-.- What's the fucking problem with him. He really pissed me off like ¬!"£$%^&*(). Now i finally realised whats one thing that makes me angry, my dad -.-
He keep ask me study study study. Then i got study, only take a rest what. Whole day studying, after school still intensive training, tired like shit. Then he scold me selfish, say what he at outside earn money so hard for me, and i'm over here doing nothing :/ Onlyy know how to waste his hard earn money. Fine la, if that's the case, i don't mind going to work part-time you know. I rather be harder on myself, earn my own money, and spent my own money -.- Still scold me useless and dumb. ZZZ, i study so hard for last year SA2 to prove to him that i really put in my effort, since i've promised him to do well. But he's never contented -.- He wants me to go Jc, i want to go Poly, he scolded the shit out of me when i told him i wanted Poly -.- FINE, so i took triple sci, hopingg to get myself into a poly. And i also intending to take UNI, cause can earn more money in the future -.-
Then everyday he just come back home from work claiming that i'm useless, i di nothing... And scold scold scold, scold me and my mother say we cursed his life :/
In chinese, he said, ni men zhe liang ge ke xin (cursed star), shuaii ren.
And his cristism, it's really making me feel, yes, i really suck, i'm uselss, i'm lousy. YEA, what's the point for studying so hard, i'm still a failure to him, a failure who only knows how to dance -.- He never approved me of taking up any leadership roles, taking responsibilities, being the monitor, dancing, he never supported -.-
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