Thursday, April 21

FALLEN.


Specially for my dancers! <3

Totally filled with disappointment today.
Shall not elaborate much about my day.

Chinese dance got BRONZE. BRONZE. BRONZE. Everyone was, blanked. F*.
No idea how are we gonna accept that, but i guess we just have to and move on. Trust me, i cried for an hour and my eyes fels so dry now -.- Mrs Cheng and Mr Ng (P!) came and talk to us, the dancers couldn't stop crying. Its a feeling of disappointment, taken aback and shocked, and lastly, sadness. I guess me, shiqi and cheryl cry until the most jia lat one! then i see eric and junren at the side of the hall BBOY-ing, then like laugh laugh luaugh. Laugh what laugh la, never see people cry before? You never cry before meh?! SIGHS, i ate alot alot for dinner k. Including my fav can't be missed strawberry sundae, also ate chocolates :) So many people saw my teary face! :( Went ISH watch people play soccer. Was trying to appreciate the art of soccer but wenle keep on shuaii ge me ! -.- HAH, it was a teachers vs students game and mr sunny ng was playing. Jay also playing, damn funny. JOSEPH, MINGKANG, HAIKAL, all playing, the rest then i don't knw them le :b So me, cheryl, wenle and yihan just kuku-ly sat inside and watch.

After that me and yihan go hall emo. The hall is filled with sweat, joy, hardships, and today, tears. SHI JIE BIAN ZHONG LE, WO MEN JUE ZHONG LE! :( Took bus home with her. Was indirectly chatting with brandon through their sweet smses again! xD

Reached home. Daddy showed no interest after knowing i got Bronze. He says it as though Bronze jiu bronze lor, so what. What does he know sia, how much effort did we put in. Trainings one week 6 times. Everyday commiting till 6 o'clock for chinese dance.

Well, its rather a sensitive topic now. Everyone is cheering us up, and we know we can cry now but definitely need to be strong and stand up after a good rest! Everyone's consolingus with the same words, like you guys did your best. But P(rincpal) said in is heart, we're a Gold. That's good enough :) We are the first school that wang lao shi taught to get bronze. In her history, all other schools managed to clinch at least a silver and many golds. But i really think we at least deserved a silver. I need to sleep early today, my eyes feeling extremely weak. Thats all, nights folks.

No more Arts Fiesta, gonna make sure i do my GRB Banquet performance well, and maybe next year's chinese new year performance well before i step down!

Eh you, yes la you! Thank you for these few days, you really cheered me up. Although you didn't really express much, but when you text me i very happy liao! :D I hope it continues to be this way :) At least i know that you care :b

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