The day which i unprivate my blog will be the day which i officially declare that i totally gotten over it already. Jiayous, hope i can unprivate in the next 1 month! <:
After today, my blog will not be a place where i rant about how lousy did my life go today, but i will share the happiness of how well did it live my life every day! :D
Woke up, got shocked by a dumb person. I barely know him, never even see him in school, he tell me he like me? -.- ERR, dance did Possibility by BOA. Lyrical, the dance is nice, but its couple dance! Then jacky force me dance with Eric! GRR! Don't like him, so ungentleman-ly, EEEEEE! xD Feels so uncomfortable and got the feeling want to cry when dancing, i don't want come next week liao, cause they continuing the song! HAHAS, okay, shall not rant so much about him. Oh ya, weiling came to visit! :D
After dance they went basement to practice their song, think they're gonna learn fireworks, taught by yuelong. I didn't go as i met cheryl for swimmming. Went home, changed and took bus to hougang complex. I'm proud of say i waited half an hour for her, while muching on fries and oreos! HAHAS! :b was texting shiqi, poured all my feelings to her.
Had a great swim. Was convinced not to get out of the water till i knew exactly what did i want. I lost count, as i was recalling about the past 4 months, all the things that happened. Even the slightest and things that you may not remember. Playing maple, the first straw heart you folded. What happened on the 1st of august. I recalled all the way till 3rd month, and 4th, i couldn't remember, i don't know why. It stopped on 21st, i didn't want to continue thinking. Then, i asked myself what do i want, as i needed to move on. And i've decided, to clear all my questions by today. Get a answer. I'm not gonna write a thousand word essay to touch you, i just want a word of truth from you. What do i mean to you now? I'm ready to take whatever that's coming, go ahead and just say the truth. Even if it's negative, when i see you in school, i'll still shout hi! and continue with my life. :) Afterall, i'm lynette! :D
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