How i wish you knew .

WELL, my very awesome day begin like this!
Date: 16th April 2011.

Morning, i'm so pissed off with myself for being late for dance again. But the 2 hours of dance i had was super intensive. Chinese dance if you really dance propoerly, will feel damn tired de. Cause the kick, the actions all got standard de, all must do until certain level, and not learn then know le. Learn the actions, still need to train super hard to get it right! Today didn't do warm-up ley, cause yesterday late! :b gonna do lots lots of warm-up on monday since its self training :D MaLaoShi said my experession is good compared to yihan, shufen and wenle! :b Theirs is on and off in the 7 mins of dance. Mine is once on, will all the way. but once starting off, will never on. xD Sometimes when i really tired i'll just auto off. But once i started on, i how tired also endure and complete the dance! :D LAO SHI say she believe i am able to do this set of actions well (its super difficult). Requires you to breathe and do your actions. Then i do until damn funny, she say, breathe in, out then in again. Then i use my mouth to breathe, then she say don;t tell the whole world you're breathing, ur mouth must smile, eyes must 'fan dian', and use your nose to breathe! xD HAHAS, but i learnt alot alot of things! :D

Went point to lunch with ShuFen & ShiQi, ate @ Kopitiam. SUPER SUPER SUPER FULL, Bubbletea <3 ShiQi treated boo yijian icecream. I want eat also, but was seriously too full for one. Headed back to school, danced abit, sweated like piggg @.@ very lazy cause very full and finaly cool down don't want sweat again! xD Changed into home clothes and left school around 2 sharp.

Reached hougang plaza, signed up for the membership. LALA, kboxxxxxxx with shiqi and shufen. WHEEE! :D ShuFen sing very nice ^^ sang unti 6+, then left together as shiqi need to go le :) Went mall to buy comb, i keep losing my comb. And went kopitiam for dinner, shufen pei me. Took MRT to WenLe's house :D










Reached already 8. Quickly started with geog proj. Our presentation is on Gabions. We did our 3D structure today ! :D the gabions, river and grass :D I went home around 11 +, we spent 2 11.11s together today! XD Thanks her dad for the ride home, sorry to 'disturb' their family until so late. And thanks to her mum for the help with the sewing here and there, teaching us for the project! :D




Reached home, bathed and ate roti prata (my daddy buy de!) :O He keep asking me not to eat so much mac, will grow fat, but every night he's feeding me with fat food. xD Roti Prata with Curry ! xD Well, i suddenly onlined and starting reading the old archives of the msn history. Cause you know msn chat can save history de. Then i got save. I read our conversation history, from before 150810 till the last one was during december 2010. These little messages had faded but was brought back to me again. It's hard to convince myself that that was you, and that guy who i see now in school everyday in th next class is you too. After reading the conversations, really couldn't help it. I'm sorry, i promised you i'd be happier, but does it even matter to you?

Hugging carebear, cleaning my eyes. Damn it, i really really miss you (maybe the you i thought i knew), not now. Hey world out there, don't be shocked. Lynette was a weak side too. My heart's really sour, i hate this feeling.

I typed this down with tears.