a jerk you know =.= With the fact that i USED TO admire him for his dance, eeeee, no more! 0 points for him, boooo! What's with that day on the bus, telling me that you like me. What's with recently, purposely giving sacarstic remarks to me. What's with that stupid card you do, still asking me to write one back to you. And i did you know, cause i thought i would be like better if i did one since u dd one for me. Then you told me, nah, i don't caree. And i was freaking pissed, cause it was effort. And i said, fine, you sure you don't want? I'm gonna throw it then. and he said, throw for all you want, i don't care. And today, he's being a jerk again. he asked : Who's eating dinner. And i replied : Am suppose to. And he turned to ask jasmine (my best friend): eh, eat dinner with me ley. Like seriously -.- Don't expect me to be nice to you ever again, if this is what i get!
Nevermind, it's not as if he's someone of great importance to me, yea. -.-

2011 was a pretty bad start i could say. In terms of everything yea. Falling sick on the first day of school. Missing my orientation camp, sec 3 life in 3E1. The friends and people around me. I feel as if no one really care. Like i'm just a nobody to everyone. i get annoyed easily, people are getting more and more like self-minded. I don't need someone to care for me you know, i just wanted a best friend. You know, almost everyone has best friends right? People in school are like, waa you go everywhere also got people say hi want, so many friends so good. So what, i know no one will be there for me when i need it.
Well, it has been the same wayyyy before too actually, living a independent life. Maybe this way's just good for me :)

Jiayous, with all the tests and studies coming, i can't waste so much of my time thinking of all these 有的没得东西 already. Come'on lynette, be focused! ;) Just wishing everyday ahead will be full of happiness.

Although i don't know why but yes i still hold a small hope, hoping for a miracle(: